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  • October6th

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    My Daughter’s Post

    Posted in: Bereaved, Bipolar disease, Channeling, Death, Death of a sibling, Funeral, Grief, Grieving Children, Loss of a sibling, Memorial Service, Mental illness, Suicide, Violent deaths, Visitation

    Please be sure to read my eldest daughter’s poignant entry in her world-renown blog, PrettyShinySparkly. Although her blog usually covers all things light and beautiful, today’s was all about her heartrending experience two years ago.

    http://t.co/vSavrHEQ

    Be sure to read the comments too.

    Kristina and Erik in Norway

    Kristina and Erik in Alaska

  • March15th

    47 Comments

    The Lifecycle of a Soul

    Posted in: After Death Communication, Afterlife, Bereaved, Between Lives, Bipolar disease, Birth of souls, Channeling, Communication from the dead, Consciousness, Contact with the dead, Crossing over, Death, Death of a Child, Death of a friend, Death of a Parent, Death of a sibling, Funeral, God, Grief, Grieving, Grieving Children, Heaven, Human Experience, Immortality, Infant death, Jamie Butler, Life After Death, Loss of a sibling, Love, Memorial Service, Mental illness, Messages from the dead, Multiple dimensions, Parallel Dimensions, Pranks from spirits, Proof in the spirit world, Proof of the Afterlife, Psychic medium, Quantum Physics of the Soul, Reincarnation, Soul Mate, Spiritual Healing, Struggles, Suffering, Suicide, The Soul, Visitation

    I know many of you watch in pain as the years go by after losing a loved one—one year, two years, five years, ten year, and on and on. If you’re like me, part of you has gained a new spiritual understanding of death and of the soul’s immortality. Yet, despite the comforting fact that we know our loved ones have simply shifted to another dimension right on top of our own—a paradise where we eventually will join them, it’s still hard, isn’t it?

    Sometimes, when the house is empty, I call out for Erik like I used to:’ Erik, wake up and let’s go out for breakfast!’ ‘Erik, did you take out the trash?’ ‘Erik, come down for dinner, Sweetie!’ I choke back tears. I sing all of the lullabies that I used to sing when he was a baby. I pray I won’t live to see one hundred. God knows if my family saw me, they’d think I was nuts. I’m already on shaky ground in that territory as it is.

    So it’s hard to have all this insight now, but still feel the emptiness in one’s arms and one’s heart, to feel wounded and reduced. We miss the hugs and kisses. We miss the pet nicknames and inside jokes. We miss having someone to nurture. We miss, in a word, the love. This is not to say that love can only emanate to and from one family member or friend, but each love is different. One love lost can never be replaced by another. If a puzzle piece is ripped away from that 3-D puzzle called life, that life is no longer what it was when every piece was in place. Once Erik was torn form my life, I was a right without a left, a to without a fro, a here without a there, a dark without a light. And all the spiritual knowledge we can cram into our minds and our hearts will never be enough. It may well buy us a little time, but, for me, only when we’re together again will I find the satisfaction that comes from feeling whole.

    Erik Rune Medhus

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Okay, again, I’ve asked you this before, but I just want to see what else you’ve picked up. How are new souls born or created and why?

    (Long pause)

    Jamie (chuckling): He’s pausing. He’s repeating the question to me. It’s like he’s thinking about it.

    Erik: Let’s start with the idea of a new soul. Frankly, we’re not new at all.

    Me: Um hm.

    Erik: Because we all come from God Source, and God ain’t new.

    Me: Are you saying God’s getting a little long in the tooth?!

    Erik and Jamie laugh.

    Erik: But if you’re asking in terms of whether or not the soul is coming to the earth for the first time—

    Me: Or maybe just when the soul individuates or separated from Source. Hell, I don’t really know what I’m asking at all! Help me out here, buddy! Tell me what I’m asking! (I start laughing at my own confusion.)

    Erik: Well, think about it, Mom. We all have conscious collective memory.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: Well, maybe we’ll call it a subconscious collective memory. So the definition of “new” doesn’t really fit.

    Me: What about a tentacle breaking off from the God Source, then? It’s still part of the old stuff, but it’s new from the standpoint of being a tentacle.

    Erik: Yeah, cuz even if a soul is having its first experience, it’s not new. So maybe we can ask if there are still spirits that have first experiences on earth.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: We can say, yes. Yes there are. The population is growing. But you think, at the same time, uh, look at the rate of trees being cleared. These are all souls coming back to the Source. And of course there are souls that want to come in. These souls can take the shape of man, of animal—we’re really outgrowing ourselves.

    Me: Wow, so I’ll ask this one again: do animals always come back as animals, a plant as a plant and a rock as a rock?

    Erik: No, that’s like saying a black person can only come back as a black person. We’re not confined to race.

    Jamie: Oh, so Erik, you’re putting insects, animals, trees and humans all on the same level, and you’re considering these almost like all different races?

    Erik: Yeah!

    (Long pause as I wait (in vain) for elaboration.)

    Me: Okay. So these new souls, oops, I mean these new tentacles from Source are being projected to earth because it sort of accelerates God’s experience of Itself?

    Erik: Yep.

    Me: Because we have more bodies to—

    Jamie: To fill.

    Me: Okay. Now, do souls age? I mean, of course there’s no time, so how does that work?

    Erik: No, we gain knowledge and information, but we don’t age; we don’t grow old or weak. We don’t dissolve. It’s a conscious effort if you wanna dissolve and go back to God’s pure energy. And when you do that, you relinquish yourself, but you’re not burning or evaporating. The work you’ve done, the memories you’ve had, it maintains itself in that conscious pool of information.

    Me: But you can choose the age you want to appear as, obviously. Erik, you probably look like you’re twenty, twenty-one, but, you know, you could just as easily appear as eighty or ten.

    Erik: Yes. Yes.

    Me: Right. Now, do souls raise children in the afterlife?

    Erik: No, because as an energy source, you’re not helpless, not like having an infant who can’t walk or feed itself. It’s not like on earth where you have to protect and support and provide for a child until it can do that on its own. When you’re in spirit, you are on your own. That doesn’t mean we enjoy being alone all the time. We enjoy having units: family units, gatherings, friends, you know, intimacy.

    Me: Okay, so it’s not like you need to raise a child because they need support, nurturing, guidance and protection, but can you still have a family unit, create a family unit there and create children who grow up and enjoy that process, or…

    Erik: I know what you’re asking, and it sounds wonderful when you say it, but it just doesn’t fit with how we live. We don’t have that yearning within us, cuz there’s no drive to reproduce.

    Me: Oh. Well, what about this: If you have—like there was one family unit we talked about who died all at once in a car accident. Now the children and parents live together in the afterlife—have a little house they created, they grill outdoors and do all the things they used to do on earth—can you have that? I mean, say you were a soul family on earth, and uh, you know—

    Erik: Yes, Mom. I know what you’re saying and yes. You can maintain that family unit and you can play life just as you did on earth.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: The only weak moment I can think of is when a person dies on earth—infant, child, teenager, adult or elderly or whatever—

    Jamie (giggling): He’s going through all the ages for us!

    Erik: So, at any age, there’s that weak spot when they arrive and they go, “You know, I might know where I am, but how does this work; what am I doing?”

    Me: Yeah.

    Erik: And that’s when we band together, and we say, “Let me show you; let me walk you around; let me open your mind.”

    Me: I see.

    Erik: But we’re only able to do as much as they’re willing to accept or even listen to, and when it gets over their head, it stops right there.

    Me: It reminds me of how kids all have to figure things out for themselves, make the same mistakes we made at their age, because they don’t want to listen to the advice that comes from our own experience. Reinventing the wheel.

     

     

  • March4th

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    Energy Blockages

    Posted in: After Death Communication, Astral Projection, Bereaved, Bipolar disease, Channeling, Communication from the dead, Consciousness, Contact with the dead, Crossing over, Death, Death of a Child, Dream visitation, Dreams, EFT, Energy, Energy Healing, Grief, Grieving, Guardian Angel, Heaven, Human Experience, Immortality, Life After Death, Lucid Dream, Meditation, Mental illness, Messages from the dead, Near Death Experiences, Out of Body Experience, Past lives, Physical Manifestation, Post traumatic stress disorder, Proof in the spirit world, Proof of the Afterlife, Psychic medium, Quantum Physics of the Soul, Reiki, Reincarnation, Skepticism, Skeptics, Spirit Guides, Spirit visitation, Spirits working with Energy, Spiritual Catalyst, Spiritual enlightenment, Spiritual Healing, Spiritual presence, Struggles, Suffering, Suicide, The Physics of Consciousness, The Physics of Heaven, The Physics of Thought, The Soul, Traveling to the afterlife, Universe, Visitation

    My father has been suffering from influenza and now has post-influenzal staphylococcal pneumonia. If you can, send him the energetic healing he needs. Time to recharge those frickin’ lasers and aim them at his lungs! Thanks guys!

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Okay, here’s another one from a reader. When we dream about those who have died, do we every really get to be with them? Some dreams just seem so vivid and real!

    Erik: Yes, you do on an energetic level. It is, uh, that’s the soul that’s able to come down and connect. I’ve been there with you, Mom!

    Me: Yeah, and I love those dreams.

    Erik: So the connection is made on an energetic or soul level, not a physical one.

    Me: Oh, sure. Of course! I’d hate to tuck in the kids at night, see empty beds and wonder where the heck they flew off to!

    Erik: Yeah, and the energetic level is just as real, maybe even more real, than the physical one. The physical body is just energy that has slowed down enough to be solid, you know. It’s like everything is this big ocean of energy and some parts are slowed down in their frequency to make our bodies and our three dimensional reality like houses and trees and stuff.

    Me: Yeah, we talked about that before, and I love thinking about it, uh, that we can control the frequency of energy to create matter. Cool stuff. Now, when we’re asleep, we can project our consciousness into the afterlife to see deceased loved ones, right? I can project my soul or consciousness—whatever you wanna call it—to see you?

    Erik: Yep, that’s the way it works, Mom.

    Me: Okay. Now, what’s it like to reincarnate into a new body, Erik? Do you go to sleep first? How does it feel to go back into a body?

    Erik: Well, I have to go with what I’ve been told so far. There’s a knowing, and you know, you’re gonna find this really interesting, Mom. When there’s a soul in a womb, they know. They really know. I’m told by some that they even recognize that they’re going to have a difficult life when they go back to the earthly plane.

    Me: Oh, boy.

    Erik: And a lot of times they just say they don’t wanna do it. So those souls remember. Once they get out and they’re in the human form, there’s still a remembrance, but it’s kind of an unconscious remembrance. That’s all I really know now, but I learn stuff all the time.

    Me: Okay. Do you know what happens first during the reincarnation process?

    Erik: Well, I’m told the soul kind of goes to sleep before entering the womb.

    Me: Well, that’s good, because I bet it’s pretty uncomfortable to squeeze a big soul into a little body! Okay, here’s another great question. When people have NDE’s people seem to have a greater ability to channel and have more paranormal or spiritual experiences. Is this because we sort of hit a reset button when we die?

    Erik: I have an angelic being beside me. I’m gonna let her take this one, because she’s asking to speak.

    Me: Okay.

    Angel: The answer to that is yes. In everyone, including your son and yourself, there’s a very vague remembrance. You go from lifetime to lifetime remembering just pieces of it. So when one comes over here, they’re in a whole new place, and it is clearly like pressing a reset button that triggers dormant memories of life as a free spirit.

    Me: Hm, interesting. Now, I’ve heard from one reader that those who get regular Reiki are also statistically more sensitive to their guides. The Reiki masters attribute this to clearing energy blockages or areas of stagnant energy that might hinder communications with guides or angels. Is this true? Do Reiki and NDE’s sort of clear the energy channels to make it easier to communicate with spirit?

    Jeannie: Okay, and this is still the angel talking.

    Angel: Absolutely, and it isn’t just Reiki. It’s also with many other forms of energetic healing. Yoga can also do similar things as it’s clearing of the mind. There are energy workers that work with the chakras which is another way of clearing blocks. Channeling is a natural experience. When one is born, it’s just there. It’s there. But blocks form throughout a person’s life. It can be from their environment, their upbringing, many different things. So anything that unblocks you, anything that involves energetic healing, can bring these natural abilities back. Chiropractic work can also do this.

    Me: What about EFT, the body tapping technique? Erik mentioned this as something that might help his sister, Michelle, so she’s eager to try it.

    Angel: That also works. It taps certain energetic points on the body to open them up. So almost all energy workers are capable of helping someone to unblock. Acupuncture also works.

    Me: Great!

    Angel. Erik is right next to me listening and learning. Oh, I need to tell you too what an incredible son you have. He is just a welcome addition to this world, and we all love him dearly.

    Me: Aw!

    Angel: You know everyone, everyone who is born on the earth has a guardian angel. Learning to connect to your angel, to ask and recognize the love, can also release energy blocks.

    Me: Do I have lots of energy blockages? Would I benefit from EFT too?

    Jeannie: Okay, she’s asking Erik to speak. You know, it’s interesting. This seems almost like a training session.

    Me (chuckling): Oh my gosh! It’s like a brand new waiter trainee shadowing a veteran one.

    Jeannie: Yeah, He’s almost like apprenticing. She’s standing next to him, and she’s asking him to take this question because he knows you.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: It would help, Mom. EFT would help. As put together as I always thought you were—you always seem so in control of everything and of your life, and you’re doing so much good for people—but there’s a sadness there too. Not anger, but kind of a sadness at times, so yes, this would help.

    Me: Yeah, I don’t really feel any anger. In fact I can’t remember the last time I felt angry about anything.

    Erik: No, here’s what I’m getting from you. Occasionally, there’s a very deep sadness. Occasionally—not always—occasionally it kind of settles in.

    Me: Oh, yeah.

    (Pause)

    Me (solemnly): Sure, as you can imagine, gosh.

    Erik: Yeah.

    Me: One more question about energy blocks. Are babies able to see the discarnate souls because they haven’t yet built up any areas of blocked or stagnant energy? Is that one of the reasons, anyway?

    Erik: I know the answer to that, Mom!

    Me (laughing): Oh yay! I can just see him raising his hand saying, “Pick me! pick me!”!

    Jeannie laughs too.

    Erik: Yes! Children, oh they so often see angels, and they can speak to them too! Their dreams are usually vivid and beautiful.

    *****

    Well, I guess I have to do some serious excavating to open my blocks: Down an angelic cocktail of spiritual Liquid Plumber and Drano and put up little orange cones and construction barriers to detour energy traffic until the lanes are newly paved and flowing freely. Be sure to share the love with your friends and have a wonderful and restful weekend, everyone.

     

     

     

     

  • February27th

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    Erik Calls Shotgun

    Posted in: 2011 Bloggies, After Death Communication, Afterlife, belief, Channeling, Communication from the dead, Contact with the dead, Death of a Child, Grief, Grieving, Immortality, Messages from the dead, Physical Manifestation, Psychic medium, Spirit visitation, Spirits and radios, Spirits moving objects, Spiritual Catalyst, Spiritual enlightenment, Spiritual presence, Suicide, Visitation

    Long time blog member, True, shared a heartwarming story about our boy, Erik, doing what he seems to thoroughly enjoy lately: chilln’ with someone from the Channeling Erik family. As he did in life, he makes good company.

    A few weeks ago, I had to go down to San Diego for the day for some meetings.  As I was getting ready in the morning, I said aloud, “Hey Erik – do you want to go to San Diego with me today?  You should really drive down with me – we’ll pass the ocean and one of the best surfing beaches on the West Coast” – he enthusiastically replied – “Hell Yeah” – told him to hang tight and I would let him know when it’s time to leave.
    We spent the ride “talking” about music – an Eagle’s song came on and I told him how much I love that band – told him to listen to the guitars – he agreed they are really good.  As we got closer to San Diego, the ocean is very clearly in view from the freeway and it was an exquisite day.  I told him how much I love being on this planet and he told me how glad he was to be done with it but that he appreciated seeing the ocean and smelling the ocean air through me.  I told him that the true sadness I feel for him and his tough journey in this last life is tempered by knowing how joyful his life is now – and how his work with you is so important – he graciously agreed and thanked me for acknowleding that about him.  Then he noted that I’ve been on this plane a lot and that I must really love it or I’m kind of dense and can’t figure out how to get it right – just like a little brother.
    When we hit north San Diego county, there were military exercises going on in the water – I’m not sure if they were Marines or Navy because both have very large bases down there.  There was a helicopter hovering in the sky above the water and soldiers in scuba suits and gear were jumping out of the helicopter into the water – I could feel the biggest energy surge in my chest – he was so excited!!!  He told me he had never seen such a thing – then he got quiet and just focused on it until they were out of sight.
    When I got to my office, I invited Erik to sit in on some meetings, see what I do for a living – and he immerdiately replied. “BORING – SO not interested…..”  And I told him that was cool, and thanked him for riding down with me that morning and being very good company.

    Sure sounds like Erik, eh? At least he didn’t monopolize the radio! Thanks for sharing this, True!
    Y’all keep your fingers and toes crossed that we get some good news when the 2011 Bloggies winners are announced between 8:00 and 10:00 P.M. EST today. Whatever the results, I want to say again how grateful I am for your friendship and solidarity. I love you all so, so much!

  • February24th

    46 Comments

    Expectation, Focus and Intent

    Posted in: 2011 Bloggies, After Death Communication, Afterlife, Apparition, belief, Bereaved, Between Lives, Bipolar disease, Channeling, Communication from the dead, Consciousness, Contact with the dead, Crossing over, Death, Death of a Child, Death of a friend, Death of a Parent, Death of a sibling, Energy, Energy Healing, Energy Medicine, Free Will, Future Lives, Grief, Grieving, Heaven, Human Experience, Immortality, Jamie Butler, Life After Death, Love, Mental illness, Messages from the dead, Multiple dimensions, Multiple selves, Multiverse, Parallel Dimensions, Past Life Regression, Past lives, Physical Manifestation, Pranks from spirits, Proof in the spirit world, Proof of the Afterlife, Psychic medium, Reincarnation, Skepticism, Skeptics, Spirit visitation, Spirits working with Energy, Spiritual Healing, Spiritual presence, Suffering, Suicide, The Physics of Consciousness, The Physics of Heaven, The Physics of Thought, Universe, Visitation

    I want to thank everyone for sending Lukas all of the wonderful healing energy. He says he feels so much better. It’s hard to pry much more information out of him since he’s your typical teenage guy, so we’ll see how he responds in the long run. I’d also like to thank everyone for sending love and gratitude to Erik at the preset time we decided upon. I set an alarm on my iPhone and plan to do the same thing every day at noon, CST. Robert says Erik told him it felt like a warm ocean wave washed over him. It was intense, plus he could see the different colors of the loving energy each person sent. Robert might expound on that later. Now, enjoy this very interesting bit on focused intent.

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Who are we, really? Is this true: We are consciousness moving through various perspectives experiencing ourselves.

    Erik: Damn! Who wrote that?

    Me: I don’t remember.

    Erik: Yeah Mom, that’s who we are. That pretty much nailed it.

    Me Okay, say I’m walking down a path. This is an illusion, right? Am I constantly manifesting the path in front of me as a go? Am I constantly, instantly manifesting each moment that I take a step?

    (Long pause)

    Jamie (giggling): He’s doing that whole “rub the chin and think” pose.

    Me: Okay, in other words, let’s say there’s a mile long path, but I don’t see the last half of the mile in the distance, because I really haven’t created it for myself. Does that last half mile then not exist until I create it during future steps in subsequent moments? Am I constantly updating the length of that path as I go?

    Erik: Yeah, sure you’re constantly updating the path, but if you’re sharing space with others who have the same vision—they’re on that same mile walk—like maybe there’s somebody 15 feet in front of you—

    Me: Yeah.

    Erik: And that’s something they’ve been creating. Since you’re both in the same dimension, you can see what they’ve created. So it’s a universal, uh, a unity point. It’s not just an individual light beam.

    Me: Wow, okay. Let’s see, here’s one I’ve asked you before through another channel, Erik, but so many people have this questions so… How come we sometimes get different answers to the same question through different mediums or even different answers to the same question from one medium?

    Jamie: Different answers to the same question from the same medium?

    Me: You know, like say you ask what your destiny is or what your last life was like. You can get different answers from different mediums and sometimes different answers from the same medium in two different sessions.

    Erik: You have to remember that we’re not fixed, Mom. Humans like to see that they’re fixed, because they’re focused on the linear. They think, “what’s said is said, and once I achieve it, I can change goals.” But no, we’re ever-changing. Your own free will or the free will of a stranger 2000 miles away can bump you in a new direction.

    Me: So we can change the future. Can we change the past too?

    Erik: Yep.

    Me: Yeah. So correct me if I’m wrong, Erik. I think what we do is with every thought we create a new probable reality. There are infinite probable pasts; there are infinite probable futures, and maybe infinite probable presents. And depending on what we focus our intent on, we manifest a specific reality that we live in at that moment. That focus collapses the Shrodinger Wave Equation to change the probable into the actual.

    Jamie (laughing): He’s applauding you!

    Erik: Right, Mom. And every time you ask a different medium or when you go to the same medium, it’s a different moment in your focus.

    Me: Oh, okay!

    Erik: So the answers have variables, even though on earth, humans want to belive the answers are solid or fixed.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: And sometimes you can go to any medium anywhere and get the same answer!

    Me: Um hm, because your intent is focused on that probable past or future.

    Erik: Exactly.

    Me: We’re so difficult, aren’t we? Dang, us human beings. Argh!

    Jamie laughs.

    Me: I guess it’s just part of being a multidimensional self, you know?

    Erik (chuckling): A low multidimensional self!

    Me: Yeah, yeah, we don’t see the multidimensional selves that we are.

    (Pause as I consider my next question)

    Me: Okay, why is it that some people are able to see spirits full on instead of just in the peripheral vision? You know, I can see spirits best in my peripheral vision, but then when I focus on it, it disappears. I think a lot of other people experience this too. Is it because when we focus directly on the spirit energy we tend to filter it through an analytical part of the brain?

    Erik: It’s because of expectations.

    (Pause)

    Me: Um, is that all? Toss me a bone, here, Erik! Feed me more; don’t be shy!

    Jamie (laughing): He kind of like whacks himself on the side of the head and goes, “durrrr!”

    Jamie and I laugh.

    Erik: Well, it’s going back to the same thing we talked about before. If you have an expectation, that means you have a certain limited focus. Like you heard from a friend who can see spirits, and he said, “They look like such and such,” and you go, “Okay, that’s what I’m looking for, then.”

    Me: Um hm.

    Erik: That’s your first mistake right there. When you put the expectation on it, it really narrows down your experiences. Uncertainty broadens, certainty narrows. Let’s say you’re on that path you just talked about and you focus only on your destination. You’re “certain” that that is where you’re going to go. You expect it.

    Me: Yeah.

    Erik: Think about it, you’re going to miss out on seeing different trees, flowers, animals, and other things along that journey. You’ll completely miss different opportunities, different forks in the road.

    Me: So uncertainty is kind of like surrendering, letting go. It opens you up to all sorts of experiences that you wouldn’t have had with blinders on.

    Erik: Yep. You gotta stay open minded. So if you want to see—

    Jamie (perplexed): Really, Erik?

    (Long pause as Jamie listens)

    Jamie: Um, I’m drilling him.

    I giggle.

    Jamie: Oh, because the way he explained it was, “If you want to see, it’s best to have less expectations, and whenever you experience something, you digest it for yourself, you don’t compare it to anybody else. Everybody has the capability of seeing spirits, moving energy through the body to heal. Um, I mean, he’s going through all these examples of seeing colors, hearing spirits talk to you in your head and outside your head.

    Erik: The human body is structured to have all these abilities. The only thing that can take it away from you is YOU!

    Me: Mm.

    Erik: You can completely get in your own way with your beliefs, your expectations and your intent, your focus.  These can shut you off, shut your abilities down.

    (Pausa)

    Erik: Fear can also shut it off—being completely scared of what you might see or know or find out about yourself. That’s belief-based.

    Me: So what you’re saying is expectations narrow your vibrations and what you’re able to receive. Wanting something so badly, like a grieving parent, that will narrow things. Your beliefs, they form certain expectations, because you expect to receive something that aligns with your rigid belief system. Fear, I guess that’s sort of an expectation that something bad might happen. It’s all about expectation which is a form of limited intent or focus, right?

    Erik: Yes! Yes!

    Me: Okay, interesting. Gosh, I sounded a lot smarter than I really am right then. Must be channeled!

    Erik: Mom, you could write that down on a piece of paper again and again and again, and people could read it and still find something new in that sentence and how it’s expressed.

    Don’t forget, guys: Noon central time, one to two minutes of love and gratitude to Erik. If we get really good at this, we can reach out and do the same to people who desperately (or even not so desperately) need healing. (But I don’t expect miraces, hee hee)

  • February22nd

    92 Comments

    Language and the Semantics of Good and Evil

    Posted in: 11:11 Phenomenon, 2011 Bloggies, After Death Communication, Afterlife, Aliens, belief, Bereaved, Channeling, Communication from the dead, Consciousness, Contact with the dead, Crossing over, Death, Death of a Child, Death of a friend, Death of a Parent, Death of a sibling, Drug Addict, Evil Spirits, Forgiveness, Grief, Grieving, Heaven, Hell, Human Experience, Immortality, Jamie Butler, Karma, Life After Death, Loss of a sibling, Messages from the dead, Murder, Numerology, Physical Manifestation, Proof in the spirit world, Proof of the Afterlife, Psychic medium, Sexual abuse, Struggles, Suffering, Suicide, The Physics of Thought, Universe, Violent deaths, Visitation

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Is our 3-D reality just a projection of our thoughts?

    Erik: Yes, it’s all about projection of a focused intent, just like a movie projector would focus a movie on a screen. That’s how manifestation works, and that’s how prayer and affirmation works. And if enough people get together and think of the same thing, they can create that successfully.

    Me: Okay. Can you tell me more about angelic sequences and numeric symbols. Are they cosmic, angelic—what’s their purpose? Take 11:11, for example. Almost every time I look at the clock by my bed, it’s 11:11. I hear these may be certain messages or prompts from our guides.

    Erik: Yeah, before language developed that way we have it now, we used symbols and numbers. There’s a simplicity to them and a depth of meaning that you can’t get from a string of letters or words. Symbols can hold energetic patterns that can’t be created with words and sentences.

    Me: Hm.

    Erik: And these symbols that show up, Mom, they come from this universe, other universes—there’s such an expansive collection of races that we’ve shared information with, communicated with.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: Here where I am, this is something that’s not taboo or imaginary. We’re at peace with several different races.

    Me: Good!

    Erik: We are definitely NOT alone, and these symbols—a lot of them—call to people on earth that used to be within these other races and within that time. A lot of us on earth are aliens ourselves.

    Me: Funny you should say that, because sometimes I feel like an alien; I feel like I don’t belong in the human race. I don’t know why, but it just seems, uh, I just don’t feel comfortable here on the earthly plane.

    Erik: You aren’t, Mom. And another thing about symbols and numbers, they’re not sequential like sentences are. The fact that you have time over there, uh, you have to have sequential, linear language: beginnings, endings, and that’s extremely limiting. We’ve placed those limits on ourselves.

    Me: Well I guess we’ve had to have sequences to construct cause and effect scenarios. Isn’t that a good learning tool: “I did this, so this happened? I murdered this guy, so now I see what effect my actions have had on the lives of my family and his. So, I better learn about the sanctity of life.” Maybe a sequential existence has some sort of divine purpose.

    Erik: No, Mom, that’s just how humans created it. It’s not how it was given to us, it’s what we did with it.

    Me: Well, is there value in it or is it all bad?

    Erik: No, I like to think there’s value in everything. It helps to create definitions; it helps us become more tangible, but I think that as a world, we’re growing out of that phase. Now again we’re looking at the purity of how life was given to us. That’s where we’re stuck. That’s where it hurts. What cause and effect shows us—it’s pretty limiting, it’s pretty judgmental, too. And your cause and effect will not be the same as the experience of cause and effect that I have. So when one person says, “When I do this, this happens,” it can’t necessarily apply to any other person but that one. That’s also where we kinda screw up, because we adopt it as a “general rule” or a “general belief” that everything stems from that base rule, when really that base rule might not fit you at all.

    Me: Okay. But maybe for that one person it has value. Like if someone does something kind for someone, their life changes for the better. That’s a cause and effect.

    Erik: Yeah, but Mom, you’re thinking that positive is better than negative.

    Me: Um, yeah, of course!

    Erik: That’s another judgment. Within negativity, a lot of incredible experiences can come. We have to remind ourselves, who are we to judge what is the better experience for that person and what isn’t? It can really throw you for a loop, because you have to ditch the idea that there’s right and wrong, good and bad—

    Me: Yeah. I’m trying to follow.

    Erik: Really, there’s ONLY good. Even the murder and the rape that happens up the street—that’s considered only good.

    Me: Oh God, I just don’t know about this.

    Erik: People wanna put up a huge fight for that, I know. They want to feel like there’s a wrong that has been done, but that action that’s been forced on somebody else, the wrong is, um—

    (Pause)

    Jamie: Yeah, see, you don’t have anymore words to use, do you, Erik?

    I laugh.

    Jamie: He has to use the words “good” or “bad” to describe this, but he’s trying to talk you out of the definition of good and bad. He’s stuck in his own hamster wheel!

    Me (chuckling): Oh, no!

    Jamie: He’s laughing. (Clapping) Way to go, Erik!!

    Erik: But the person who did the action, they will learn from that either in that life structure or after they die.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: But they’ll be the only ones who judge themselves. When we die, that force of attack or that force of emotion on somebody else is nonexistent. It’s just a lesson.

    Me: Okay. Now, for example, if somebody helps a homeless person by cleaning them up, giving them clothes, helping them find a job—that’s not necessary good? Maybe they’re being robbed of an important experience? Maybe it’s good for them to experience misery?

    Erik: Right! Or, what if you help him and he gets a new job and he becomes the president or manager of something, and then he wigs out from all of his responsibility and goes postal on their ass, killing everyone in the building.

    Me: Oh, not good! Oops, I mean not “blank,” because I guess that word is out of my vocabulary now!

    Erik: Well, you can use positive and negative as a variable. Like zero is the baseline of good, and then 0 to 50 is what we call more of a lower vibration or a negative which is an opposing side of “good.”

    Me: Um hm.

    Erik: And then 50 to 100 is a higher vibration of good. It’s the positive. So good is a spectrum that has variations, but the lower end of the spectrum—

    Me:  —is not evil or “bad.”

    Erik: You got it, you got it, you got it!

    Keep your fingers crossed that we win the 2011 Bloggies! The winners will be announced next Sunday evening! If we don’t win, I’m proud that we all tried and that Channeling Erik is a finalist! That’s damn huge!

  • February11th

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    More on Animal Souls

    Posted in: 2011 Bloggies, After Death Communication, Afterlife, Astral Projection, belief, Bereaved, Bipolar disease, Channeling, Communication from the dead, Consciousness, Contact with the dead, Crossing over, Death, Death of a Child, Death of a pet, Dream visitation, Dreams, Grief, Grieving, Holographic Universe, Human Experience, Immortality, Jamie Butler, Life, Life After Death, Loss of a pet, Loss of a sibling, Lucid Dream, Mental illness, Messages from the dead, Pets in Heaven, Pranks from spirits, Proof in the spirit world, Proof of the Afterlife, Psychic medium, Reincarnation, Spirit visitation, Spiritual presence, Struggles, Suffering, Suicide, The Physics of Consciousness, The Physics of Heaven, The Soul, Traveling to the afterlife, Violent deaths, Visitation

    I had the most amazing lucid dreams last night. It was one of those dreams where you think you’re actually awake. Maybe I was, I don’t know. I knew my eyes were closed, but I could still “see” in spite of that fact. I thought that was pretty weird. So, with eyes shut, I saw Erik jumping up and down on my mattress toward the foot of my bed. True to character, he was acting like a little kid. He didn’t appear totally solid, but I could see every detail very distinctly, including what he was wearing, the expression on his face, etc. It was clear to me that he wasn’t aware that I could see him. I continued watching him as he jumped and jumped like a madman, and I could feel the mattress moving as he did. Then, my gaze followed as he moved to various parts of the bedroom. After a few moments, he looked right at me and stopped in his tracks. He seemed stunned, and said, “Mom, you can see me!” I responded, “Yes, Baby, I can!” So he came to me and hugged me for a long, long time. Ah, such sweetness. His form became more opaque as we hugged, and I could see tears streaming down his cheeks. We were both so happy. I remember being able to feel his body in my arms. It was solid. It felt like all those lovely hugs we shared when he was in the physical. I thought, “Damn, this is awesome! I can feel him! He’s really here! I can’t wait to write about it in the blog!” And I saw my sister, Denise, sitting on the corner of the foot of the bed, looking on with a peaceful smile on her face. Then, Erik disappeared, and I saw this big foot just to the right of my face, toes wiggling. I laughed and pushed it away, shouting, Erik! Stop that!” A master of comic relief! And now, more about animals!

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Do animals every reincarnate into humans and vice versa? Same for plants and rocks—are these interchangeable when it comes to reincarnation?

    Erik: Yeah. Now think about it, Mom, if you think that is a weird answer, then you’re placing judgment that you are better than a rock.

    Me: Oh! Well, yeah, I see what you mean.

    Erik: There’s no life force out there that is better or worse than the other. And so, yes, there is exchange. There can be very much that human-like soul and intelligence within the animal companion or in the tree in your front yard.

    Me: Ah! So Erik, you can come back as a tree if you want to?

    Erik (chuckling): Yeah!

    Jamie (giggling): He’s got his eyebrows way up!

    Me: Or can you sort of put part of your human soul, I mean your soul, into a tree, and then—

    Erik: Yes, and then still be alive, spirit-wise to communicate and be who I am!

    Me: Yeah? Wow! Can you do that as a dog, too, you know, like can an animal companion have a piece of or a tentacle of human soul in it?

    Erik: Yes, but Mom, to say “a piece” suggests that it’s part of a whole, but when we divide, even the division parts are all complete; they’re all whole.

    Me: Oh, yeah, I know.

    Erik: Remember, it’s like a hologram.

    Me: Yeah.

    Erik: So we’ve gotta be wise when we choose our vocabulary—

    Me: Exactly.

    Erik: —cuz even when we divide, we divide into complete pieces.

    Me: So, it does mean “Erik” is cut in half; it’s like now there are two Erik souls.

    Erik: Right, and each part is just as powerful as the next. And when animal companion life ends, then that soul merges with the one I have, you know, existing. We all come back together. It’s not like we divide and keep expanding and dividing.

    Me: Yeah. Interesting. I love these animal questions.

    Before I sign off and at the risk of causing immense irritation, I would like to continue to beg for all of you to vote for our blog in the 2011 Bloggies. Please email your entire contact list to get your friends to do the same. And post it on your Facebook wall so your Facebook friends can vote too. This blog is a labor of love, but it is a great deal of work, so spreading the word is crucial to its success. If you don’t want to do it for me, do it for Erik. He’s done so much to help so many. To make it easier for you, here’s some text you can copy and paste to your email and Facebook. You can add a sentence or phrase at the beginning like, “Can you all do me a big favor? It’ll take less that a minute of your time.”

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  • February8th

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    Joan Rivers and Erik Antics

    Posted in: 2011 Bloggies, After Death Communication, Afterlife, Apparition, Bereaved, Channeling, Communication from the dead, Contact with the dead, Mental illness, Messages from the dead, Physical Manifestation, Pranks from spirits, Proof in the spirit world, Proof of the Afterlife, Spirit visitation, Visitation

    Kristina is in New York at a leadership conference in New York City and heard Joan Rivers speak during lunch. Afterwards, they met and talked at length about their tragic experiences losing family members to suicide. You may or may not recall that Joan’s husband killed himself years ago. Anyway, Kristina went on to tell Mrs. Rivers about our blog, her brother, Erik, and the healing phenomenon it has become. She eagerly asked for all the information, then held Kristina in a warm embrace. There are no coincidences, so we’ll see what comes of it. Mrs. Rivers is big on suicide survivorship, so perhaps we can help her help others and vice versa.

    And now for more Erik antics. This one is from our beloved Only4Love, Kathy. I’ll post our email exchange below, but I will create a separate topic in the forums for you to share your encounters with Erik or other deceased.

    Enjoy!

    From Kathy:

    O.K…….. the shape shifting just happened again to me and this I feel was Erik……not so much as I feel as…..as I know. I had read your message yesterday morning and it was a very comforting knowing that I am not going crazy and what I have been feeling is actually a knowing.

    When I was reading your message I felt Erik was around me and he was happy I got the message. Later on that day I had to go get my daughter Abbey at the bus stop at the end of our street and so I was driving around the corner and I was all of a sudden was thinking about how much snow we have and it would be nice for people coming here to see this snow if they are normally not around it…..like people traveling from other places of the world that do not have as much snow……..But me myself…. I am just plain tired of it…….I look up and there is this younger man in his early 20′s and he had a grey hoodie on (no winter coat in 30 degree weather) with jeans and the hoodie was pulled up around his head and I could not get a look at him to easily……At that second …… I thought was that Erik? It just popped into my head……I said to myself… why did I think that …I did not see his face and why would Erik be walking down my street?

    Then I remembered about the shape shifting thing and how he said it is very possible for them to take human form……..I let the thought drift and picked up my daughter and my neighbors and while I was dropping them off I saw this same guy coming towards us…..The girls sat longer than normal in the car and were talking to me about something and this guy looks directly at me “when I stopped and then I stared at him to see who he was”……he then smiles at me and my daughter told me as he was walking by he waved…. I did not no this until I got home……..we have no young men of this age in are little cul de sac…..I have never seen him…..but I felt I knew him. When I saw him he had dirty blond hair and lighter colored eyes. He resembled the pictures that you have on your site of Eric. But ……the hoodie was around his head so I could not judge correctly. I said to Abbey have you seen that man around the neighborhood?……..she said no.

    My neighbor Emma…who is 12….out of the blue and at that second says…you know what Mrs. Keith….one day when I was gong to my grandmothers house with my mom … I saw a man walking down the highway and when I got to my grandmothers neighborhood a few minutes later he was there and I pointed it out to my mom. It was as if he flew to the neighborhood.

    Now……..I was not talking about anything that I was thinking a few minutes before….. how I thought it was Erik …..why would I…. these kids do not understand these things and they would think I was a crazy nut mother from up the street.

    When she said this …..it was confirmation that it was in fact him……..I still had a hard time believing it until we got home my daughter said mom that man was not someone from here……I said what? She meant from this planet…… I then precede to tell her what I was thinking earlier.

    I had this urge to go onto YouTube and the group One Republic came to mind so I found a song that I thought I would like not knowing exactly who this group was or the song I had picked. It was called Stop and Stare….I will send you the video……I feel it was a message from Erik….it may not make sense to you but for me it did.

    When I get these instant thoughts in my head and there is know obvious reason for me to believe in what I see or hear in my mind

    because there is no follow up confirmation just a subtle heart knowing……..I deny what I see and feel is real. Because of this a lot of clear knowing people have these issues I feel and they end up going off the deep end and turn to fear instead of acceptance which causes imbalance. It is hard to know the truth if there is no explanation for this truth.

    Kathy

    Click on the YouTube video at the bottom and you’ll understand how amazing this “coincidence” is. You’ll see a guitarist that looks like Erik and also a guy in a grey hoodie.

    From Me:

    This is so cool, Kathy! My son-in-law’s sister, Amber, has had the same experience a couple of times. A guy who looked like Erik appeared out of nowhere. It’s easy to over-analyze and create doubt, but the feeling of “knowingness” is very distinct. Subtle, but distinct. I feel it in my chest. It’s like I KNOW when something is true or real even if there are no facts to back it up.

    From Kathy:

    Elisa…..I actually got a feeling of lightness or of weakness……with this knowingness……just like what happens with my grandmother….this was very real.

    From Kathy

    Elisa….Funny… I was just on a website for highly sensitive people and wrote a message to the lady who runs it. I am in no distress…..I just feel that there is something I need to do for these types of kids and people like myself. I do worry a about my youngest she is a lot like myself but….I am doing the best I can with what I have. I do know that my guides are hovering around me trying to get me do something to help others though.

    Something else I need to tell you….

    This morning I took out my mystic eye board which is a pendulum board and I ask for some clues…… Erik was there and asked him a few questions……..I said what should I do with what I am feeling and I got…..ASK MOM……..this was after I wrote to you……….I said is there anything else you wanted to say……and he said……..ENJOY ILLUSION………?…..he then said…….YOU ARE PICKING NO INCORRECT CHOICES………..I said is there anything else………….and I felt he was going to say something sarcastic…………he…..then …..said…….GET-SOME-BALLS……lol…..lol….lol……OMG………!?@#?!!?@##…………I said O.K……….~ Hot Shot~……..what kind of balls do I need to get……….and do not even say some BIG ones………..I then had an image of the BIG BALLS at the gym he was at with the other blog member………I then received ~P-R-E-T-T-Y~ L-A-R-G-E O-N-E-S with the emphasis on the PRETTY ……..my new name for him is ………….HOT SHOT…….sooooooo funny……..I now know why he has been talking about balls so much ….he thinks some of us do not have any ……….so he is using it as a symbol to get our attention…..

    Thank you for your suggestions I will figure something out……

    Kathy

    I have a nasty flu-bug so excuse all typos. I just don’t have it in me. I hope to be better tomorrow so I can post another part of a session, but I also have to take Robert to his appointment, so I’ll do my best. Meanwhile, if you haven’t voted for our blog on the 2011 Bloggies (and you know who you are, slackers!) please do so now. I’d really, really be grateful. Winning wold mean a lot of publicity and therefore a chance to spread the love to others. And that’s the whole point, right?

  • January29th

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    Nina’s Session with Jamie

    Posted in: After Death Communication, Afterlife, belief, Bereaved, Bipolar disease, Channeling, Communication from the dead, Consciousness, Contact with the dead, Crossing over, Death, Death of a Child, Death of a friend, Death of a Parent, Death of a sibling, Dream visitation, Dreams, Grief, Grieving, Grieving Children, Guardian Angel, Heaven, Homosexuality, Human Experience, Immortality, Jamie Butler, Life After Death, Life review, Loss of a sibling, Meditation, Mental illness, Messages from the dead, Past lives, Physical Manifestation, Pranks from spirits, Psychic medium, Quantum Physics of the Soul, Reincarnation, Spirit Guides, Spirit visitation, Spirits moving objects, Spirits working with Energy, Spiritual Catalyst, Spiritual enlightenment, Spiritual presence, Struggles, Suffering, Suicide, Victor Zammit, Visitation

    I know many of you have had sessions with Jamie, but for those of you who need further convincing, enjoy this transcription Nina so graciously typed up for her Channeling Erik family. If you do decide to book a session, remember that she doesn’t record. I have a digital micro-recorder and a contraction from Radio Shack that allows me to attach it to my phone line. Then I can plug it right into my computer and, voila! I import it straight into iTunes. I recommend this even when you have sessions with mediums who do record sessions for you. I’ve had one CD from Kim that was defective, I’ve had cassette tapes unwind or get lost in the mail, and, well, you get the idea. Better to be safe than sorry. Also, if you do have a session, invite Erik in advance. He’ll help escort in your loved ones, plus, he’s always good for comic relief.

    I also want to announce that I’ve been in contact with Victor Zammit, the famous attorney who has devoted his life to establishing proof of the afterlife and the immortality of the soul. I highly recommend you subscribe to his “Friday Afterlife Report.” He’s a delightful human being and a wealth of fascinating, enlightening information. I’ve listed his site, as well as Jamie’s, in my Links list. Please friend them both on facebook!

    Hi everyone in the “Channeling Erik” family! My name is Nina and I wanted to share with you all bits and pieces of my recent reading with Jamie. She’s the psychic Elisa uses a lot to channel Erik. As you’ll see Erik does show up to talk to us. I asked him to be there before we began and he came through. I also would like to highly recommend Jamie Butler if you’re looking for a legitimate psychic. She is amazing. Simply amazing.

    Nina’s Session

    In this reading we talked about Bipolar II. This is something Erik had and I happen to have as well. Bipolar is a mental illness that if not treated properly has dire consequences. As Erik said to me, “Stick to the meds!” I know there is a lot of stigma attached to being Bipolar. Most people don’t understand it and just equate it to being “crazy.” But with the right therapy and “meds” you can live a normal life. It’s still a struggle but you can get through it. I wish people were more informed on the subject. Hopefully you all can learn something from this.

    Thanks for reading, friends. Love to you all. xoxo-Nina

    Channeling Transcript

    Jamie: I can see six in the room [spirits] (Counting) 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, yep. It’s weird cause I can see five of them pretty clear but the sixth one’s a little fuzzy. Like, just more energetic energy than a person form.

    Me: Ok.

    Jamie: Out of the five there are two women and three men. Um, the man that’s standing directly in front of me, he says he’s related to you, father’s side of the family.

    Me: Ok. Is he giving you a name?

    Jamie: Well he says “grandfather” not “father”

    Me: Okay, that might be my grandfather who passed away a little over a year ago. His name is Bob.

    Jamie: He’s nodding his head.

    I chuckle.

    Jamie: He’s real polite.

    Me: He’s polite?!

    Jamie: He’s being so now, yes.

    Me: Oh (laughing) Can you tell him that I love him?

    Jamie: Well that made him smile! That’s the first smile!

    Me: Awww, yeah-he’s, awww I love him so much! And I just miss him to pieces.

    My grandfather and I talk for a while about how he hated his hospital bed, and how he was glad his daughter was in the room when he passed.

    Me: Grandpa do you know who Erik is?

    Grandpa: That’d be the young man who escorted me here today.

    Me: Oh my gawd! So is Erik in there?

    Jamie exclaims: Is that who you are?? That’s that fuzzy energy in the back of the room, that would make sense. Erik if that’s you, show yourself.

    I chuckle.

    Jamie: Bingo!

    Me laughing: Hi cutie-pie, Erik!

    Jamie laughing: He goes, “My fans!”

    We both laugh.

    Me: Ohhhh he’s so full of it! You tell him he’s goofy!

    Erik: I didn’t want to interfere.

    Jamie: That’s why you were hiding? Yeah that’s why he was hiding.

    Me: Well, I have some questions that I kinda wanna ask him. Ok. I just kinda want confirmation from Erik. Um, I do meditate with him and the other night I was meditating in my car, sitting in the garage and I think it was him but he was dressed in a tuxedo and I was all fancy and dressed up and he asked me to dance with him. And then he showed me my unborn son who I’m not even pregnant with. And my son was an adult and then Erik said, “I have so many things to tell you.” Was that him??

    Erik: Yes. But I was disappointed when you hesitated when I asked you to dance.

    I laugh.

    Jamie: He snapped his fingers and said, “You should’ve just jumped up and wanted it right away!”

    Me: Oohhhh because he’s such a cutie-pie huh?!

    Erik: You do like me. You like my hair!

    Me: I do like your hair-that’s funny! He reminds me of like a big puppy dog that’s like so sweet and uncontrollable.

    Erik: Thank you. It took me to get through death to figure that out.

    Me: So umm, okay if that was him then does he find it hard to get through to me? Cause I find it hard for him to get through to me.

    Erik: You’re setting up your own blocks.

    Me: So how do I unblock it?

    Erik: Well you’re doing this try, try, try, focus. Really, let’s ditch all of that. Just stop it. And just do it. Just sit down and just be blank.

    Me: Ok.

    Erik: All the “monkey thoughts” in your head—crazy like, you know how monkeys play? Zoom, zoom, zoom! They jump around, they swing on things. All those monkey thoughts just let them play. Don’t disturb them, don’t stop them, don’t try to get rid of them.

    Me: Yeah I think he’s right. I tend to do that cause I don’t believe it. You know? Like him dancing with me…it seemed so crazy to me and I actually just let him come into the room (in my mind) and he was there but—he does funny stuff when he’s around. Like one time he came in dressed like Hugh Hefner! And he had—just like crazy stuff. Is that him??

    Jamie chuckling: Yes that’s totally Erik.

    We laugh.

    Jamie: Oh my gawd, that is TOTALLY him.

    Me: He’s sooo funny. I just love him to pieces.

    Next, I talk to my grandmother who died when I was two. I always suspected she had suffered from Bipolar II like myself. Well, my suspicions were confirmed.

    Me: I think grandma had depression and alcoholism.

    Grandfather: If your grandmother Ruby was alive in this day and age she’s be a totally different person.

    (I’m assuming because we have more medical treatment for this illness)

    Grandfather: When I came home [from work] I didn’t know who she was going to be.

    Me: Uh-huh. That sounds like Bipolar.

    Grandfather: Yes. And the reason I accepted her drinking was because it mellowed her.

    Me: Ohhh I see.

    Grandfather: It calmed her down somehow. I really think that was her self-medicating herself.

    Me: Of course it was, I understand that completely. Is she there? To Jamie: Does he want to talk about her any? Cause she had a really rocky life and I only knew her until I was two years old. I miss her and I talk to her all the time.

    Jamie: She’s here, she’s sitting down. Kind of about four or five feet away from where your grandfather is standing. And you said, “rocky life” she said “ugly life.”

    Me: Why does she say that? Why does she say that, that’s terrible!

    Grandmother: I don’t see it as being terrible. It was an ugly life because I didn’t have control over it. I was a pawn in my own actions. I never felt in control.

    Me: Was that because of the illness, you think?

    Grandmother: Yes, I could never get out of my head. And I could not get it to turn off.

    Me: I didn’t get to know her and I feel so bad about that. Does she miss me or does she know what I’m doing, or my daughter or my Aunt?

    Grandmother: Honey, I’m your angel.

    Me: Literally she’s my angel? She’s like watching over me?

    Grandmother throws her hands out and says, “Literally!”

    Me: Oh wow! So she’s with me all the time.

    Grandmother: All the time. I am keeping you calm. And I feel I’m the best person [to look out for you] because I know what kind of life you’re battling.

    Me: Oh my god.

    Grandmother: I really think…

    Jamie: Ohh she’s crying. Don’t cry.

    Me: Ohhhhh she’s gonna make ME cry.

    Jamie: She’s wiping her face—aww she has a hankie.

    Grandmother: I really believe that I had to die so that I could help you live.

    Jamie and I cry at this.

    Me fighting tears: I love her so much. I love her so much. And I didn’t get to know her but I love her so much and I DO feel her around me. And I always thought we had that in common with the illness and just so much stuff going on in your head that you can’t be quiet—I understand.

    Grandmother: I understand too! And it is HAUNTING. It is haunting. And I couldn’t—in knowing that you had it too [Bipolar] I couldn’t have been a help to you if I was alive.

    Me: Ok. Ok I see that. So, oh my goodness. I don’t know. I don’t know how she’s calming me down. There was a time when I was off my medicine for a month and I could feel myself spiraling downhill into a deep depression and some voice in my head just said, “Go take 50 mg of your medicine right now.” Was that her?

    Jamie: YES.

    Me: Ohmigosh.

    Grandmother: I’m with you every moment and I will monitor you and give you advice to keep you level. Puts hand out straight to imitate “level.” What we wouldn’t give to feel level.

    Me: I have this deep compassion for people and animals and I kind of wonder if I didn’t have Bipolar would I understand that or feel that for people.

    Grandmother: No you wouldn’t have that level of compassion for others if you didn’t go though this. And the one thing you forgot to mention is how psychic you are. You are an “empath.”

    Me: What does that mean?

    Jamie: Oh yeah…wow. Uh I call it “clairsensitive.” You know you have clairvoyant—ability to see spirits. And then you have “clairaudient” where you hear them. And then clairsensitive where it’s like your whole body is a satellite dish and you can read energy patterns from people, places, things, from pets and animals, from plants. And that you can walk by a plant and totally have an overwhelming emotion.

    Me: Ahhh! She’s right!

    Jamie: And to the rest of the world it makes no sense. But for you, you’re like “Oh my god, that plant needs water.

    Me: Ohmigosh, we have these trees in my neighborhood, must be like 100 years old or more and every time I walk past them I have to pat them and say, “Good job.”

    Jamie: Yes! That’s it! That’s part of it, you feel what they’re going through. And the hard thing is that this ability—it’s on ALL the time.

    Because of this sensitivity to my environment my grandmother then gave me a list of things I can do to help ease the difficulty. I then ask Jamie about my relationship with my husband.

    Me: Is my husband my soul mate?

    Jamie: Yes.

    Me: And we’ve spent many lives together? How many lives do you think we’ve had together?

    Erik: Six.

    Jamie laughs: He said it so plain and clear and weird!

    Me: That’s it?!

    Erik: You haven’t had many lives.

    Me: Oh! What the hell? That’s not very many!

    Erik: I know, right? But we’re talking about lives on earth.

    Me: Well, what else would we be talking about?

    Erik: Well you can have lives on other planets.

    Me: What are some of my past lives, what are they like?

    Erik: Seeing how you’ve had more lives outside of being on earth—I think that’s what you like the most—but I’m choosing the most interesting life to talk about between you and your husband on earth.

    Jamie: Wow. Um, I see the date 1-4-9. Just three numbers?

    Me: Is that like January 4th, 1909?

    Erik: No this would be the year.

    Me: Oh!

    Erik: It was in Greek days, the two of you were sculptors, both of you were men.

    Me: Uh we were both MEN???

    Erik: And completely in love with each other. And you have to be reminded that in this culture it was very acceptable to have a male lover along with your wife. So you’d have a wife, you’d have a family because that’s the kind of thing that you should do, and then you could have the love of your life in a man.

    We then talk about my husband’s career and the dilemmas that come with that. Erik offers advice. He was very insightful! I also ask Erik to confirm what I think was a practical joke played by him a month ago. My daughter had this tiny rubber ducky the size of a quarter. She became so attached to it that she would HAVE to have it to go to bed at night. Then one night while she was holding it in bed, she suddenly couldn’t find it. The next day when I was putting on my running shoes, there was that stupid duck!!! Inside my running shoe! I immediately started laughing. The sight of this tiny rubber duck in my shoe made me laugh so hard. I knew someone from the spirit world did it. Turns out Erik was the culprit! He confessed to it gladly. I asked him to keep up his crazy antics because I get a kick out of them. He said, “Okay.”

    **********

    Amazing, huh?! Thank you so much, Nina, for sharing this with the rest of the fam. We love you!

    Now, everyone, go friend Victor and Jamie on Facebook and subscribe to the Friday Afterlife Reports! I’m off to see The Wizard! (i.e.Robert) Tomorrow’s entry will also be special: A gift from blog member, Patrick. I call him “Mister Brilliant.”

     

  • January28th

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    Haunting the Fam

    Posted in: Astral Projection, Bereaved, Channeling, Communication from the dead, Contact with the dead, Crossing over, Death, Death of a Child, Death of a sibling, Dream visitation, Dreams, Ghosts and radios, Ghosts and Spirits, Grief, Grieving, Guardian Angel, Heaven, Jamie Butler, Life After Death, Loss of a pet, Loss of a sibling, Mental illness, Messages from the dead, Out of Body Experience, Pets in Heaven, Physical Manifestation, Pranks from spirits, Psychic medium, PTSD, Quantum Physics of the Soul, Sibling relationships, Soul group, Spirit Guides, Spirit visitation, Spirits and electrical appliances, Spirits and radios, Spirits and telephones, Spirits moving objects, Spiritual presence, Struggles, Suffering, Suicide, The Physics of Consciousness, The Physics of Heaven, The Physics of Thought, The Soul, Violent deaths, Visitation

    Robert is coming along fine. He’s getting up to walk, taking clear liquids by mouth, and getting his sense of humor back as you can see! (He was having hot flashes so I filled up those blue gloves with ice.)

    Robert Being a Perv

    On another note, I noticed a lot of you have been very reticent about contacting me by phone on email, like you’re imposing or something. All I can say is, poppycock! You can talk to me any time you want. If you need my phone numbers, just email me. Remember, this is not MY blog, it’s OUR blog. I’m just another member of the family and we’re all equally important. I can’t tell you enough how grateful I am to all of you. You’ve given my boy life.

    Also, if you are considering going to a psychic medium, invite Erik to come to the session. He’s our liaison, one of our connections to spirit. He knows us all so well. I’ve noticed that those who have Erik join the session seem much more satisfied with the results. Of course you can invite a deceased loved one instead or in addition and your guides will be there come hell or high water.

    Channeling Transcript

    Jamie: Hello!

    Me: Hey, Jamie! How’re doing?

    Jamie: Doing all right.

    (Then Jamie proceeds to tell me all about how the flooring company failed to seal off the room adequately, so there’s dust everywhere. She laments the fact that she’s had to cancel her in-house appointments and must sit outside for our phone session. After giving her a bushel of condolences, we get down to business.)

    Me:  You ready?

    Jamie: Yep.

    Me: How’s our boy?

    Jamie (giggling): He’s telling me to lighten up!

    Me: Oh my God, Erik, do I have to come over there and give you a spanking?

    Erik laughs.

    Me: First of all, Erik, I want to pass on a message from Maria. She really misses you. Jamie, Maria has been our housekeeper for 20 years. She pretty much raised the kids when I was at my busiest with the practice, so we consider her family, really. She was alone in the house when Erik shot himself, so she saw him first. It was pretty hard on her, since she’s known him since he was 18 months old.

    Erik: I think it’s pretty cool that you share everything with her, Mom.

    Me: Well, of course! We’re friends, um I mean, like family.

    Erik: Tell her that—

    Jamie (in mock sarcasm): Oh, she gets special treatment, huh?

    Me: Ooo.

    Erik: Tell her I’m not going to pull any stinky pranks or anything like that. I’ll come by, play nice, say hello in a nice way. If not, if I misbehave in front of her, she’ll just get mad. I know my place with her!

    Me: Oh, okay! Now, let’s see. Erik, how have you made your presence known to your sister, Kristina? We’ll start with her, then we’ll go on to Michelle.

    Erik: With both of ‘em, I’ve done smells.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: With Kristina, I’ve tried dreams; I think she’s more analytical.

    Me: Oh, yeah, she is.

    Erik: So I can’t just pop in and say hi. It won’t register for her. And she’s so freakin’ busy. Plus, she doesn’t believe I’m readily available to her for that kind of communication anyway.

    Me: Interesting. What about when she’s in the operating room? (To Jamie) She’s a third year medical student.

    Erik: I like to—

    Jamie (shocked): What?!

    Erik: Slide the instruments around, move the lights, dim them. I don’t totally rearrange the instruments. I just move them a little to see if she’ll notice.

    Me: What about with Michelle?

    Jamie (laughing): He thinks she’s really funny! She’s easy to pick on.

    Erik: I try just about everything on her. I even tried to call her like I did with you at the house.

    Me: Ooo.

    Erik: But she always thinks about it as being a broken phone instead of something from me. I really mess with electronic equipment with her mostly.

    Me: Okay.

    Jamie (giggling): He’s talking about running his hand up her back.

    Me: Okay, anything else? As if that wasn’t enough!

    Erik: Yeah, well I try different things all the time, but you know, these are the kind of things I would get better responses to.

    Me: Michelle has met you during astral travels. She pops out of her body really easily. I mean, when she was a little girl, we used to share the exact same dreams at times. One was about being on this big boat and we were trying to save tiny turtles from slipping off the deck into the ocean. Stuff you can’t make up separately.

    Jamie laughs.

    Me: So she astral travels a lot.

    Erik: Michelle is less grounded to this body. She’s more comfortable not being in it.

    Me: Yeah, that’s like me, too. I’m the same way. Anything else about Michelle and Kristina before we go on?

    Erik: Nope.

    Me: Okay, now Lukas, your younger brother, he says when he goes out to the garden—he has this little vegetable garden he maintains in the backyard—he sometimes sees you and you talk to him. He wants to know if that’s really you.

    Erik: Yes, that’s me. I hang with him out there all the time. I bring the dogs with me too, cuz I know how much he likes that.

    Me: Aw, you’re so sweet.

    Erik and Michelle

    Couple of Hams



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