Channeling Erik
  • Gays in the afterlife
  • May3rd

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    Here’s the transcript on how genders work in the Spirit Realm. If you have plenty of time, you can watch the YouTube of it instead!

    YouTube Link

    Me: Does it matter what gender you are there?

    Erik: No!

    Me: Is your soul gendered the same throughout all of your incarnations?

    Erik (laughing): No!

    Me: Well, why do some spirits tend to come back as males or females?

    Erik: Cuz that’s what they’re comfortable with.

    Me: Why?

    Erik: You should really ask them, Mom.

    Jamie (giggling): He’s a smartass.

    Me: For example, what do you come back as, usually?

    (Pause)

    Me (chuckling): Are you usually a sissy in every life?

    Jamie bursts out in a belly laugh.

    Jamie (to Erik): She nailed you!

    Erik: Actually, I’ll have you know, I’ve been a woman more than a man. Does that demote me now, Mom?

    Me: No, Sweetie!

    Erik: No, the reason, in my opinion, that spirits lean to one gender more than the other is because of the roles that have been shaped for those genders on Earth, and in those roles, you can achieve certain contracts easier.

    Me: For example?

    Erik: Well, we can hit some really clear things like giving birth. Only happens with women! Head up!

    Me (joking): Oh really? That’s news to me.

    Erik: And if I want to be a man, but I want to have the role of loving a man, then in my contract I’m coming back as a homosexual. Let’s say one of my contract life lessons is to learn unconditional love no matter how strongly society tells me it’s wrong. Then I might come back as a woman who loves another woman. There are beautiful lessons that go with both genders, but sometimes it’s easier to learn those lessons in one gender over another—strength-wise, character-wise, personality-wise—that just comes easier.

    Me: As long as we’re on the subject, what are other reasons for people having spiritual contracts to be a part of the LGBT community?

    For those of you who don’t know, LGBT stands for lesbian, gay, bisexual and transgender.

    Erik: A lot of it is related to emotional honesty, because if we’re looking at time being linear, in our history, this type of love hasn’t been approved of. We’ve had pockets where it’s been acceptable, but not mainstream, and coming into something that’s not mainstream, you really have to have a bigger voice and being able to handle not being “in the box”. Not socially “normal”. “Not normal” is the new norm, right, Mom?

    Me: Mm hm.

    Jamie and I laugh.

    Erik: And because you’re off to the side like that, you have to fight harder to be heard and to be heard correctly, because there are so many misperceptions on the concept of being LGBT-Q. (He chuckles at his questionable joke.) And because you have to work so hard, you find that language to be extremely honest. But also, Mom, it could be a lesson in the struggle of protection and being quiet. Perseverance. It could be the lesson in suffering. In lust and yearning. Wanting something that you can never get.

    Me: Could it be when someone comes in as a male only to find his soul mate has come in as a male, too?

    Erik: Oh yeah. And here you are—

    Jamie (to Erik): Oh, you can’t say that, Erik. Use another word.

    Erik: Okay. So, the lover comes in, and here you are fucking all these woman and then you realize, “Holy shit. I never ever wanted to touch a man, and now I do.”

    Jamie giggles.

    Me: Can you tell us how the LGBT community is treated when they cross over?

    Erik: There’s none of that labeling here. You love who you love. It’s like there’s no race, Mom. You don’t look at someone and see them shaped differently and say, “Oh, they’re a bald spirit or they’re round or they’re a sparkly light spirit and only sparkly lights get with sparkly lights and only fairies fuck other fairies, and only angels can touch other angel boobs over here.”

    Jamie and I can’t help but bust out in laughter.

    Erik: There’s none of that structuring. It’s just this crazy openness and compassion. It’s like you would imagine free love without all that hippie shit.

    Me: So, I guess souls don’t really present themselves or interact with each other as a certain gender. It’s more fluid, right?

    Erik: Yes.

    Me: So, are you a male there, Erik, or are you a switch-hitter?

    Erik (laughing): I’m just Erik! It’s not about penises and vaginas! Like we don’t’ have these genitals that we rely on to identify how we’re going to mate or what our role is. We’re just energetic beings. Our roles are so similar, but we’re not androgynous. We have our unique personalities and characteristics, and some might say more masculine or feminine, but it just doesn’t register as something we need to define or label so we can get to know who that person is. For me, I’m Erik.

    Me: And when we focus on you, you’re Erik, but when we don’t focus on you, you’re—

    Erik: I’m still Erik, but I’d say I have naturally have more feminine qualities, because I have the teacher role and I want to slow down and make eye contact and sit with people and embrace them and listen and help. So, if you didn’t know me and you came into my energy and you had to define if I was male or female, you’d probably think I was female until you heard me rant and cuss. Then you’d think I was a nasty ass female!

    Me: And yet, when Jamie trance channels you, you complain about her little mousy voice!

    Jamie (to Erik, clapping her hands once): Oh, dawg! See! He he he!

    Jamie (to me): That was awesome. Thank you for doing that.

    Erik: Yeah, that’s true, but that’s not how I’m known on Earth. I’m a dude.

    Me: And you were such a masculine dude on Earth.

    Erik (laughing): Thank you!

    Me: But you did have a feminine side in that you had a strong sense of aesthetics. You loved beauty, especially in women. Even at the age of four, you had an appreciation for their beauty.

    Jamie: That’s so nice that you said that, because when you said, “their beauty”, he said, “They’re so beautiful!”

    Erik: I still think women are so beautiful. I’m attracted to that energy. No wonder I want to be everything that that energy is! But you plop me on the Earth right now, and I’m going to choose to be a dude, and I’m going to go after every girl I can.

    Me: Are some souls neither gender or go between the two as far as personalities go?

    Erik: Yeah, if you have to label them. You can easily switch between personalities.

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    For those of you who aren’t familiar with the Channeling Erik YouTube channel, here’s Part One of Erik take on the human experience. Who are we? Why are we here? Why do we have certain struggles, hardships and negative emotions? Watch and learn!

    YouTube Link

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    Good news! Patrick has agreed to continue with the celebrity interviews along with Erik’s help! He already has three of them up. Click below and be sure to bookmark this link!

    CELEBRITY INTERVIEWS

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  • May3rd

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    Although the name sounded familiar, I never really knew much about Mr. Crisp. Now that I’ve interviewed him, I feel like I missed out over the years, because he truly is a sweet man and a insightful philosopher. When he showed up at the Jesus interview sitting as a quiet observer on the couch, I had to promise him that he’d get his turn at the mike. One of the best promises I’ve ever made. I hope you agree.

    Me: Let’s pick our next celebrity, Erik.

    Erik: Who do wanna go with?

    Me: Well, we ignored Quentin Crisp when he waltzed in on the Jesus interview so maybe we should call him in.

    Jamie: Oh, is that the one with the—

    Me: –with the big hat and makeup and stuff, yeah. You think you could get him, Sweetie?

    Erik: Absolutely. That’s not a problem!

    Me: Yeah, I bet not! He’s such a ham.

    Erik disappears for only a few moments and returns with Mr. Crisp. He must have been waiting anxiously in the wings!

    Jamie (giggling): Oh, um, hello! Oh, so he’s British, that’s right.

    Me Hi Quentin!

    Quentin: Hello, my fair lady!

    Me: We’re going to ask a few questions of you.

    Jamie: He just pointed at you and asked, “Is that all?”

    Jamie giggles.

    Me: Yes, but it’s an honor to meet you again. How did you enjoy the Jesus interview?

    Quentin: Oh, just as lovely as I thought it would be.  It’s always nice to see a man in a dress who doesn’t wear stockings.

    Jamie and I laugh.

    Me: Quentin you crack me up! Now, the first question I’d like to ask you is this: What was your spiritual mission while you were here on Earth this last lifetime as Quentin Crisp including what you were here to learn and to teach?

    Quentin: My spiritual mission obviously had to be the value of love.

    Me: Oh! That’s a noble mission!

    Quentin: Especially in my day and age. There was a lot of war about me everywhere I went. I tried my best to fit in and be a part of society, but no one would have me for who I was. So, when I felt like no one would have me, I decided it would be the best thing to just remain exactly who I was.

    Me (sympathetically): Mmm.

    Jamie: He’s so spot on and on target.

    Quentin: What was I here to learn? I really believe I was here to learn that there’s pain in people and that people are ugly and that we should not, by any means, measure who they are by their level of pain, because it’s just a mask.

    Me (sadly): Yeah.

    Quentin: There have been many people in my life who shunned me to begin with, but then after, I’m sure, observing me from afar, could understand that who I was was exactly who I meant to be, and then they could accept me. Then it was my greater spiritual understanding that I was to accept them—

    Erik (butting in):–oh, rather than ticking them off, because they were dicks to you begin with?

    I chuckle at his typical candor.

    Quentin: Precisely. I don’t feel that I was here to teach much though I would have rather loved being the center of attention.

    Me (giggling): So I noticed!

    Quentin: I never set out to be the shock factor of the century. All I did was set out to be me. So, maybe I was teaching myself not to obey the rules but to obey inner rules—inner spirituality.

    Jamie: He likes that. (in a dramatic hushed voice) “inner spirituality!”

    Me: Now, did you come to these understandings before you passed?

    Jamie: Oh, ho ho! He’s laughing! No!

    Jamie giggles hard.

    Quentin: Maybe in my older years after I had a chance to put some words on paper.

    Jamie (to Quentin): Oh, like write a book?)

    Jamie (to me): He wrote a book!

  • January18th

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    Before we start, I’d like to share something a blog member created. I will have to say this is one of the best presents I have ever received. My entire family and all of my neighbors reacted with jaws dropped. The only problem is I don’t know how to get in touch with him to thank him properly. So, Eric Orbich, if you could please email me at emedhus@gmail.com, I’d really appreciate it. I’m not sure if you paint professionally (you certainly should) but I’m sure many blog members would love to have portraits like this made of their loved ones. I can’t wait to get mine framed. It’s stunning. Really stunning. If you’re not famous now, you will be soon. Here’s a photograph. It doesn’t do the painting justice, but it’s all I got!

    ErikPainting

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    Poor Freddie. Eric’s is a hard act to follow. Nevertheless…

    Me: So Erik, do you have any questions for Mr. Mercury?

    Erik: Yeah. What was Bohemian Rhapsody really about?

    Freddie: What do you want it to be about?

    Erik: I don’t know.

    Freddie: That’s what you have to ask yourself, Erik.

    Me: What was your proudest accomplishment while you were here on earth, Freddie?

    Freddie: My music!

    Me: Of course! And I suppose that hasn’t changed now that you’re in the spiritual realm, right?

    Freddie: It has not at all.

    Me: Okay. Any other spiritual accomplishments you’re proud of?

    Freddie: Spiritual accomplishments?

    Me: Yeah.

    Freddie (laughing): My music!

    Me: Oh my gosh; what am I thinking!

    Jamie laughs.

    Me: Now, do you have any messages for humanity, given your newfound perspective in the afterlife? Is there anything you’d like to share with the world?

    Freddie: The only rules and regulations you have in life are the ones you create for yourself.

    Me: That’s true. So, Erik, do you have any other questions for Freddie before we close? No orangutan questions, though!

    Jamie (giggling): They got me good; I really thought we were going to talk about a life he had as an orangutan!

    Me: I know! I would have fallen for that, too, hook, line and sinker!

    Erik: What was going through your head with Bohemian Rhapsody?

    (How persistent!)

    Freddie (laughing): It actually came from, we called it “The Old Cowboy Song.”

    Jamie: Old Cowboy Song? He’s showing me that they use to horse around and play the guitar and sing, and they called it “The Old Cowboy Song” because it started out with “Mama, I just killed a man.”

    Me: Oh, yeah! Okay.

    Jamie: And that just used to be lyrics in the recording studio that they would joke around with when they were warming up or whatever. And they’d all be like, “Oh, here’s Freddie as the cowboy!”

    Freddie: So, it kind of grew into a ballad. We wondered, “How much can we fit into one song.” It became ridiculous saturated—from ballad to guitar solo to opera to heavy rock, just on and on and on.

    Jamie: To otro, outro.

    Me: Yeah, outro.

    Jamie: What’s that?

    Me: It’s the final guitar piece I guess. I’m not sure. (To my son, Lukas) Lukas, what’s an outro? Jamie wants to know.

    Lukas: I don’t know.

    Me: Okay, we’ll find out later. Stay tuned!

    Jamie: Stay tuned!

    Freddie: And once we recorded it, I thought, ‘Well, how many voices and sounds can we put on top of that?’ So, we kept dubbing and adding tracks upon tracks, layering it and layering it—our harmony times six, and our twenty-four layers turned into a lot more. And it just sounded outrageous. So our manager said, “No one in the world is ever going to play this on the radio. And we thought it would be a great little “end of the record” song, but we really had a great time creating it and recording it. Then a disc jockey—

    Jamie (showing her youth): Oh my god, that’s what they were called back then, weren’t they?

    Me: Oh, yeah.

    Jamie (giggling): Disc Jockey! So funny!

    Freddie: So a disc jockey got the song prematurely and started playing it late at night, and it got such great reviews that it became, you know, one of the longest played songs on the radio!

    Me: Yeah, and one of the biggest hits.

    Freddie: Thank you!

    Me: I just love all of your songs.

    Jamie: This guy has a smaller waist than I do!

    Jamie and I laugh.

    Me: Well, I think that’s it. I just want to thank you for all you’ve done—the joy and music that you’ve brought to the world. Thank you for your time here, too, Mr. Mercury.

    Freddie: Your quite welcome, and I wish you all the best. Your son, Erik, is a fine young man. We’re happy to have him here.

    Me: Aw, how nice!

    (Of course inside, I’m thinking, ‘I’m not happy that he’s there. I’d rather him be with me. Sigh. In the background, Lukas asks a question.)

    Me: What, Lukas?

    Lukas: Is Jesus too busy to talk right now?

    Me (to Jamie and Erik): He wants to know if Jesus is too busy to talk right now.

    Me (to Lukas): Well, it’s almost the end, anyway. Do you just want to say hi to Jesus?

    Lukas: Yes. I just wanna say hi.

    Me: Wait, no, we’re going to channel Jesus later. Jesus is kind of busy for just a drive-by “hi and bye.” Annika, do you want to say anything to Erik? Don’t worry. You don’t have to talk on the phone.

    Annika: Hi. (Erik can probably see her 16 year-old eye roll.)

    Erik (laughing): She sounds so forced when she says it. It’s so funny!

    (Typical teenaged girl.)

    Erik: Who made waffles this morning?

    Me: Oh! We got them at the Waffle House and brought them home. 

    Jamie: Erik’s really happy; he can’t wait to see Lukas in college.

    Erik: Tell Lukas to strive to make it the entire time.

    Me: Make it to class?

    Erik: No, where he actually graduates and walks across the stage!

    Me: Yes, exactly! He will.

    Erik: I like to see everyone together.

    (We’re in a rented condo in Destin, Florida at the time.)

    http://youtu.be/fJ9rUzIMcZQ

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    Looks like the first conference call will be January 23rd. It’ll be two hours beginning 7:00 PM EST (6:00 PM CST, 4:00 PST). The smaller, private phone conference will be Thursday at 1:30 PM EST (12:30 CST, 10:30 PST). It’ll be one hour and will be limited to 13 people. If you don’t get a slot, don’t worry, because I’m sure Jamie and Erik will want to make this a regular thing. Sign up will be up by Friday at Jamie’s website: www.withloveandlight.com.

    We’re still on for the Austin Event, so book your airfare. We’re blocking off rooms, so availability will not be a problem. Please visit Jamie’s website for all the event details. That, also, should be available on Friday. I’ll post another reminder then.

     

  • January17th

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    For those of you who didn’t get a chance to listen to Robert and Erik’s interview on Follow Your Bliss, please do. Erik shouts out “MOM!” at exactly 52:38. It sounds like him as a little boy. The quality is very “EVP-ish.”

    http://www.blogtalkradio.com/stacey_zzzz/2012/01/15/follow-your-bliss

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    Kristen resides in central Wisconsin with her husband and three children. While in her mid twenties, she received a psychic reading that inspired her to learn more about developing her own intuitive gifts. Weeks later, she was offering readings to her friends and family ranging from mediumship to intuitive guidance. She later was trained in hands on healing techniques of Reiki I, II, and III and Quantum Touch.

    Kristen’s caring and compassionate nature lead to a nearly 20 year career working in healthcare in a wide variety of settings. In mid 2011, feeling burned out working as an RN, she decided to take some time off to spend with her family and nurture her spiritual gifts. She sees clients in her home for psychic readings (mediumship, life direction and past life awareness), and hands on healing sessions. She is also available for phone consultations as well as distant healing.

    To set up an appointment, you may contact Kristen through email or call her directly:
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    One last thing before Freddie takes center stage. Erik came up with a “lovely” slogan for the Channeling Erik event in Austin. He asked me to design t-shirts with that slogan, so I did. I also made some bumperstickers and buttons if anyone is interested in spreading the word. Otherwise, it’s just good plain fun knowing that Erik is still on his game.


    make custom gifts at Zazzle

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    And now, part two of our interview with Mr. Mercury.

    Me: Can you describe your thoughts when you realized you had crossed over?

    Freddie: You know, I really did ask, ‘Where the hell are the bloody angels!’ I said it really boisterously.

    Jamie, Erik and I laugh hard. We could just hear him.

    Freddie: And what followed soon after was laughter. I knew then that I had the right heaven, that I hadn’t gone to hell.

    Jamie and I laugh.

    Freddie: My family was there. It was a white room with no walls, but I knew it was a room. I knew I was contained somehow.

    (Pause)

    Jamie (sounding a bit choked up): Aw, the emotions that come across are way heavier than the words themselves.

    Freddie: I took a moment to release; I took a moment to cry.

    Jamie: The energy that comes out of him kind of chokes me up a little bit. That’s how much he was looking forward just to die.

    Freddie: Yeah, my body ate me alive.

    Me: Oh, what an awful disease. Well, was it your destiny to die when and how you did? If so, why?

    Freddie: I believe it was. You know, I don’t think I would have been happier growing old and not being able to perform. I only wanted that life on the stage, and I got that right up until the end.

    Me: Were you meant to die from that particular disease?

    Freddie: I think it was very selfless of me to follow through with this. It wasn’t until my death that this disease really got mapped, got noticed.

    Me: So you were meant to bring AIDS awareness and understanding to the world?

    Freddie: Yes.

    Me: Was that meant on a different level than for your own personal reasons? Was it also to teach us about compassion and acceptance toward groups of people who are often targeted and maligned and who often bear the brunt of fear-based emotions and thoughts?

    Freddie: Absolutely. A lot of people like to categorize me as a gay man. I think I appropriately fit the category of a man who loved whomever was best for me—male or female. Bisexual doesn’t do it do it justice, because there was nothing in me that was divided that way.

    Me: Interesting.

    Jamie (laughing): He likes to call it “all sexual”!

    Me: There we go, and all sexual man! So, can you describe your afterlife now? What do you do there? Do you have a life’s work? What does it look like? You know the drill.

    Freddie: I have a place to come home to, but I rarely find myself doing so. Most of my passion is devoted to working with artists who are still living who find an inspiration in me, and I help them with the writing of the music, the singing of the music, the expression. I feel a bit like everyone’s mother in the fact that I want to keep them out of the limelight’s harm.

    Me: Oh, yeah. Did you gain any new insights once you were in the afterlife?

    Freddie: I gained that what I wanted to believe about heaven while I was on earth actually exists.

    Me: Anything else.

    Freddie (chuckling): I think that should cover everything.

    Me: So, you shared what you were here to learn; do you have anything else to add to that?

    Freddie: No, but I really think I was here to teach the all sexual thing.

    (Pause as I wait in vain for him to expound.)

    Me: Do you have any regrets?

    Freddie: Actually, when I look back, when I was alive, I still have a little regret for not handling my band mates with more respect.

    Me: Okay. What past life affected this last life the most?

    (Pause)

    Jamie: Um, he’s kind of joking with Erik right now. I’m not really in the conversation with them, but they’re joking about a life where—

    (Pause as Jamie eavesdrops further)

    Jamie: Are you guys for real!! Just tell me if this is for real or not!

    (Jamie giggles)

    Jamie (to Erik and Freddie): You’re joking? Okay. I’m gullible! I’m gullible, I know!

    Me: I am too.

    Jamie: They were talking about a life of being an orangutan, and Erik and him are just slapsticking back and forth. The smell and the hair of the orangutan and what the sex is like!

    Me (Laughing): Oh my god!

    Jamie: I’m gullible. You got me, boys. So tell me a past life for real!

    (Pause as Jamie listens to Freddie)

    Jamie: He shows me this image of a blond-headed, curly, curly-haired girl. She’s probably four or five years old. Kind of still has some baby fat features, you know, round cheeks. Kind of like a blond Shirley Temple.

    Me: Okay.

    Freddie: I recall vividly in that life—

    Jamie: I asked him, ‘Where was it’ and he shows me snow and ice that goes on forever!

    (Pause)
    Jamie: Oh, he jokes. He says it’s probably close to where you have your cabin. Like a Nordic region.

    Me: Yeah, in Norway!

    Freddie: I remember being told in that life that the water was hot and not to touch the water and that the ice was cold and not to be out in the cold too long. There were rules that were more about life and death to protect you and keep you safe, because it was such a harsh environment. And I remember thinking, ‘Why are they telling me this? Why can’t they just let me be?’ I just wanted to be on my own.

    (Pause and Jamie listens more)

    Jamie (to Freddie): Well that’s not a great story.

    Me: What?

    Jamie: He tells me what happened was that he continued to go against what his parents were saying. He had a mother, father, large family. (counting)  One, two, three, four—five children. He was one of five. He’s the youngest. Doesn’t really get paid attention, can do his own thing, walks out into the snow and didn’t dress appropriately. So, he froze, died in the snow.

    Me: Aw.

    Jamie: At such a young age.

    Me: Aw, how sad.

    Freddie: I remember leaving that life, saying, ‘Why couldn’t I trust those people?’

    Me: Ah!

    Freddie: I was really hard on myself for doing that and thought, ‘Maybe some people actually do care!’

    Me: So, maybe you learned how to trust?

    Freddie: Well, I didn’t learn it in that life, but it definitely sat really heavy with me to listen to people in the life that I came into. And I didn’t have any outlet, musically or otherwise. It was a very bland life. So, I thought the complete opposite would satisfy me. That’s when Freddie Mercury was created.

    Me: Ah! And there was nothing bland about your life as Freddie! 

    http://youtu.be/mdXlA6m2qrM

  • December8th

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    Here’s Mr. Hudson’s Grand Finale:

    (Again, this is only a short excerpt. Gotta wait for the book.)

    Me: All right. What insights do you think you gained, Mr. Hudson, now that you have a new perspective from the afterlife?

    Rock: The biggest insight I gained was the proof I wanted all along when I was alive—that we are our own worst enemies. We are the ones who will injure ourselves. We are the ones who will bury ourselves, and not once—

    Jamie: He’s kind of straightening himself up.

    Rock: Not once in the journey of life do we stop and live in a consistent manner. It’s not us against everyone else; it’s all of us together.

    Me: Oh, yeah!

    Rock: I think this is the demon that makes us our own worst enemy.

    Me: You’re talking about the separation illusion, I guess?

    Rock: Yes. We’re not separate, so how can we be against everything else when they are also us?

    Me: Ah, I got it. Do you have any regrets?

    Rock: No. I can honestly say I lived in the way I knew how to.

    Me: Good. What past life can you share that most influenced the life we’ve been talking about?

    (Long pause)

    Jamie: Um, okay. You say past life, but he says it’s a life that—it sounds so weird—a life that has occurred in the future.

    Me: Oh yeah. I see. The future can affect the past and the present, because it’s all happening now.

    Jamie: Which still blows my mind!

    Me: Me too!

    Jamie: So he’s talking about a life in the future. He was, is—I don’t know how to say thatin the future. I’ll use past tense. He was a boy, and he’s showing me about 12 or 13 years old.

    Me: Okay.

    Rock: You’ll find the future to be amazingly similar to what you’re living in now. Technology grows, but human evolution takes longer.

    Me: What time are you talking about. In earth time, what year are you referring to.

    Rock: 2079.

    Jamie: He’s showing me more imagery than explaining it.

    Me: Okay.

    Jamie: There’s a lot of protection like, it’s weird, more things are indoors than outdoors. It has that feeling. And so he’s walking from in to out, and he’s recognizing that outdoors is actually becoming better than being indoors. But nobody wants to acknowledge it because of what they’ve created indoors. So he begins to speak up and try to get people back to their own roots.

    Me: Right.

    Jamie: It’s not a trash matter.

    Me: Ozone, maybe?

    Jamie: Yeah, it looks like the temperatures are slightly different, the air is different.

    Me: But he feels like things outside are okay?

    Rock: It was always okay to go from point A to point B, but nobody stayed outside all day. You’ll find that we’ll all start to migrate indoors instead of being outdoors. I remember seeing it at that age, but no one would listen. So, I gradually started to create outdoor spaces as a kid, and I grew into that design element of getting back to the roots. And just keeping that idea and coming into the life that I had that we’re discussing—I had to go back to my roots. And for that it was looking at, ‘Who am I?’ It goes against everything everybody else says I should be. But I knew that if I tried bit by bit and created an honesty within myself, then I would achieve that publicly.

    Me: All right. Do you have any messages for us peons still stuck here on the earthly plane? We’d love to give you a voice. Is there anything you’d like to share with the world?

    Rock: Again, it would have to be part of the same message we’ve been discussing the whole time. It’s part of my lesson, part of why I came, part of my achievements that I define myself by, and that is: Do not change yourself to please another.

    Me: Gosh, yes. I think that’s got to be one of the most crucial lessons for anyone to learn.

    Rock: Yes, any one of any age. It’s extremely important for parents to instill that in their children.

    Me: That’s right. And that’s the basis for all of my books, so we’re on the same page, Rock! So, Erik, do you have anything you’d like to ask Mr. Hudson?

    Erik: No thank you.

    Me: Okay. Well, thank you, Mr. Hudson. I appreciate your time. Your insight will help so many people.

    Rock: Thank you, and I wish you all the best on your projects.

    Me: Thank you!

    (Pause)

    Jamie (chuckling): He doesn’t say goodbye. He just kind of walked away.

    Me (giggling): I love him! He’s awesome!

    Jamie: He’s a MAN.

    Me: Yeah, he was always a manly man in his acting roles, so it was a bit ironic that he ended up being gay.

     

  • December7th

    8 Comments

    Thanks, everybody, for your input about the Natalie Wood case. I’ve got a call in to the LA County Homicide Division, and I’ll let you know what they say. Won’t it be cool when the courts will take the testimony of the deceased as admissible evidence? One day.

    Now, let’s welcome back Mr. Hudson:

    Me: So, tell me about your death. What was that like?

    Rock: For me, it was—

    Jamie: He’s pausing; he’s touching his jaw line and his chin.

    Me: Oh, he used to do that all the time.

    Jamie: Really?

    Me: Um hm!

    Jamie: Well, he’s got a great chin. He’s got that chiseled face.

    Me: Oh yeah, he sure does.

    Rock: My passing was long.

    Me: Yeah, he died from AIDS, I think.

    Jamie (to Rock): Did you?

    Rock: Yes. I want to be very delicate around the topic, but it did take me a long time for my body to finally give in and for me to be taken from it. I searched everywhere for treatment—all over the world. That was my last fight. And then I came back home, and I knew that’s when I needed to give in.

    Me: Um hm.

    Rock: I wanted to be at my home. I remember being in my home and thinking, ‘Finally, I’m going to get some rest.’ And it’s not that I wanted rest from my family, from my friends, from the public. I could handle them, and I did so. I think I proved that quite well.

    Me: Yes, you did.

    Rock: But I felt that there was more that I could show people how life can be led so differently and be quite acceptable.

    Jamie: He’s showing me kind of lying down, having passed away.

    Rock: I had some pain, but I had a lot of drugs. I remember the last thing that I did. I decided if our world didn’t step forward and begin to take care of people like me, that I would have to support it and leave the funds for it.

    Jamie: Wow, so he left a significant amount of money for like an AIDS study or research or something.

    Me: Oh, I didn’t know that! Good!

    Jamie: And the way he’s saying it is that he’s the first person to do this. He’s the first one to set up the idea that we need to look at this.

    Rock: What that encouraged in my death was that the government began to look at the need for research as well, and so I feel that’s my living legacy.

    Me: Great! Yeah, you’re a groundbreaker in so many ways.

    Rock: Thank you.

    Me: So, when you crossed over, tell me how that felt and describe your surroundings.

    Rock: It was freeing, relaxing. You think that death should have this effort and strength around it like what one needs to climb a steep mountain, but the point of travel between life and death is simply one breath.

    Jamie: You have that, right? That was so beautiful.

    Me: Yes, I do. That was beautiful indeed. A beautiful line, Rock. Well said. So when you crossed over, what did you see?

    Rock: I was by myself, and I think that was important for me, because so much of the later part of my life I could not be by myself. So, I had time to rest, and it was beautiful. It was dark, but there were rich colors surrounding me.

    Me: Wow.

    Rock: I don’t know how long I was there. I just know this is my first memory of peace. And as easy as one comes sitting up from the bed and rising to their feet, I came out of that loving space and into a place with other people like me. These were people I knew—

    Jamie (giggling): He’s laughing.

    Rock: I know this isn’t going to sound linear, but there were people I knew but I had not met yet.

    Me: That you hadn’t met in—

    Rock: In that last lifetime, yes. And there was such an acceptance surrounding it, that I didn’t even question it. It was like one of those dreams you have that feel very real, but you know in the back of your head, ‘This can’t be true!’

    Jamie: He does a little giggle.

    Jamie and I laugh.

    Jamie: Wow, he can have such a little boy side to him!

    Me: Oh really? What a charmer. It reminds me of Erik. Erik has that little boy side to him, too.

    Jamie (emphatically): Oh yes he does!

    Me: Yeah.

    Jamie (chuckling): Erik’s laughing!

    Here’s a YouTube video of the news report announcing Hudson’s “mysterious illness”:

    http://youtu.be/V8msfeLOXp8

  • December6th

    42 Comments

    A couple of things before we welcome Mr. Hudson. First, remember how not long ago Erik warned us we needed to have the supplies and plans necessary for urban camping, at least for a duration of a week or two. Lately, we’ve been seeing instances all over the country where I hope his advice was heeded. In California, the high winds from several days ago still have people in the dark. Before that, the unseasonable nor’easter paralyzed the northeast United States for weeks. It seems these mini-disasters are becoming more and more frequent.

    Second, we interviewed Natalie Wood Friday and the details surrounding her death are startling. In fact, Robert tells me that Natalie came through around a half a year ago while he was on the telephone with blog member, Steve. When she spoke to Robert, she confirmed all those details to him and he relayed those to me Friday before I had a chance to share what came through with Jamie and Erik. Also, Ms. Wood told Robert that her case would soon be reopened. I mean, this was 6-8 months ago!

    So here’s my dilemma. Do I divulge this publicly? Natalie wants me to, but I’m afraid. I know it’s true, too. First of all, it feels true. Second of all, the two accounts are identical and in great detail. Any advice?

    Okay, you’re ready for your close-up Mr. Hudson:

    Me: Okay, who do you want to bring forward today, my sweeties?

    Jamie: There’s a Mr. Rock Hudson here. Erik already went and got him. Is he on your list?

    Me: Yep, he is. Talk about taking initiative, Erik! Hey Mr. Hudson.

    Rock: Good morning!

    Me: Good morning to you! Let’s just jump right into the first question. Is that okay?

    Rock: Absolutely.

    Me: What beliefs did you have about death and the afterlife and did they change after you crossed over?

    Rock: Yes, they did change. When I was growing up, there was a lot of emphasis on faith—faith that we would be taken care of, faith that we would have food, money to pay our bills.

    (Pause)

    Jamie: Oh, he’s talking about living in poverty when he was younger.

    Me: Oh, really? Hm. I had no idea!

    Rock: Yes, so it was important to show gratitude. But I really don’t recall my family telling me exactly what to believe in. Of course there was Jesus and God, and it was very powerful and present at every dinner, especially around food and the things in our life that supported us for being who we were.

    Me: Oh, that’s lovely. So how did those beliefs changed after you died?

    Jamie: He has such a smooth, nice voice. I’ll have to watch some of his movies to see if it sounds like this.

    Rock: There was much more acceptance of my beliefs, because what we had, I think, really spoke in general terms for that day and age, you know, around the Great Depression.

    Jamie: Great Depression? That was in the twenties!

    Me: Yeah, that’s probably around the time when he was little.

    Jamie: Wow, I didn’t think he was that old. Sorry!

    She giggles in embarrassment.

    Me: Oopsie!

    Jamie: Yeah, ‘Whoops!’

    Rock: It was a day in a life, I really think, cut out of that religious belief. And when I passed away—you know I lived a very intriguing life—

    Me: Um hm!

    Rock: —and most of the life I led was very public.

    Me: Yeah.

    Rock: But on the flip side, the rest of my life had to be extremely private.

    Me: Yes.

    Rock: There was just so much misunderstanding and judgment of who I was. And in any faith or belief, I could find no solitude for who I was.

    Me (with sympathy): Yeah.

    (Pause)

    Jamie: I asked him to clarify what he meant by who he was. He’s talking about his sexual preference.

    Me: Yes. Rock, you were one of the first people in that industry to “come out” as a gay man, and I think that was very heroic of you. Personally speaking, I think that was one of the first movements toward compassion and understanding for gays. We still have a long way to go, but you opened a door for the others. I really believe that.

    Rock: Thank you. Thank you so much.

    Me: Do you suppose that was why you were here or at least one of the reasons?

    Rock: Yes, that was my biggest driving force. I feel, looking back at my life, that I knew I was in the public eye, not just for the entertainment business, but as a teacher as well.

    Me: All right. And what, specifically, do you think you were here to teach?

    Rock: To not judge others. I came to teach the world to not judge other people.

    Me: Were you here to learn anything, too?

    Jamie (laughing): He kind of drops his arms and straightens his shoulders and says:

    Rock: Yes ma’am, I was here to teach myself how to be honest. You know, I’ve given many speeches and I’ve played a lot of roles, but the hardest role to play was myself. That’s true for most of us.

    Me: Oh, wow, that sends goosebumps.

    Rock: It’s not prewritten like a script; there are no marks on the floor telling you where to go and where to stop and where to begin. And this is what I had to do for myself: to be myself and to speak up for who I was.

    Me: Good. And you did. You did.

    Rock: It caused me ulcers, a lot of stress in my body hiding who I was.

    Me: Yeah, I can imagine! 

    YouTube of Rock Hudson outakes (bloopers)

    http://youtu.be/QNiW_XelO-o

     

  • August24th

    19 Comments

    Jamie says another date option for the Austin event is October 13, 14, and 15. Can I have a head count for your preference?

    In the first part of my 4/15 channeling session with Jamie and Erik, Jamie shares a pre-session tete a tete with him.

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Hi Jamie!

    Jamie: Hi! Your boy was here when I came in this morning.

    Me: Ah!

    Jamie: Yeah, we were talking about gays and lesbians and bisexuality.

    Me: Good! Does he want to share something about that, maybe?

    Jamie: What?

    Me: Does he want to share anything on the topic?

    Jamie: Yeah, well, I was sitting in the car, and there was a very passionate, beautiful speech on one of the talk shows, and I looked up and there he was. I was all teared up from this really moving speech.

    Me (touched): Awww.

    Jamie: And he asked, “Are you okay?” and I said, ‘Yeah.’ And he goes, “You wanna talk about it?” So, I said, ‘No, no, I was just listening.” And he goes, “The gays and lesbians?”

    Me: Aw, you know he did that a lot with his friends. He’d always ask them, “Do you wanna talk about it” when they seemed to be struggling with something. In fact, I was looking at all of his Facebook messages months after he died, because I have his passcode and stuff, and he was always messaging them with phrases like, “Do you wanna talk” or “How can I help,” or “I’m here if you need a friend.”

    Jamie (touched): Aw, really? God. (pause) Oh, that’s so sweet. And you know, he kind of followed me around for 20 minutes to make sure I was okay. He goes, “You’re right, it’s not fair. People need equality.”

    Me: Yeah.

    Jamie: And he goes, “It just comes down to people’s evaluations of other people.”

    Me: Yeah. (sounding a little like Rain Man now.)

    Jamie: And then we got into the topic of, uh, if people could observe the fact, there’d be a lot more happy emotions in life.

    Me: What fact?

    Jamie: There’s a difference between observation and evaluation. Most people evaluate something, but they think it’s there observation of it. 

    Me: Exactly! You know, we’re not here to judge. The universe does a good job at that.

    Erik finally chimes in with a guffaw.

    Me: Love is love is love is love as far as I’m concerned. Maybe that’s the main thing the LGBT population is here to teach us.

    Jamie: That’s really cool what he said about the difference between observation and evaluation.

    Me: It is! Good work, Erik! (Pause) Now for a REALLY deep subject—Lukas wants to know where his wallet is.

    Jamie and Erik both laugh.

    Me: He lost it on prom night. Did somebody steal it, or is it just hanging out somewhere all lonely and abandoned?

    Jamie: It is hanging out somewhere. He gives me a picture—a darker place. It almost looks like inside a car in between the seat cushions.

    Me: Oh, he and his friends rented a limo. Could he have left it there? He hates having bulky things in his pockets, and, despite a few near misses, he takes his wallet out when he sits down.

    Jamie: It’s like wedged there somewhere.

    Me: Hmm, that’s what he thinks. He thought he left it in the limo but when he called, the limo driver looked and said he couldn’t find it. I guess he should call the company and ask for a more thorough search.

    Pause while Jamie talks to Erik.

    Jamie: I asked Erik if the wallet will eventually come back to Lukas, and he said, “Nope.”

    Sure enough, the wallet was never seen or heard from again. Hopefully, hours in line at the DPS getting a new driver’s license will be the consequence he needs to save all the wallets in his future from a similar tragedy. Before my appointment with Jamie, since the time element was so critical, I decided to ask another psychic where Lukas’s wallet could be. Alas, when I got there, I was met with this disconcerting sign:

    Ah Oh!

    Thanks, Patrick, for this comedic gem!

  • May27th

    29 Comments

    Couple of announcements: Robert is home safe and sound, and the fattening ceremony must begin!!! Also, I hear that Erik’s Atlanta public channeling event went really well. Weedie, Jamie’s wonderful assistant, bears witness to such events all the time, yet Erik apparently redesigned the standards. Here’s Weedie’s email to me this morning:

    O-M-G

    WOW!!
    I had the privilege of sitting in your son’s classroom tonight. He was beyond the beyond. We had tricky weather in Atlanta and began without power; so, I was taking notes like crazy. As it turns out, we have audio (I’m almost positive) and I can assure you that I plan to listen again…he had much to teach and I want to make sure that I didn’t miss anything. I feel so proud of him and of you.
    Loads of love to you,
    Weedie

    Aren’t you proud of our boy?

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Okay, next question. Someone wants to know if gays go to heaven. I know they do, but they want to hear it from you, Baby. Also, many people want to know why some choose to be gay.

    Erik (laughing): I think it’d be funny if you wrote, “Yes, gays go to heaven but heterosexuals don’t! They go to hell!!

    Me: Oh my god, how funny! Yeah!

    Erik: Up theirs! Sexual orientation—

    Me: Oh, “up theirs” was probably not the appropriate choice or words, Erik.

    Jamie and Erik laugh.

    Me: Sorry. Go ahead.

    Erik: Make sure you put down that sexual orientation has no bearing on spiritual beliefs.

    Me: Of course not.

    Erik: That’s like saying vegetarians don’t get to go to heaven because they’re not eating all the right foods!

    Me: Uh huh.

    Erik: And it’s also saying you believe in this one religion, but it doesn’t stop in heaven; it stops somewhere else.

    Jamie laughs.

    Erik: God is a non-judging god. God embraces all. In fact, if God—

    Me: Because we ARE all God. I mean, there’s nothing separate from God, so—

    Erik: That’s right! That goes back to the description of God being omnipresent and omni-being and—

    Jamie: Omni-fish, what? Omni-fishing?

    Me (joking): Omni-fishing. He fishes everywhere. Salt water, fresh water, he doesn’t care. Hell yeah! God’s a fisherman!

    Jamie laughs.

    Me: No, I know he means omniscient, but why do people choose to be gay? My gay friends seem to be more spiritual than most. They seem more highly evolved. I don’t know if it has to do with what they’ve had to go through, like their struggles or if it’s that they choose that life to teach unconditional love and acceptance.

    Erik: Well, you can boil most of it down to two reasons. All the details I’ve already talked about before. One, is that they’re really made that way. They come in that way.

    (If you do a search  on this site for “Gays”, you’ll find other entries in the blog)

    Me: Okay. I’ll take another look at those posts. I think they were pretty early on in the blog.

    (Pause)

    Me: Okay, go on, Sweetie.

    Erik: They come in with the attraction for their same sex. Some of them say it’s DNA made or chemically made in the body and, whatever—they come in that way. And then there are some that, when they’re here, they’re undecided. Then they learn what they like and they have to stand up for it. I’m talking on a soul level, not a biological level.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: So it can be a learned behavior that fits their need. But you’re right, Mom! They have more of a sense of spirituality, because of the struggles they do go through.

    Me: Yeah. (pause) I do think that some come in as such highly evolved beings, and they struggle with HIV and AIDS and discrimination and everything to teach others. Maybe?

    Erik: I agree. Some make a sacrifice to teach the collective. You’re also gonna find more of a population of bisexuals. People aren’t as verbal about it, though.

    Me: Um hmm.

    Erik: But when you boil down the definition of living, it’s to LOVE ALL.

    Me: Exactly. Wow, I get chills hearing that. It’s so true.

    Erik: You’re gonna hear about more people “cross-dating,” and it’s not a fad. This will be the opening of people’s hearts and understanding—that you look for love; you don’t look for the wrapper.

    Me: Oh my god, yeah. It’s like Brokeback Mountain was a real eye-opener for me, because I felt it portrayed the love between two souls—not between two guys—but between two loving souls. True love. And I think there’s a really wonderful message in that.

    Erik: Agreed.

    Me: So why do some people seem asexual?

    (Pause)

    Me: Is it because they come from a different place, or—

    Erik (laughing): Or do they just draw up into themselves and their extremities die?!

    Me (chuckling): Yeah! There we go!

    Erik: That’s really how it looks, energetically!

    Me: Really?

    Erik: Most of that is abuse.

    Me (sadly): Awwww Like Michael Jackson? He seemed so asexual to me, you know?

    Erik: Yes. And often those who are asexual are labeled as gay or lesbian.

    Me: Huh?

    Erik: Yeah, cuz they don’t see the typical macho or the typical feminine.

    Me: Yeah. So they just assume they’re gay or lesbian?

    Erik: Exactly. But a lot of that is abuse, um, a history of abuse, and the self-loathing that results. It’s hard to love someone sexually or otherwise when you hate yourself.

    Me: Aw, poor little M.J. My heart aches for what he’s been through.

    If you haven’t already bought Same Moon, Same Sky, written by Erik and blog member, Betty, do so! It’s a good read and less than three bucks!! Most of it is channeled by Erik, and you’ll recognize his personality shining through the main character.

    Have a wonderful weekend, all! Mine will be very, very busy. Kristina’s fiance, Houston, graduates from medical school today and my son, Lukas graduates from high school tomorrow.

     

     

  • October28th

    28 Comments

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: I was really disturbed by the gentleman from Rutgers who recently jumped to his death after some of his peers videotaped him having sex with another man. Then they published the encounter online. A lot of the blog members are equally upset. His name is Tyler Clementi. He was 18 at the time of his death. Maybe it’s too soon for you to have contacted him, Erik, but I was just wondering, was it his destiny to die when and how he did? I mean, what…uh, was he—

    Erik: Not his destiny.

    Me: Oh, too bad. I was really hoping to hear his death was meant to teach somebody something. What can you tell me, Erik?

    Erik (very somberly): He went crazy, like out of control, or…

    Jamie: Slow down Erik! I can’t keep up!

    Erik: Okay. His whole life unfolded too quickly like with exposure. He couldn’t handle it, and he went crazy in his head. Mom, you know like how you’ve seen rodents try to run away from people cuz they panic?

    Me: Yeah. Oh, yeah.

    Erik: Or how birds try to get away from a predator, and they fly right into a window and break their necks?

    Me: Yeah.

    Erik: They panic. So for Ty, it was totally out of panic. He wasn’t thinking straight. It wasn’t a very conscious, uh,  like, “I am committing suicide.” So it was completely out of panic.

    Me: Wow. He jumped off a bridge, and he did leave a note, so…

    Erik: He was in a prolonged state of panic. He didn’t know where to turn, where to hide. He just wanted to escape the publicity and the shame.

    Me: Oh, how terrible. (pause) Is he okay now, Erik?

    Erik: Much better. Still trying to catch his breath.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: You know, there’s so much momentum behind him, so he hasn’t had much of a chance to rest, but yeah, he’s doing better than when he was alive.

    Me: Oof! Well, good. I’m glad he’s doing better.

    (pause)

    Me: Now, I also want to ask about Michael Jackson. Have you—you know I sometimes feel like there are angels here on earth, and just listening to some of his songs, it seemed like he was really trying to make the world a better place. I think this world was too hard, too harsh for him. Of course he was probably flawed in many ways like we all are, but it always seems like we slaughter the unicorns in the world, you know? And I think he was one of them, one of the rare, special people.

    Erik: Oh, I agree, but it was so hard for the masses to see it, Mom, because whenever it came time to fight back and claim himself, he wouldn’t. He would always take the road less traveled and be meek about it.

    Me: Yeah, yeah.

    Erik: And so, people just thought he was wrong.

    Me: Have you met Michael at all, or have you just heard about it?

    Erik: It’s not like you hear about these things, Mom. It’s more like you just “know” it.

    Me: Ah!

    Erik: It’s like a giant pool of information, and when you learn how to tap into it, you become really good at it. Before then, it just seems a little elusive.

    Me: So have you met Michael at all?

    Erik: Not yet, but I plan on it very soon. (Not long after this, Robert told me that Erik, Michael Jackson, and Antal were sitting in the back seat of his car, then they all danced together wearing white suits and fedoras. I think he shares this in one of the comments.)

    Me: Okay, so anything you want to share about this before we go on to the next question?

    Erik: No, but I really like how you put it, “slaughtering the unicorns.”

    Me: I know. I didn’t make that up, but it’s a good metaphor for a terrible thing. It’s very sad. And Erik, I think you were one of those unicorns, too. You were very sensitive, and the world was just too harsh for you. Are you? Are you one of the unicorns, Sweetie?

    Erik: Yes. I was always misunderstood. Tyler was one too. He was one of the “unicorns.”

    Me: Yep. I can tell that. (Pause) Okay, now I want to—

    Erik: Wait, Mom. I also wanna say that the time is coming up when people will be able to recognize the unicorns, and they’ll call them special like they once used to a long, long time ago.

    Me: Yes! How wonderful.

    Erik: Yeah, so I’m happy about that.

    Me: Oh, that’s so good. Oh, I hope so.

    With this, I’d like to extend my deepest love to all of the unicorns, both here and in the spiritual realm. We each know one, perhaps many. They might be a friend, a neighbor, a family member or even a stranger, and they deserved to be recognized and treasured.  I pray that the time will come soon when we will cherish rather than slaughter them. They are our greatest hope. They are our brightest lights. May we all honor them in our hearts and minds.



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