Channeling Erik

July12th

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I meant to continue my transcription of the next segment of Erik and Kim’s last channeling session, but last night I had a vivid dream that was like any other I’ve ever had. I feel compelled to share it. Oh, okay, I also want to post it now before it slips right off my ever-shrinking Teflon brain, but either reason works for me. Here’s what I remember of the dream:

Somewhere between wakefulness and sleep, I sat with Erik under a beautiful oak tree that was standing alone in an expansive meadow. This is the place we agree to meet in dreams. All of the colors were exquisitely vibrant, unlike the scenery in my usual dreams. He was wearing the same clothes he had on the day he died, but he looked different. He looked as peaceful and happy as I’ve ever seen him. He truly glowed. I asked him how he was, and he just gave me his usual rascally smirk that meant, “You know the answer to that.” Then he proceeded to share a great deal of amazing information. I can’t quote him word for word, so I’ll paraphrase the best I can.

Erik said that we are all connected. He repeated what he has said in the past that when bereaved people on the earthly plane meet in the way that we have met through this blog, their departed loved ones connect in the afterlife. When he restated this, I thought how uncannily in agreement this concept was with the quantum entanglement theory. Erik went on to say that when I grieve, my vibrational energy is very dense; it affects his vibrational energy too, because of our (quantum) connection. That’s why those who grieve the most are often the ones who don’t experience the communication from their loved ones that they so desperately seek. It’s too hard for spirits to manifest themselves when their energy is denser. However, when we feel light and joyful, when we send our departed loved ones prayers and thoughts of love, their vibrational energy is equally affected, and they can manifest and communicate with us more easily. Remembering the times that I’ve felt sad, I’ll have to agree it feels “heavy.” Maybe that’s what “having a heavy heart” is all about. And when I feel love or joy, I feel a lightness. I now understand why we call it “light-hearted.”

Erik told me to think of God, that massive, intelligent, loving consciousness, as a body and we are all of the nerve receptors: touch, sight, smell, hearing, taste, and more. When a finger is held to a candle flame, the touch receptor fires, (no pun intended) and the electrical signal travels to many other areas of the body. The heart skips a beat, the lungs take in a gasp, the motor neurons make the finger withdraw, and on and on. When we hurt, so do our departed loved ones. Every event, every reaction is like a ripple a pond, or in this case, a ripple in the Universe. What happens to us and how we respond to it affects much more than us as individuals.

Erik adds that God, that infinite consciousness, seeks to define Itself through us. It’s impossible for God to answer the questions, “Who am I?” and “What am I?’ within a vacuum. God needs us, those individual souls who are the taste buds, rods and cones, olfactory receptors, auditory nerves, etc. to explore Itself through human experiences. As we seek to evolve and define ourselves, God, through us, does the same.

Why do we need to experience life on Earth encased in flesh, and why are we often plagued with adversity to do so? I’m not at all sure, but it’s on my ever-growing list of questions. It seems like every time a question is answered, it gives birth to a dozen more. But I think it’s like a toddler exploring his environment, both internal and external. To understand the difference between hot and cold, he might just have to touch a candle’s flame. To understand gravity, he might just have to tumble down a few stairs. To understand disappointment, he might just have to ask for something he can’t have. To understand forgiveness, he might just have to bite his mother, only to receive a warm hug after his timeout.

That said, last night’s dream was such a gift. It brought me a level of joy that I wish for all of you, too.

Mr. Wise Guy?

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  • http://WebsiteURL Mary

    So beautiful Elisa it made me cry. I hope Erik has met my Nana Keane, she loved the cheeky kids the best.

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      He is indeed a cheeky one. I will ask him to give Nana Keane a big warm hug. Any other messages or questions for her?

  • danielle n.

    I wish we could talk. I have so much to share and don’t know if you will truly get the essence of who I am and what I have experienced here. And besides, I don’t know where to start. You are expanding and being healed through your communications with Erik(and vice versa) and that is rippling out to many other people as well. Thank you both for your generosity and courage in the face of vulnerability. I have been writing since I am 12 yrs. old when the “death” of my neighbor’s baby girl precipitated my writing a poem. I was very depressed. And it was so hard for her parents. I started acting in High School. And have been on that path ever since then. I am now 57. I have great interest in everything. Have read all of Jung and Mythology. My spiritual journey really kicked up many notches into consciousness while I was working to heal childhood wounds 3 decades ago. After living in Boston, NYC Brooklyn and Vermont I decided to move home with my parents. A woman I had just met back then handed me a book by Jane Roberts/Seth. I was a little frightened to read it. Finally after a while I did and it opened up many many inner avenues for me. I read every metaphysical/psychic book I could get my hands on. Went to workshops. My passion for this quest was as passionate as my quest for writing and acting. I’ve had numerous readings from legitimate channeler’s and psychics. Including one who you previously mentioned in one of your posts. Nothing he told me has come to be. And that was 4 yrs. ago. I have had transcendent experiences in dreams many times over.Including one in which I went through the tunnel and was summoned to the light. The light was beautiful, accepting unconditional and swept through every inner crinkle wrinkle crabby and hurt place within me. Many psychic’s have said I would be successful and or famous. I realized a long time ago that being a good person was more important than being a good artist, but consequently I became a good artist because of that priority. I have really struggled on the earth plane in spite of all these illuminated experiences. In spite of all the work I have done to heal myself, to be a loving friend, daughter, lover etc. I am not fulfilled on any level.It was grinding in the 1990′s and it’s like everything just stopped at the beginning of this decade on that inner plane and the earth plane is torturous.I am in deep credit card debt since this recession. I didn’t have a credit card until I was 48.My family is often hostile to me. Of all the psychic’s I have gone to ONE got one or two things that came to be. And one of them, a rather famous author and death survivor was kind of a rip off. I was incredibly disappointed as I paid him $250 for a half hour.He told me to volunteer. I have been for most of my life volunteering. My friends have either abandoned me or many have crossed over. I have struggled so hard to be true to my deepest inner promptings. More than 20 yrs. ago I once asked for a dream to know my purpose. After many months I woke up with this: Write The Self Here On Paper. In another dream, I was told I had finally found my work, I’m a Healer. And one morning I woke up knowing I wanted to help women know what they want.
    At any rate, after applying my whole self to being true to my deepest self, faced tons of rejection through acting/writing/love, I am lost, incredibly lonely, very scared and in need of help. I fight suicidal thoughts. I doubt highly I will act on. Nevertheless, they take a lot of concentration to ward off. If you can or Erik can shed some light for me. My energy is so low and I seem to be stuck behind a beautiful door that will not budge open for me. Thank you for listening and wishing all the best for you and yours, Danielle Notaro

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Dear Danielle, I will email you. You sound like a wonderful soul. We can fight the good fight together and prevail.

  • danielle n.

    Ahhh, Thank you Elisa. Looking forward to it. (e-mail and good fight!)

  • http://web.me.com/turtlespirit/Barbara_L._Desrosiers/Images_by_Barbara.html Barbara

    Dear Elisa,

    Your blog jumped off the pages of Huffington Post at me. I have since then read the entire blog and came to today’s entry. You and Erik are a fulfillment of my spiritual guide’s prediction in the mid-1980s. I hesitate to burden you with more questions but I simply cannot not write to you. There has been a great deal of loss in my life starting with a stillborn brother when I was 3. Death has continued to visit my family with all too frequent regularity. I have a sizable group on the other side. I speak to them frequently and think of them always. I am an artist and am trying to find the divine path for my art…money, emotional baggage, family, and severe health issues have been hurdles for me. Depression is an ongoing issue but for now seems to have abated. (I continue on medication) My first sister’s death (1982) is the one I struggle with the most due to a repeating dream I have of her. It always leaves me distressed in the days following. It gives me great hope to read Erik’s advice that we can all channel. I don’t have great success there though, I think I am fairly psychic so that increases my impatience. I ramble, forgive me. My point is that you and Erik are lights in the darkness of this plane. I have wrestled with incarnation here for my entire life and apparently didn’t decide to fully commit to earth until my near death experiences in 2007, at the age of 58. I now wish to follow my path in joy and am very comforted to read your blog. My prayers for you since I know the pain you feel is beyond comprehension. If there is ever time enough to ask Erik about my sister I would be eternally grateful. If not, I completely understand and honor the fact that there are people out there with far more dire needs then mine. I would also add that I am married to clergy and have been seeking God since the age of 10. Erik’s explanations of God completely mesh with mine which gives me tremendous comfort. Thank you both for the guidance and confirmation.

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Dear Barbara, Thank you for your love and your prayers. I’d be honored for a chance to help you connect with your sister. I know how important that is, and I’m grateful that you’re giving Erik the opportunity to help. He loves doing this. Can you tell me more about the dreams you have of your sister? Is it vivid, like she’s communicating with you? I understand you’re difficulty in trying to channel. It’s so hard for those of us who grieve. I have to depend on Kim or, in rare instances, wait for Erik to talk to be through a bullhorn.

      Please let me know how I can help you, Barbara. I have your age, but I need your city (not full address,) your sister’s first name and the age and city her death, as well as the questions you have about/for her. As you probably know, I have a long list of questions from different people, but I promise to get to them all. I have two sessions scheduled in July and one in August and September, and I’m on the waiting list for additional sessions. I hope you can be patient, Sweetie. I know how hard that can be when you lose someone you love. I remember the agonizing wait for my first session with Kim after Erik died. She had open heart surgery plagued by serious complications. In fact, she had a couple of cardiac arrests. Not only was I worried for her, I felt tortured by the wait. I’m just trying to say that I understand how hard it can be. Love you, Elisa

  • http://WebsiteURL Vicki

    Hi Elisa,
    Still coming here everyday and reading the latest postings (or re-reading them). I feel like a pupil learning something wonderful so I can pass it on. I guess we really ARE connected!

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      I hope so, Vicki. I can learn just as much from you as you from Erik and I. I’m just as much your pupil as you are ours. If you have any experiences or insight to share, I welcome it (and you) with open arms. xoxoxo

  • http://WebsiteURL Alexis

    Dear Elisa,
    I found your post on the ‘Huffington Post’ site and I have nothing but deep LOVE and RESPECT for your heartfelt, courageous and soulful efforts.
    I have read every entry you posted through tears of grief for your loss and your attempts to make sense of this senseless tragedy.
    As others have said, PLEASE DO NOT LET THE ‘STUPIDHEADS’ OUT THERE cause you any further pain–you are NOT a crazy lady!!!:-) You are clearly a very SANE, kind, loving and intelligent woman, who is bravely addressing not only your need to heal and to understand your dear son, Erik and his heart, but also graciously helping others who have suffered similar losses and the challenges that living this physical life can bring.
    I have seen and felt many things that are not ‘explainable’ by the standards of our society and it is shameful that we are raised to doubt our own abilities and understanding of the true reality(s) of our world.
    I have one child, a son who is 20 years old and HE IS MY WORLD. His name is Remington (Remy, like the French Cognac, for short :-) )He is absolutely my spiritual soulmate, my best friend and I can’t even begin to imagine my life without him.
    Ironically, I have been in a very, very dark place for some time now and it is only my love for Remington that gets me through. When I found your blog, it was like a lifeline thrown to a drowning person; I can understand Erik just wanting the pain to go away. I apologize for sharing my personal stuff with you and I only do so because I want you to know that Erik did NOT mean to hurt you and to tell you how much BOTH of you are helping others.
    I look forward to your LOVING posts and I am sending you MUCH LOVE & LIGHT as you continue with this very painful and difficult journey. ELISA, PLEASE KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!!:-)
    My sincere thanks to YOU and ERIK for contributing to the overall well being of sooooo many of us–as you have said–WE ARE ALL connected to one another and do find each other.
    Much Love to You and to ALL of the wonderful spirits who have gathered to support your efforts!!!
    Bless you and much XOXOXOX,
    Alexis

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Hi again, Alexis. I feel like Erik and I are also soulmates. I’m so glad Remington is there for you and vice versa. Can you tell me a little more about what kind of soul he is? Also, although I know it’s none of my business, perhaps you can shed some light on why you’ve been in that dark place. I really want to help you. (At the very least, maybe Erik can help or bring forth those in spirit who can.)

      I’m “over” the “stupidheads.” In fact, I really am sad for them. It’s hard to think there is no bigger picture and that our lives are small and purposeless and finite. I guess they need our love and support. Enlightened people like you are the only hope they have for redemption.

      I would like you to contact me by email, because you may have things you wish to say that you’d like to keep private. If so, my address is emedhus@gmail.com. I know I have a long list of questions piled up to ask Erik, but I AM trying to get more sessions (I have one extra one) and I do want to help you with any questions you have. By helping souls like you who are already very evolved, we stand a better chance of enlightening those who can’t do it on their own.

      Love you, Sweetie.

  • http://WebsiteURL Valentina

    Hi Elisa

    First of all, I am so sorry for your loss. Secondly, I’d like to say thank you to both you and Erik. I’ve been reading your blog since June 17th when I read the Julie Gray: Adventures in Grieving article. You know… the one your daughter commented on. It’s what led me to this website. Please thank her for me. I can’t tell you how much reading this blog has changed my life.

    I finally had the courage to write because I’ve been on vacation (away from the computer) for the last week or so and I had no idea you wrote an article for The Huffington Post. I loved the article by the way. I was infuriated when I read some of those comments. Some people are just plain shitty and thoughtless. Screw them! What you’re doing is fan-fucking-tastic!! I can’t speak for anyone else so I’ll just speak for myself. Reading this blog has brought me so much understanding and peace about my own experiences of contact with people who’ve passed. In such a short time you have already helped me out so much. I hope that a few anonymous critical voices won’t stop you or slow you down. IF and when you have the time (I’m laughing as I write this because to me you seem like the busiest lady in the world) I would love to hear from you BUT please don’t feel obligated, no pressure, whenever you have got the time. It’ll happen when it’s supposed to, right?

    My maternal grandmother committed suicide before I was born, when my mother was only seventeen years old. She’s the one that found her similar to how you found Erik. I was born four years later and needless to say it has had quite an impact on my family. This happened 1967 and the emotional and financial reverberations it are still being felt today. I’ve had several people die throughout my life including my mother in 2007. So, yeah I have a million questions but I’m not exactly sure what it is I want to ask him nor am I sure I’m prepared for the answers he may have. Right now I have more questions for YOU about what I should ask Erik, when the time comes.

    Again, thank you so much your time and the time and energy you put into this blog. How great are you?! Take care and say hi to Erik for me.

    Sincerely
    Valentina

    P.S. Sorry to your readers for the potty mouth. I figured you would understand even if they don’t.

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Oh, Sweet Valentina, of course I have time for you! In fact I’m so grateful for you, because this gives Erik a wonderful opportunity to make things right, to find a purpose after a directionless life, and to feel fulfilled. I’ve been fortunate enough to book another session with Kim, so I’m hoping to get to all the questions in the two July sessions and the August sessions. No promises, because it depends on how much Erik (or the guardian angels and departed loves ones he brings forth) has to say.

      Just let me know what questions you have, how old you are, the city (NOT the full address) you live in, and if you want to ask questions of deceased like your mother, Erik needs the age and city of death. All ages can be approximate (early 50s, late 20s, etc.)

      Potty mouth? Have you heard Erik? And I’m sure he’s exercising some restraint.

      I love you, Sweetie Pie.

  • http://WebsiteURL Alexis

    Dear Elisa,
    Your dream and the information that you received from Erik, is very insightful and illuminating. I am sooo happy that you were able to experience such a vivid and loving experience with your beloved Erik. His ability to communicate clearly with you and to answer many challenging questions continues to grow, as does your ability to receive these exchanges.
    I have to see/view the challenges and difficulties that we must navigate in the physical as the ONLY way that we can evolve into who we are meant to be–the old ‘trial by fire’ notion.
    My son, Remington, plays an online game and you get to determine the difficulty of your characters ‘quest’, their abilities, attributes and resources–wow–sounds exactly like what we do when we incarnate into a particular lifetime. (I obviously believe in reincarnation and all of the ‘woo-woo’ that would get me labeled a kook, or burned at the stake in another time or place–however–I DO think that there are still people ignorant enough to do just that right now :( )
    Anyway, I deeply respect your strength and the complete love you have for your son, Erik, as well as the rest of who are searching for meaning and ‘why’.
    Thank you for your courage, integrity and the ability to ask ‘why’ and find the answer!!!
    Sending you much Love, Light & Peace Always
    XOXOX
    Alexis
    …ps…you are a GREAT MOM & PERSON!!! XOXOX

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Aw, Alexis, thank you so much for your encouragement. It’s so wonderful, as a mom, to feel like Erik has touched some, because it makes me feel like his death, however painful for me and others, is not in vain. I like your comparison to a video game. If life is like that, I could sure use some cheat codes, though! I’m glad that you hold firm to your beliefs or at least keep an open mind. That takes so much courage. But despite all the scorn for those like us to are willing to see a bigger picture, we now see science beginning to join forces with us.

      As for my courage and strength, I doubt I have any more than anyone else. In fact, at times I’m certain I have less. It’s just Love. Love makes you do things you wouldn’t be able to do otherwise. It’s Love that drives us all in the right direction–toward each other and toward the Truth and toward what’s right.

      I love you too, sweet girl and I’m so glad you’re now a part of the family. You’re a trailblazer, and I bet you’ve been on the “bleeding edge” more than your peers. THAT takes courage. I am in awe.

  • http://WebsiteURL Mary

    If he can tell her that I love her so much and ask if she can look after my children for me.

    Thank you Elisa

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      As Erik often says, “Consider it done.” Love you.

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Oh, and can you tell me the age and city of death? This is an important message so i want it to go through Kim.

  • Mary

    Good morning Elisa –

    My grandma died at the age of 89 in Ballinrobe, Co. Mayo Ireland. I think the only thing I would want her help with is if she path for me? I’m at a crosswords and have been praying and asking for guidance.

    Love you and Erik

  • http://WebsiteURL Steve

    Hi Elisa,

    I’m wondering if Erik will continue to “age” on the other side? I know that we are just light beings there and can project a human image, but I was curious if he is going to continue to “grow up”, marry, possibly even raise kids there? Or is that just something we do here on Earth?

    Steve

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Good questions. I actually have that on my list of questions but with all the Ask Erik ones piled up, it might take a while for me to get to those. You have a great mind!

  • http://web.me.com/turtlespirit/Barbara_L._Desrosiers/Images_by_Barbara.html Barbara Desrosiers

    Dear Elisa,

    Thank you so much for your response. I can be as patient as Job, so please don’t feel any pressure on my part. It took me over 18 years to begin therapy facing Jacquie’s passing, so a few months now will seem quite quick in fact. I am presently living in Melbourne, Florida. My sister’s first name is Jacquie, she was 24 when she passed in September of 1982. She was in Oakhurst, New Jersey. My dream about her is always involved with family, all of whom have died also. This dream began before they all passed though and continues still now that they are gone. They all tell me that she really didn’t die but staged her death because she wanted to disappear and now has returned but refuses to see me. I am the only one in the family in this dream that she won’t see. She is in contact with all the rest of them. I always awake feeling devastated and missing her terribly. It is very vivid, and no, she never communicates with me which is the most painful thing about it. I try to not grieve, as I know that she is well and where she needs to be, but I feel like a part of me is missing. When she died it was if a hole was ripped open in my soul. She was 9 years younger than me but I always felt a deep connection with her that I have had with no one else on this earth. My other sister, who has also died from a drug overdose, was sweet and loving, but we never connected on the same level which broke her heart. I couldn’t change that, our age difference was huge and I had to mother her for so long. Please ask Jacquie if she is with the family. What can I do to alleviate this feeling of despair where she is concerned? Was her passing quick and painless? Was it her time? Was she there to meet Dad, Mom and Tracy? How can she and I reach my brother? Her death was hard on all of us, my children adored her and still remember her with much love to this day. I feel all of them but her around me and I think this may be tied to my feelings of grief.

    I don’t want to go on and on, Elisa. I am deeply grateful for any insight that Erik can offer from her. I know this can’t be easy for any of you. I am so sorry you have experienced the loss of your son so terribly. My brother-in-law left this plane the same way. The pain it left behind still reverberates in the family and it’s been 23 years. Knowing the struggle I have had with the death of my siblings and other family members I still can’t imagine the trauma you, as a mother, must be carrying daily. Please know that the pain never really goes away, you just get stronger at carrying it so it doesn’t hurt quite so much. I say that, but then there are some days, 28 years later, when the trauma hits me in the face as it were brand new.

    Erik is right, it is all connected. That has been the message in my art now for years and will continue. Thank you for being an active, vocal connection in this web of life.

    Peace & Love to you, Erik and Kim,
    Barbara

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Erik’s loss is truly painful, you are right. The image of how I find him has been haunting me lately. But you and other readers in “the family” are doing so much to help me heal and I love you for that. I have all the information I need for Erik, so thank you!

  • http://WebsiteURL Chelsea

    I’ve been following your journey for a few weeks now, more readily since I had submitted a question for a session. Anyway, the purpose of this comment is just to share with you a quote in a book I’ve just finished called The Alchemist.

    “When you possess great treasures within you, and try to tell others of them, seldom are you believed.”

    While I am still on the fence about my own personal beliefs, when I read this quote I thought of you and your wonderful adventure. Keep fighting, keep learning, keep proving the naysayers wrong. :)

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Awesome quote. Oh, how true. I think people feel threatened by what they consider new and what they consider at odds with their ingrained beliefs. Been there done that myself! xo Elisa

  • http://WebsiteURL Nora

    Elisa and Erik, this makes things so clear and understandable and is a good reminder for me to be ever diligent in my everyday thoughts and general energy, so thank you for that. I have so much love for you both, and I love reading your blog!!!
    You know, the info from this dream reminds me of the words Venus Andrecht received from what she calls The Higher Beings:

    May 26, Friday, 2006: I’m fixing dinner with a glass of red wine in my hand. As I step to the sink to wash a dish, I hear: “God is always happy.” 
”Is He now?” I think. 
”And God is always glad,” the inner voice says. 
”Oh. Maybe I should write this down.” 
As I reach for a pen, I hear: “God is always happy because God is always experiencing Itself.” 
And so it begins….
    “God is always happy.
    God is always glad.
    God is always happy because It is always experiencing Itself.
    We are all God.
    Everything is God.
    God is not bad.
    God is not good.
    God simply Is.

    God is always the question.
    And God is always the answer.”

    This makes so much sense now – each of us is like God’s five (and more) senses, and God just wants to experience, with no thoughts of things being good or bad. I’m learning so much!

    Much love,
    Nora

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      I know! I’m learning so much too! But boy do I have a long way to go! (But the journey is thrilling and fun when accompanied by warm and wonderful souls like you!)