Channeling Erik

January31st

22 Comments

Channeling Transcript

Me: Okay, Erik, I’d like to ask about the baby I lost between you and Lukas. (To Jamie) I lost him in the 25th week of my pregnancy, and was devastated. Just devastated. I really felt a connect to that baby. What happened is after I had a routine amniocentesis, I was supposed to lie down for several hours. So while I was lying down on the living room couch, Kristina, Michelle, and Erik were playing like wild Indians. The girls started chasing Erik, pretending they were dragons, monsters or something, and Erik was giggling like mad. Well, you know how moms usually end up as “base?” I was Erik’s base. He pounced on my stomach and the amniotic fluid started leaking.

Jamie: Oh my!

Me: Anyway, back and forth to the doctor, on bed rest. Eventually, the baby died and had to be removed from me.

(Pause)

Me: Years later, when I was strong enough to find out more about the baby, I discovered it was a boy and named him Seth.

Erik: Yeah, me and Seth planned that together.

Me: In hindsight, yeah, I figured as much. I never told you what happened when you were here on the earthly plane, because I knew it would have caused guilt feelings, and you were only like three at the time. (Pause) Any messages from him?

(Long pause as Jamie listens to Seth)

Jamie: He said that he never suffered.

Me: Oh, good. Good.

Jamie: He knew his life wouldn’t be complete.

Me: Um hm.

Jamie: That the message was for you, not for him.

Me: Okay.

Jamie: So he did not  suffer, and he has carried on, and he’s into a different lifetime.

Me: Oh, good! What was the message for me? Was it a lesson to learn, or…

Jamie: He calls it more of a reminder than a lesson.

Me: Oh, really?

Jamie: Yeah, and, um, a reminder of how to be aware of the life that you DO have.

Me: Uh huh. Okay.

Erik: Because, Mom, with moments of loss, you can find joy, you can rejoice in what you have. It’s crazy how humans are so focused on what’s gonna be next, what they want at the store. The make wish lists and dreams. Why can’t they just live with joy in the moment.

Me: Yeah. Live in the moment. It’s hard. It’s not easy.

Erik: Society programs you to do it, to live in the future longing for something better or to live in the past resenting or feeling shame and guilt. It’s all marketing.

Jamie (laughing): He puts up his hands and goes, “Damn marketing!”

Me: Well, I want you to know that I love you, Seth. I say that every day and you’ll always have a special place in the family and in my heart. I hope you have a beautiful life.

Seth: I love you too, Mom.

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  • GeorgeN

    Elisa, once again your willingness to so openly examine your experiences in life in such a public way, is an inspiration to me and I’m sure most if not all CE blog readers. The chance to see spirit at work to help us grow, and Erik’s willingness to share the spiritual insight allows each of us to look within our pain to discover our spiritual lessons and growth.

    You truly are a spiritual teacher and I love you for being you, so openly!

    with much love,

    George

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Yeah, it’s hard, cuz now the big secret is out that I’m not a virgin! (heehee) Just some comic relief. Sorry.

  • Skoshi

    This is powerful stuff, Elisa. You’ve had a lot of pain in your life. I don’t think most people realize how emotionally painful a miscarriage is. My mother lost a baby before she had my brother. I was an only child at that point and desparately lonely and was devastated by the loss of a potential sibling. And my d-i-l lost a baby too, so I lost an expected grandchild. We both still feel the loss.

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Yeah, I think you’re right, Skoshi. Most people don’t know how painful it is. Lot’s of folks say, “Don’t worry, you can have another child,” or “You already have three lovely kids,” or “You really didn’t get to see him and hold him, so surely you aren’t that attached,” but the mom feels that attachment on a soul to soul level. We know that child, and we’ve probably had other lifetimes together. If the child was a platonic soul mate, all the more painful. So it’s not about losing a physical body, it’s about losing a soul, and regardless of the body’s age, a soul is a soul is a soul. We love each other on that level–the soul level.

  • Tracy Lamont

    What a beautiful message, Elisa. Two lovely boys waiting for you to return to spirit and four lovely children on this side.
    Your cup runneth over,
    much love, T xx

  • GeorgeN

    LOL! I’m shocked, totaly shocked! 8-)

  • http://www.supernaturalsensitives.com Only4Love

    That is sooo sad…..Elisa. It might of been in preparation for Eriks situation I am wondering. I am trying to think of why you and Seth may of planned this to happen besides the seeing the love in the situation senerio. Which is a hard thing to understand on this plain of existence. I feel I am always being brought down to Earth about this subject also…. in different ways it is with material things though and I do not have the connection to my parents as I would like too.
    Kathy

  • Wishbone

    Thank you for sharing this, Elisa. Living in the moment is very hard to do, I agree. It’s such a simple idea, but I guess sometimes simple doesn’t equate to easy.

  • Paul Conklin

    Dear Elisa,

    I am so shocked. I thought all of your children were born via immaculate conception. It’s like I always say, “Ya learn something new every day.” Sigh!

    Love,
    Paul

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      I know. Just don’t tell my parents, puleeeeze!

  • Nina

    Awww Elisa, thanks for sharing this. It’s so weird how things happen and we don’t realize at the time what they are for. Much love to you.
    xoxo-Nina

  • http://www.supernaturalsensitives.com Only4Love

    I agree Elisa!

  • Rebecca

    Oh Elisa that must have been such a difficult time for you, thanks for sharing. Yes, live in the moment…I have a hard time with that too.
    My youngest child (of 7) is Seth, he’ll be 16 in Sept.

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Seven kids! You’re my heroine!

  • Amy

    Wow Elisa,

    You again touched my heart. You opened yourself to us and shared something so personnal. How in the world did you have the strength to keep going after that. Thank God you had other children to live for. And thank God again that Erik was to young to have known what that did to you and to Seths precious life. You are so beautiful for sharing that. Thank you..Amy

  • Michelle C

    Elisa I am so sorry you lost Seth ..
    Just one question here if Seth is in a different lifetime does that mean he is reincarnated and back on earth again ? and if so how can Jamie get a message from him I am just confused about that part ..

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Hey MIchelle C. IT’s a time thing again. Jamie can channel those who are currently incarnate. Some mediums cannot. I have Erik’s answer to that very question in one of the recorded sessions in the lineup.

  • Be Free My Angel

    We never forget, and we continue to love unconditionally♥

  • Jane

    Elisa my heart goes out to you. I can’t even imagine. You are very brave and loving to share and accept.
    I guess I am not evolved enough to understand the plans and intents of the Spirit world, as this seems a cruel way to remind or teach someone a life lesson. Grief can certainly anchor one in the moment – or at least pull you away from a future-focus – but it also focuses you on the past as Erik mentioned.
    A mother just loves her children – all of them. I just don’t understand what lesson such an event could teach other than that a mother loves her children, celebrates them, and misses them. I certainly don’t know what was going on at that time in your life or what the grand scheme of things is though. I am so very glad you can talk to Seth and Erik though and that they are always with you.
    Hugs to you.
    J

  • http://avalonrisen.com Ceridwen

    Hey Elisa – I’m back! Whatever you did worked and I am able to stay logged in and comment again, so thanks! :)

    And thanks again for sharing even more of yourself with us – I am just blown away by how much you have carried (are carrying) in your life!

    Blessings to you and Astral hugs,
    XOXOX
    Ceridwen /|\

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      OMG what have I done?!! (teehee)

  • Michelle C

    Elisa Amazing that Jamie can channel Seth for you also even though he is not on the other side of the veil I look forward to reading about that..
    I am happy for you to get the answers you needed to hear xxxxxx