Channeling Erik
  • Michael Newton
  • January3rd

    15 Comments

    I know; I know. The title’s weird, and, no, there’s not related. Just consider it a two for one special. It’s the least I could do for Erik being such a (loving) asshole. You’ll see.

    Me: Okay, here’s another one from a blog member. “I recently read a book, “Destiny of a Soul—New Case Studies” by Michael Newton, Ph.D. I was wondering if you’ve ever heard of this book or possibly even read it.  If so, I was just wondering if Erik could confirm or deny the information about soul groups and how the complex web of interaction between groups play out in our lives.”

    Jamie (giggling): He just kind of yells out, “Confirmed!”

    Me: Okay, good! And you know how soul groups, um, how you can regress between lives and work on that—how it helps shed light on your current life and what you’re here to do—

    Erik: Oh yeah. Yeah. In between lives you can work on it. In life, you can work on shit. Um, you know, it’s really—

    (Pause)

    Jamie (to Erik): What do you mean, Erik?

    (Long pause)

    Jamie: It—oh my god. Why are you so complex today?

    (Pause)

    Jamie: Oh yeah. You know what he said yesterday (during Thursday’s conference call) when he was going pretty slow? There was definitely a different rhythm, and it could have been because you weren’t on the phone watching the clock (my father was in the ICU), but also Erik wasn’t talking as fast to me.

    Me: Mm hm.

    Jamie: He was slow. And at the end, he made the comment that he was in more than one place, but I guess commonly if he does very intense work, he brings his whole self in for that moment.

    Me: Okay.

    Jamie: But he was with you and your dad the whole time he was doing the conversation with us in the channeling conference call.

    Me: Hmm!

    Jamie: So, he made a comment at the end that that’s why the rhythm was different, and I said, “Are you doing that right now?” because it’s still that way, and he said, “Yeah.”

    Me: Oh, so he’s with Laura and my dad in the hospital now, probably.

    Jamie: Yeah. He said he’s doing his best to really be there for everyone.

    Erik: So, it’s not to the point of having more clarity in between lives to work on your emotional and energetic issues. You do have more clarity there, but it’s not like we don’t have that in human form either or in our own lifetimes. It’s just that we’re literally choosing to believe what we’ve been taught and not allowing the possibility of having clarity in or a wake state human consciousness. It’s a choice, people. It’s a choice. And many people think—and believe—that once you opt out of that and choose to believe in all this possibility and expansiveness that you immediately fall off the deep end and get labeled crazy and don’t fit into society anymore and need to move to some farm and become a nudist and grow your own food and all that fucked up crazy shit.

    Jamie and I laugh.

    Erik: You don’t have to! You can still be a willing participant in the human life but still have the concepts of expansive beliefs.

    Me: That makes perfect sense. Okay, anything else on that, Sweetie?

    Erik: Nope.

    Me: Okay.

    *******************************************************************************

    Me:  Obviously there are other beings in the Universe. What is their relationship with the spirit world like?

    (Pause)

    Me: Oh, and in terms of distance, what are the nearest extraterrestrial beings—well, it’s okay. That’s a separate one. Just answer the first one I guess. I’m sure that some are, you know, aggressive and some are not.

    Erik: Yeah, we all have the ability to communicate throughout the multiple dimensions, and some of the alien races are comparable to how humans react to spirits.

    Me: Mm hm.

    Erik: You know there are a percentage of the humans who delve into the spirit world on a daily basis, and then there are a percentage of them that just can’t do that shit at all.

    Me: Yeah. Like me.

    Erik: Same in other multi-dimensional communications. Some do it, some don’t. The option is always there. You can have it, but, you know… And them some just—it’s like taking an elevator going to a different floor, getting into a car or airplane, traveling to a different country—as easy as that. Some people do it; some people don’t. Some spirits do it; some spirits don’t. Same with alien races. If you’re talking about, “Hey, we have a living soul, and we have this whole thing called religion and belief in God.” Do the alien beings have that same kind of, “Hey, we’re living beings and we have religion and a belief in God.” Um, yeah. And guess what—

    Jamie (to Erik, firmly): Don’t say that.

    (Pause)

    Erik: Jamie, don’t filter me.

    Jamie (to Erik): I don’t think you want to call your readers assholes.

    Me: Um, no.

    Jamie (to Erik): See? Thank you. He says, “Loosen up, assholes. We all have life force and intelligent pure energy, and it is all connected together.”

    (Please forgive Erik. He’s just being himself. You all know he loves you.)

    Me: Oh, yeah. Of course.

    Erik (in a deep Southern accent): Black people aren’t separate from the white people aren’t separate from the Asians aren’t separate from the—

    Me: Of course not.

    Jamie (giggling): He’s just going to town.

    Erik: Alien life forces aren’t separate from humans. That’s just a larger concept of racism.

    Me: So, the relationship as far as getting along with other beings in the Universe—do you guys get along with all of them?

    Erik: Nah.

    Jamie (chuckling and mimicking Erik): Nah.        

    Me: So some you have good relationships with—hang out with, grab a beer with, chill with, and some of them you don’t want to have anything to do with.

    Erik: Totally.

    Me: Well that’s racism right there!

    Erik (emphatically): No, Mom! Not judging! Just don’t wanna be around ‘em.

    Me: Ah, okay. And why? Is the chemistry not right?

    Erik: Uh, some of them are what I would consider a (unintelligible).

    Me: A what?

    Erik: A (unintelligible).

    Me: Huh?

    Erik: A bully!

    Me: Oh, a bully! I thought you said “boy.”

    Erik: No, bull-ee.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: I don’t like bullies; I’m not gonna spend my time handling a bully.

    Me: Are there any other reasons you wouldn’t wanna hang around certain other alien races?

    (Long pause)

    Me: Maybe no common interests or…

    Erik: Okay, sure.

    Me: Good. Okay.

     

  • May10th

    44 Comments

    A lot of blog members were quite hurt by Erik’s pointing out the selfish side to grief. Here’s an example from John Joseph:

    Hey this one’s for Erik:

    Spirit or not, you’re being a dick telling people they’re “selfish” when they miss someone they love more than you will ever imagine, no matter how many fucking realms of light you move in.

    It DOES NOT HELP to try to guilt people trapped on earth out of their FEELINGS. If you’re really spiritual and loving, you’d know that FEELINGS don’t have a a moral compass attached, they just ARE.

    You can actually know someone is fine and still MISS them. Get a clue about real feeling beings with feelings, loves and histories. And don’t give me that new age clap trap that is. just. so. hollow.

    My reply to John:

    I think Erik meant to create just this kind of reaction. One facet of it for SOME is selfish, but not for all. He made that clear (I think), but you’re right, grief is a touchy subject, very personal and raw. Remember, Erik is Erik. I’m not sure if he meant to say these things for some greater purpose or if he just did so because he’s just a young boy, but it is what it is. Sorry if he hurt your feelings.

    I suppose I should have added that lashing back at Erik doesn’t help. It’s like fighting fire with fire. Erik is just a young boy without a body. He’s not been in the afterlife very long, so we can’t expect him to behave like some highly enlightened celestial being. Did he mess up with his crass wording, or did he mean to incite this reaction to get us to think? I don’t know. I wish I did. If he did mess up, cut him some slack. After all, the earthly plane doesn’t hold a monopoly on mistakes.

    The entire grief experience is complex. Like Candis says, it does have a mind of its own. That’s the part of it we can’t expect to control, nor would we want to. I guess all we can look at is that part that we can at least try to control, and that is to consider the perspective of the loved one we have lost. After all, it must hurt our loved ones so much to feel our grief day in and day out, especially in cases like Erik’s where they know they’re responsible for that grief. We must grieve, but we need to remember to temper that by sending them thoughts of love. Take a look at Love. We could easily say we seek it because of our own selfish needs, but it’s much more complex than that. Our relationship with grief and love are quite intricate, multi-tiered and personal.

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: What about advice to those who feel confused and stuck? So many people say they feel like they’re in an elevator sort of stuck between floors. They don’t know what direction to take, like their paralyzed in life.

    Erik: You mean how to move forward on evolving, or—

    Me: I don’t know. They just feel stuck, like they’re going nowhere.

    Erik (teasing): Well, that’s just the happy-go-lucky energy on earth. It really has a way of putting you in a slow-moving whirlpool, so that you just do the same damn thing again and again and again. Usually, the best thing is for them to get out of their environment whether it’s to get away from their job, whether it’s to get away from their house, whether it’s to move away from family—just get out of the environment where those ruts are. That’s usually what’s holding you in a whirlpool pattern. Of course everyone has their own unique circumstance and path and stuff, but a lot of times, the frustration people have over that stuck feeling is cuz they’re about to enter a new chapter in their life.

    Me: Ah, okay.

    Erik: And if they’re totally afraid to move, tell them to go take two weeks out of their environment. Go do Outward Bound. Go do something that’s completely out of your structure, out of your thoughts. Do something totally out of character or outside your comfort zone. Like if you’re working in a safe little cubicle, go to Africa and help build irrigation systems, whatever. You know what I’m saying. That right there—going to the opposite extreme—that’ll wake ‘em up.

    Me: Yeah, so many of us have blinders on, and that narrows our focus so much that we don’t even see those opportunities at our feet that propel us forward in our evolution.

    Erik: Yes, and the best medicine is sometimes to get out of your own shit to really see what things look like.

    Me: Yeah, sure. And also, what about—I was just thinking about this as you were talking—what about past life regression to the between lives part so they can find out what spiritual blueprint they made for themselves. They can regress to that point and think, “Wow, THAT’S what I’m here to do!” Maybe they can find out what contracts they agreed to or—

    Erik: If they’re strong enough where they really wanna research, past life regression is the best.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: Because it’s not like you’re going to some doctor and the doctor is saying, “Here’s the answer. This is what you need to do.” When you do hypnotherapy, when you regress, the information is on your own shoulders. You discover it for yourself. You’re finding it; you’re getting it, so you own it for yourself.

    Me: Yeah, that’s true. You assimilate information the best when you are the one who discovers it. So why do we forget our past live and our between lives period? I think we’ve talked about this before, but—

    Erik: Well, if you remembered them, you wouldn’t be who you are. That amnesia is a safety net for us to experience a newness in life. If not, everything would be old hat.

    Me: Okay, that makes sense.

    Jamie: He kind of puts it into a vision of when you’re at one job, and you’ve done it for 25 years and you’re over it and you want to do something new; you go to a completely new job that relies on different tasks, different memory, different information, different effort, different everything.

    Erik: You want that clean-cut cuz you wanted to be complete and finished with that old job. You don’t want to drag parts of it into the new one. If our amnesia doesn’t kick in, and we’re continuously carrying over the old job, pretty soon, we’re going to find there’s not a new job to do.

    Me: Interesting.

    Erik: Personally, I’d like it if we came in with SOME memory.

    Me: Ah, I guess some people probably do, huh?

    Erik: More now than ever.

    Me: So, why do you think that would be good, Erik?

    Erik: Well, just that little piece of information, that would make us feel so secure, there’d be less fear in the world, knowing that we came from somewhere else and that the cycle of life is not about death.

    Me: Yeah.

    Jamie: “The cycle of life is not about death.” I like that. I like that a lot.

    Me: Yeah, just knowing that life on the earthly plane always has a happy ending no matter what you go through, everything ends up just fine. One of the perks of being an eternal soul. People really need to have something to look forward to, you know?

    Erik: Yes, they do.

    Me: But I guess some fear is important, because it gives us that duality tool.

    Erik: Only if the fear doesn’t paralyze someone. Unfortunately, that’s often the fucking case. What’s the point of life there on earth if fear is like this massive stun gun that paralyzes you so you don’t move forward?

    Me: True. Too true.

     

     

     

  • February9th

    62 Comments

    Robert is doing well. Better and better every day. We go to his surgeon to get his staples removed  tomorrow. Yay!

    Again, if you haven’t voted for our blog for the 2011 Bloggies, please do so AND get all your email and Facebook contacts to vote as well. That’ll give us more umph when I contact Gayle King, Oprah, and other media outlets. Think of the reach!

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Why are we so afraid of death? Is there a reason for this? Is this because of our penchant to see everything in linear terms so that we are born, we live and then we die?

    Erik: No, not exactly. When we look way back in history, Mom, death was not feared at all! It was accepted. It was a ritual. In fact, the spirit would have known before it was going to die.

    Me: Um hmm.

    Erik: It was a transcendence. But that was taken away from us as we, uh, as a culture allowed governments to take place instead of family units, like a more matriarchal society where you allow—

    Jamie: What are you saying, Erik? Patriarch? It sounds so funny, but he’s saying that this transcendence died when the matriarchal society was replaced by a patriarchal one.

    Me (laughing): Dang those men. Ah! Troublemakers!

    Erik: In fact, when we started to develop this (pause) religion—

    Me: Organized religion?

    Erik: Yeah. When that got powerful, that’s when fear started to arise.

    Me: And material science didn’t help either, huh?

    Erik: No, but what’s funny is that material science is what’s going to be what gets us out of this fear.

    Me: Yeah, it’s like theoretical physicists, exactly. I was thinking the same thing! Must have been channeled!

    Erik: Give yourself credit, Mom. You have incredible thoughts.

    I laugh.

    Me: Okay, let’s see. I have someone here who wants to know if there is a Council of Elders. I think she’s referring to something written by Dr. Michael Newton. He claimed that at the end of every life, we meet with a group of advanced souls to help us understand our goals.

    (Long pause)

    Erik: You can. You gotta remember that not every death, not every afterlife is the same, just how not every birth into your world is the same.

    Me: Oh, yeah, of course.

    Erik: But yes, there are Councils of—you can call them Elders. They’re not old.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: So, but, um, if you think old as being wise and all-knowing, sure, go with that thought.

    Jamie (laughing): He is a system buster!

    Me: He sure is. He’s amazing! Now, some of the things, um, I’ve read a lot of Michael Newton and Robert Monroe stuff, and there’s some things that ring true, but there are other things that don’t. I can’t remember the specific things that seemed wrong to me, but is everything they say right?

    Erik: No!

    (Pause)

    Me: Okay, Nice and succinct. Um, tell us more about the life review, Erik. Does everybody go through that?

    Erik: Yep.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: So, yeah, and from that, they can go into the Council, they can choose to rest where they go to sleep—most atheists choose that. They kind of disappear for a while.

    I laugh.

    Erik: Souls who are tired or who have had traumatic deaths can choose to kinda take that rest.

    (Pause)

    Erik: They can choose to evolve, to start opening their human minds by absorbing more of the spiritual realm.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: There’s just so many options. You get to be who you can be, who you desire to be.

    Me: Interesting. So, the life review, what is that like? Is it the same for everybody? How does that work?

    Erik: No, from what I understand, um, how it’s viewed is different. Some people feel like they’re in a movie. Some people feel like they’re watching a movie. Some say it’s a 360 view, panoramic, uh, but one thing that is the same is that you will feel the emotions that you helped to create in other people.

    Me: Yeah. Wow.

    Erik: You’ll experience it; you’ll feel it. Even the most mundane, like some mundane thing that happened at the grocery story.

    Me: Um hm.

    Erik: Yeah, it’s a very intense experience. You learn what impact you have in life on yourself, on other people. When I went through mine, oh God, it was brutal. But no one is looking over your shoulder; no one is judging you. It’s just you and your decisions. It helps you sort of find the lessons you gained in that life so you can turn it into spiritual growth. My life review was all in my head. I was at sitting at a long table with my head in my hands and it all came into my mind.

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  • August14th

    16 Comments

    Joseph’s Question

    While I know I have plenty of reasons to be happy, and I know people love and care about me, and I haven’t tragically lost anyone close to me, I just feel so incredibly miserable. Like my soul is broken or lost, like I fucked up so bad in my life (and/or possibly others) and that karma or something has me trapped with unbearable loneliness, fear, regret, indecision, and a sense of dissatisfaction with my life and everything I do, there’s just little joy in anything and it never lasts very long. I have no real career or relationship and I’m drowning in massive debt. Sometimes I just feel kind of “over it” and would just assume go home if I can, as long as I don’t have to be the one to end it. However, sometimes I feel like I have unfinished business here, but I have idea what that is and just can’t muster the strength it’s going to take to finish it. So I guess I’m just looking for help in finding out weather or not I’ve still got work to do here, and if so what that is. Or if he can help get me out of here and back home where I belong, where I can find true peace and love.

    I also want to say that I completely understand if you can’t get to my question. I also worry about you burdening yourself with the many desperate hopes and pain people have come to you with since you’ve bravely written this blog. Be sure to take care of yourself too okay.

    With love,

    Joseph

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Okay, let’s see. I have a question from Joseph. He’s living in Boulder Creek, California and is around 33 years old. He says he’s just miserable. It’s like his soul is broken or lost. He’s plagued by loneliness, fear, indecision, regret, and he doesn’t get any joy out of life. He’s wondering if he still has work left to do here.

    Erik: Yes. Yes, Joseph does. He does have work still to do there. Joseph isn’t depressed, cuz depression is more like a chemical breakdown in the body and the physical body just can’t make those chemicals to find the joy in life anymore. Joseph is spiritually depressed.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: Here is a man who, deep inside, knows there’s something greater, but he doesn’t know the steps and the path to travel to get there.

    (pause)

    Me: Okay. Any advice for him, Erik?

    Erik: Yes. I would hope that Joseph would start reading.

    Jamie (giggling): He’s laughing.

    Erik: Reading a few books would help him understand that he’s not in this alone, you know, with this feeling.

    Jamie: He’s showing me three books. One is white and small. It kind of looks like a poem book or a—it’s gotta be something like “Immanuel?” (sp?) It’s channeled work, question and answer style, a poem book. Immanuel, Emmanuel, something like that. It looks kind of older. It doesn’t look brand new.

    Erik: This will help him answer some of the emotions he’s having.

    Jamie: He’s showing me a dark book. Oh, that guy! Michael something.

    Me: Michael Newton?

    Jamie: Yeah, he’s showing me that book. It’s got like stars on it, a picture of space?

    Me: Journey of the Soul, Journey of Souls?

    Jamie: Exactly. He says that’s it.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: That one would teach him about the in between phases and might jar his memory about what Joseph can remember. Joseph will get the best success from past life regression..

    Me: Because he’s forgotten what blueprint he made for this lifetime?

    Erik: You’re right, Mom. That’s why he feels lost and like there’s something right at this fingertips that he doesn’t know how to reach. That’s because he doesn’t know what it is.

    Me: What is he meant to do?

    (pause)

    Erik (chuckling): I’d like to say Joseph is meant to have this incredible job on Earth, like as a famous spiritual leader or something, but his job is very simple. It’s an everyday kind of a job, but it puts him in the path of people that he can affect. Joseph is a powerful catalyst, a spiritual catalyst. He has the power to transform others.

    Me: Wow!

    Erik: His job is to help people understand that they are greater than the human being they think they are. But first, Joseph has to learn this about himself.

    Joseph’s Response

    Thanks so much! I’ve been anxiously waiting to hear from you. Your response is fascinating, I can’t wait to see the transcript! I don’t know what book the first one is, but I’ll keep my eye out for it and pick up Journey of the Soul.

    I think I know what Erik means about being spiritually depressed and forgetting my plan. But I also kind of suspect I know what my purpose is, it just seems so audacious and crazy, so I’m just not sure. And I don’t believe I have the experience, knowledge, energy and courage to do it right and be successful enough to make a big difference. I also have to decide weather to chase another dream/idea in front of me that I’ve been working on, which could also make a difference in the world, and is much more feasible. Maybe I’m meant to do both, hopefully my guides can help me figure it all out. I have a session with Kim on 9/3, I’m really looking forward to it, but I don’t know if I can wait that long because things seem to be happening right now and quickly; like a very important meeting I have today with someone I randomly met the other day, this person has the capacity to help me and my ideas in a HUGE way. But I guess everything happens for a reason, so maybe I need to wait for some reason or another before my path seems clearer.

    Thanks again, I really appreciate what your doing and taking the time to help me. Please let me know when you get that transcript, I’m really curious to see it :)

    Joseph

  • April30th

    5 Comments

    Erik has done so much to help us peons here on Earth. Oftentimes, our struggles compel us to flirt with suicide, so when Erik offers his wisdom and insight, it lights our way with hope and a newfound desire to continue our human experience, however trying and burdensome. The next several posts will include submissions from readers to the “Ask Erik” page and the responses Erik provides. First, let’s look at Pascal’s submission. As always, I have eliminated or changed certain identifying factors to protect privacy.

    Dear Erik and Elisa,

    I’m very touched by your story and I feel completely dragged to ask Erik for advise in my overwhelmingly difficult situation.

    My name is Pascal. I live in Germany.. but now sitting on the sofa in my parents house, 43 years old, feeling like a tortured baby. I’ve lived a beautiful life as a “fire horse rebel” into music and crafts and love and joy.

    I had a beautiful childhood and enough courage to build my own “freedom enterprises” to create a life with a lot of joy and success. I’ve shared a million laughs with dear friends and inspired my close ones to believe in their goals and approach life with love, courage and positive attitudes.

    In 2002 a had a tick bite that gave me lyme disease, depression and panic attacks for a good 2-3 years.. I made it out of that disease by a lot of help and information online. Besides some minor signs of lyme disease I was fully happy and functioning again. I was feeling somewhat the good old Pascal and all his energy and vitality back in place. Then in March 2009, I had a sexual contact with a pleasant, beautiful woman – no big love affair – but a nice encounter. After this I got so sick – well sick isn’t even enough of an explanation – it was as if my blood was extremely polluted with the worst horror creating drug on earth, that made me suicidal from the first moment the disease unfolded, and I’m suicidal to this day. Now the worst thing: I’ve seen about twenty doctors and had all the tests for STDs etc. done several times with no result. Nevertheless I had the right antibiotics but the disease is still with me. And it’s just like torture!

    I’m speechless, I’m trying about every alternative doctor I can find, but to endure this state is practically unbearable. I mostly feel in a toxic mist that drags about every last piece of vitality out of me plus I feel completely anxious and hyper and have no inner peace what so ever, I wake up with anxiety and stress and suffer feeling weak and drained at the same time. I try to meditate on health and peace, but so far I’m still trapped in this “death on earth”

    It’s not that I long for “death” – I long for health and life as I see it around me and as I’ve experienced it for many years – BUT: this disease might as well be chronic and I’m sure I can’t live with it much longer. If my parents hadn’t been here to take care of food and loving company I would have killed myself months ago. I’ve read a lot about the afterlife and especially the consequences of suicide. What Erik is telling the world is about the most loving and positive attitude I’ve found.

    Why I’m still here is that I’m aware of the pain I would cause for my family and friends and I’m scared of death of the consequences of my suicide. If it wasn’t for my parents I wouldn’t have made it through the last year!

    I’m asking Erik what in the world I have to do to get some kind of quality life back or if in this situation I’m far better of leaving this dimension?

    I’m sorry for the heaviness in this report, but please understand my situation and ask Erik what he thinks.

    I send love,

    Pascal

    Now here is the transcription of my question to Erik, through psychic medium, Kim O’Neill.

    “I’d like to ask a question submitted by one of my readers. His name is Pascal. He currently lives in Germany. He suffered from Lyme Disease for a few years in the past, but was treated and started to feel like his old self again. Then he had sexual contact with a woman, and since then he’s felt terrible. He feels like his blood is full of toxins. In fact, he feels so horrible, he’s strongly contemplating suicide. He’s asking Erik if there’s anything he can do. Is there any hope for Pascal’s future? His decision rests on Erik’s answer.”

    Kim says, “Oh wow! Okay, let’s ask Erik if he has any information.”

    Erik’s response:

    Hey Mom! Hey Dad! He’s perfectly healthy. This has to do with a past life. It’s connected with a past lifetime in which he knew that same person. The person passed along the “bloody plague” to him. Connecting with this person again allows those feelings to surface so he can let them go, because they are very overwhelming to him. He’s convinced he’s going to suffer a lot and die because of what he went through before. You know what he needs to do? He needs to go through some hypnosis to look into that lifetime. It was in France in the 1300s. Past life regression will exorcise all these overwhelming feelings he is burdened with from that past illness and death. He’ll be just fine. He can channeling me any time he wants. I’ll always be there to help him. I don’t want him to make the same stupid-ass mistake I made!

    After I relayed this information to Pascal, he and I had the following email exchange:

    Pascal’s response:

    Oh my GOD, Elisa! Thank you so much. You and Erik rock. !
    I’m crying for I “know” this to be true. Although it’s plain unbelievable how physically sick I’ve been for this last year, this being “only” spiritual and not physical. it’s just “amazing”.

    I’ve already mentioned to you how I thought and felt that this was “karma”. When I got sick, I even recognized the disease – dejavu like – and “knew” it would kill me horribly, and I better kill myself to avoid a horrible, torture-like death.

    I recognized it and expressed this to my family. I just don’t know why in this universe one has to re-experience such horrors of the past to grow beyond them, but I must accept that there must be something “good” for the soul about this. I most definitely now am looking for past life regression hypnotherapy asap to help solve this issue. I guess without I’d be pretty stuck.

    Elisa, you’ve helped me so much, that whenever I feel good again am willing to show up in front of you with the biggest bunch of flowers you have ever seen. I keep you posted about the hypnosis session. Let Erik know that I send my love to him and thank him from all I am.

    Big hug for you,

    Pascal

    My response:

    I know, Pascal; I was so excited to give you the news, because it makes total sense! When I heard what Erik had to say, I felt this weird “knowingness,” the kind you get when you recognize an absolute truth. Sometimes, when people have their past lives uncovered, all issues associated with it disappear, so you might not need regression hypnosis.

    Life is good. So glad Erik could help. I’m just the messenger, so no flowers necessary. I’m just glad you’re going to be fine and that you’ll live many many years to spread love and wisdom to others.

    Pascal’s response:

    Hi Elisa,

    My mum was at her art class yesterday, and they had a medium as a guest. He did readings on all of the ladies there. Sure my mum brought photographs of my sister and me and asked for advice.
    When he saw my photo he sensed a heavy karmic load and heavy depression and grayness. Also he said that I do need help, because I can’t make it on my own. He also mentioned that I am very gifted with spiritual and mental abilities. About a year ago I saw this same medium and had a session with him. Then he mentioned that there are issues with a former life in France, but didn’t go into detail!

    So I decided that I need to find help, and today I found a brilliant past life regression hypnotherapist through his website. He’s trained by Michael Newton (!) and has 25 years of experience. I called his number and he picked up the phone. I briefly told him about my story and the information I got from Erik – and my feelings and experiences since I caught this “disease.” To him this made a lot of sense, he explained to me that he will bring me back to this medieval life/death experience to heal it right there. He said that he can feel that I need to come see him, because there’s no “medicine” that can solve an issue like that. Most surprisingly, he felt the urgency and gave me an appointment for next Monday!

    I so hope that I will experience a healing from this incredible ordeal, I’ve read some beautiful testimonials on his site. I have a good feeling and look forward to the session – also I’m a little scared it won’t “work”, since this whole thing has been so mean and scary from the beginning… let’s trust Erik’s advice.

    May this year of death come to an end and may life continue amongst the living.

    Hugs,
    Pascal

    P.S. When I went to bed yesterday I talked to Erik… before reading his invitation to do so =). I told him all about how much I appreciate his message and how scary and horrible this experience has been. I guess us humans down here, we just don’t get the whole picture. You know, this whole thing might even be very positive for me (my soul-growth), but I tell you, it damned feels ridiculously negative, gross and horrible – until one finds the happy end. I hope to do so asap.

    I’ll let everyone know how Pascal’s hypnotherapy goes, if he gives me permission. Until then, if anyone has any questions for Erik, feel free to submit them through the “Ask Erik” page. There no charge. No flowers necessary. This is all very healing for me for two reasons: FIrst, helping others has always been balm for my soul. Second, as a mother, I want my children to be fulfilled and happy. Usually, we want to guide our children to this end while they are alive. In this case, I have to give Erik such opportunities and guidance after his death. Death knows no boundaries where motherhood is concerned.

    Erik may have saved a life–a life clearly worth living. I’m so proud of you, Baby Boy.



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