Channeling Erik

January7th

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Posted in: After Death Communication, Afterlife, Communication from the dead, Contact with the dead, Grief, Grieving, Guardian Angel, Heaven, Human Experience, Kim O'Neill, Life, Messages from the dead, Pranks from spirits, Psychic medium, Spiritual Catalyst, Spiritual enlightenment, Spiritual presence, Struggles, Suffering, Suicide

In this segment of the channeling session, I asked Erik to tell me more about, well, me. I think most of you can relate to the quandary I face, feeling like I sometimes don’t belong here on the earthly plane, so I sincerely hope you derive something meaningful from his answers.

Channeling Transcript

Me: Now, very often, Erik, I feel like I really don’t belong on the earthly plane. Why is that? I mean, I’m not even comfortable in my body. I trip over the least little thing. I’m clumsy as all get out. So, why is that?

Erik: Because you don’t belong there, Mom. Your home is here in Heaven. You’re much more comfortable as a spiritual being acting as a guardian angel and a healer and a teacher for others.

Me: Um hm.

Erik: And whenever you take these earthly excursions to do a little more evolving, to help others, to leave the earthly plane a different, uh, a better place than when you got there, oh, and I wanna talk to Michelle.

Kim: Hold on, Erik. Hold on!

I laugh at his ADHD moment. Like mother like son!

Erik: Aw, okay. So, when you see and experience the trauma, the tragedy and the challenges, you’re like, “Get me the fuck outta here!”

Me: Yep.

Erik: So when you’re over there on the earthly plane, it’s a hardship, a terrible hardship for you. In many of your past lifetimes you’ve longed to come back to heaven, but you’ve never let that mess up your ability to do the work you were supposed to do.

Me: So, who am I really?

Kim: You are a spiritual being having an earthly experience.

Erik: You’re a teacher, a healer and a guardian angel, Mom. When you’re here in heaven, you work with different people on the earthly plane like physicians, authors, and others. So it’s much easier for you to help change the earthly plane from heaven than it is for you to do it in physical form. Down in the trenches.

Me: Ugh. Messy stuff. So, if I have an easier time making positive changes as a spiritual being in heaven, why the hell am I here?

Erik: Don’t look at me, Mom. It was your decision to incarnate as a guardian angel, teacher and healer there. You’re meant to have an impact on the lives of many human beings who are stuck or derailed and having a hard time moving forward in their lives.

Kim: You’re doing the last vestiges of your own evolving, so after this lifetime, you don’t have to come back. Now, you can come back if you want to, but this is your last lifetime here.

Me: Okay. So, Erik, what do you want to say about Michellys?

Erik: Wait, first, I wanna say I think you will go back to the earthly plane one more time. I’m going to ask you to go back with me. I know you can’t say no to that, right?

Me: Of course not, Sweetie. You and I are glued to the hip. I’d do anything for you.

Erik: So, you’ll come back; you’ll come back.

Kim: Let’s see what he has for Michelle. And she’s 23, right?

Me: Yes.

Kim: He’s chuckling. He’s up to devilment! Mischief!

Kim and I laugh.

Erik: Tell her I said, “You know what you should, Michelle? You should crochet or knit something for Mom for Christmas!” Pass that along to Michelle.

Kim: Hmm. There’s some kind of mischief involved in that message.

Me: I’m sure, because Michelle’s the last person I can see knitting or crocheting!

Kim: He’s showing himself giving her a kiss on the cheek. He’s been singing to Michelle’s baby, Arleen.

Erik: Is it okay to sing, “One hundred bottles of beer on the wall” to her?

Me: Erik!

Erik laughs hard.

Erik: Ask her, Mom! Ask Michelle!

Me: Okay, Baby.

Erik: And don’t forget to hang my Christmas stocking!

Me: Oh, of course!

Erik: I think I’ve been a very good boy this year. Maybe not so much last year, but…

Me: Uh huh, you’ve been an angel, Sweetheart.

Erik: Tell Pappa I love him. Mom, do this for me. Put your arms around him and give him a kiss and tell him it’s from me. He needs a hug and a kiss.

Me: Okay, Erik. I’ll do that.

Again, sorry about not spell and grammar checking. I’ve been super busy with handling my deceased friend’s affairs, mostly being on permanent hold with each and every creditor. Ugh. No good deed goes unpunished!

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  • http://channelingerik Pat

    Elisa…

    The reading of yourself really hit home for me. Ever since I had the experience with the “Light” and unconditional love, I have had a hard time dealing with this cruel world. I get very emotional just thinking about the inhumanity of it all and have not felt like I belong here either—totally out of place. It makes me want to withdraw from the world.

    My son tells me that in order to get my emotions under control, I have to see the world the way it is and not the way it should be. This has really hit home for me lately because I am becoming a Court Appointed Special Advocate for abused and neglected children. Since I will be speaking on their behalf as their legal guardian in court, it is critical that I remain calm and unemotional. And, considering these are the most vulnerable, innocent human beings on the planet who are being beaten and sexually abused, this will be very challenging indeed for me.

    I believe this is my next important lesson to learn—how to deal with the world “the way it is” but at the same time work to help make it a better place instead of crumbling into an ineffective pile of emotional train wreck.

    This is probably the hardest thing I’ve ever had to face. But I realize now that it is very important for me to face my fears head on and learn this lesson and at the same time help defenseless children in dire need.

    Thank you for sharing this personal reading with us. It helps me appreciate and understand the importance of the lessons we came here to learn and facing them head-on no matter how difficult or challenging.

    You inspire me with your courage and honesty, especially considering the extreme gravity of the lessons that you have taken on in this life.

    Bless you Elisa and Erik…love you guys!

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Wow, Pat, your feelings mirror my own. Sometimes I do withdraw to lick my wounds. For me, it’s the ultimate test of courage to have those raw feelings and intense lovingness that you have, yet still you march forward through the shower of arrows that rain on you in order to make the world a better place. YOU are the inspiration. At least I can hide behind the shield of my computer screen. Love you!

  • M and M

    Wow, Elisa, this is really neat to hear. I hope this helps you to feel better. I can relate. I have never felt that I belong here and everything about life has always been so hard for me. I do a good job hiding it but it’s always there. Things that I see others handle as no big deal just upset me so much. I hope it helps you to know there is a reason for the way you feel. Do you feel somewhat better now?

    You are making a huge difference, by sharing your vulnerability (there is that word again!), your sweetness, your love, and your efforts. You are truly an angel! I feel blessed just by being a part of this group.

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      I feel great! It’s almost like we’re all soldiers away at war and Erik was lucky enough to get an honorable discharge to go Home.

  • http://channelingerik Pat

    P.S.

    By the way, Elisa, when I was meditating about becoming a Court Appointed Special Advocate, right after I finished I looked at the clock and it said 11:11. Then a few weeks later after I filled out the application and sent it in, I happened to look at the clock again and it said 11:11:11.

    So, I guess my Guides are telling me I am on the right path. Interesting…huh?

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Hell yeah, Pat!!

  • Lisa Potter

    His description fits you so well! Thank you for sharing that one.

  • True

    I was right – you are a teacher delivering a truly profound lesson.

    BTW, I’m usually alwayds right! LOL

    Love and peace to you all!

    True

  • Skoshi

    What do you put in an angel’s Christmas stocking?

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Just hugs and kisses.

  • Alexis

    A beautiful post from two beautiful souls! XOX

  • Alexis

    Elisa,
    On a completely different topic, could you please ask Erik for some insight/cause regarding the terrible and disturbing mass deaths of birds and marine life that have been occurring world wide? Thanks you!!!
    Much love and light. XOX

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      It’s already there! Weird, huh? Frightening. Hey, I’m posting your Indigo checklist. Hope that’s okay!

  • guitarlinda

    I hear you Elisa,…ie why did I volunteer to take on my assortment of challenges? whatever was I thinking?? I am well aware that I have it easy compared to many if not most on our little planet but that only makes me feel guilty about wanting out of here at times.

    I wonder if coming back to earth is a bit like childbirth..you know when you are in labor, you think, never again but then once the baby is bundled up and in your arms, you change your mind and say, oh, yes! I can do that again.

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      GOD, yes and the baby is usually nice and quiet in the hospital, then all hell breaks loose when you step over the threshold of your home!

  • Jane

    Oh Elisa, I have never identified with you so much. That is exactly how i feel “Then you see and experience the trauma, the tragedy and the challenges, you’re like, “Get me the fuck outta here!”
    Not to say I have any idea what you have been through. Just that i hate it here and want me and my loved ones and all good people safe away from all the awful, awful things.
    I too am quite klutzy. So why are some people so graceful here? They’re Renaissance spirits or something? :)
    Blessings ~

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      If there are Renaissance Spirits, let’s not form an opposing softball team, okay? (heehee) Erik was the same way, very uncomfortable in a body. When he was a toddler, his forehead was so covered in bumps and bruises, we were afraid to take him out in public lest a CPS worker lurk in some dark corner. Tell me more about yourself? Do you think you’re an Indigo? I’ll post something Remy sent me about Indigos. Will you read it and get back to me?? XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

  • Denise

    For what it’s worth, I’m glad you are here.

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Aw, I’m glad you are too, Neecy.

  • john joseph

    These emails on transition and the everlasting power of Love are a very welcome sight in my inbox.

    These emails, plus the Greater Reality website of Craig Hogan, & The Risen site of August Goforth and Timothy Gray, are the only ones I visit with on a regular basis.

    There is one thing The Risen discusses – from the person of Timothy Gray on the other side – that neither this nor Hogan’s site does. That is that reincarnation on the earth plane, to Gray’s and his Risen Collective’s view, is an illusion/fallacy. The book The Risen has a chapter devoted to the subject, and for me the explication rings true. It has always seemed to me that reincarnating on the earth plane is a particularly earth-centric idea to begin with, and I have to say, after reading that chapter, I have found an intellectual explanation that resonates with my first thoughts/intuition on this subject: that repeating cycles on earth makes no spiritual sense.

    Thank you.

    In peace,
    John Joseph

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      I love Craig Hogan!!!!

  • john joseph

    Craig Hogan does seem to be a deeply gentle and intelligent person. He is a great comfort, I agree. I also find his and Goforth’s message empowering that one needs to, without judgment, go within and experience “the kingdom” for oneself.

  • Debbie B

    To Pat,
    Kudos to you for becoming a child special advocate(Guardian Ad Litem) I am guessing. I don’t know what your personal or professional background is but this is a commendable undertaking. I am a Social Worker(turned realtor)who worked with emotionally disturbed children in residential treatment homes for years. Remember ANY thing you do to facilitate a change for the better in a childs life will ripple through their lives for years to come. The level of frustration you will feel when dealing with the legal system can be overwhelming at times. Planting “seeds of change” always helps me when I think I should be effectuating greater change and bigger results. Be strong and go into this with broad shoulders. Most people are clueless to the abuse these children suffer, it is unimaginable. Love to you.

  • Ria

    Elisa,

    As you pass the first year of your son’s death anniversay, it is natural and right that you would be questioning your own choices in being here, on earth.

    And, naturally, your son would remind you of your own choice to be here.

    As a reader of your posts, a mother myself, and a person experienced with the extremely complicated experience of the suicide of family members, I wish to say the following to you.

    No matter what your level of discordance with this earthly experience, you are not Erik and it is not the case that you would be one of those people for whom an early exit would be justified. In contrast, an early exit on your part would be instead a contributor to enormous pain on the part of your living children. When those same children begin reading this blog, they are going to want to see your strong statements of your intention to stay, not your musings about why or if you should be here.

    No matter what, you must stick it out. Whatever your feelings, the feelings of those earth bound children matter more. Your goal in this time left in this lifetime is to help them heal. Erik is clearly fine. Those remaining children need your reassurance in every written statement and every spoken act that you intend to stay until they are well, happy, and launched in the wake of their brother’s suicide.

    Otherwise, you have not earned the right to not reincarnate. That is a simple truth.

    Ria

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Absolutely, Ria. I am committed to stay for the long haul, of course. It’s just helpful–for some odd reason–to know why I feel so out of place. I want to share those feelings, because I felt like many blog members feel the same about themselves, and I hope this entry makes them feel like they are not alone. We have to finish fighting the good fight, right?

  • Nina

    Wow, I feel your pain, guys. I always feel like the world can be so hard to deal with. I cry at the drop of a hat and feel so deeply for people in pain. Animals in pain. Plants that look withered and neglected (thanks to Erik explaining they feel pain. Thanks a lot, Erik!) I yearn to go home. And I know right where that is. But I’m not leaving until I feel satisfied with my work here. I have a lot of people to help. We all do. :)
    Nina

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Hallelujah, Nina!

  • Shannon

    Oh Pat, there are not enough people like you in the world! I could not take on the challenge of becoming a child advocate, I think I’d shoot some people…it would be ugly. I loose it over the outright stupid things my ex does, dealing with real atrocities would completely unravel me.

    Kudos to you my friend.

    S.

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      I second that, Shannon!

  • Tracy Lamont

    It is so obvious that you and Erik are soulmates, Elisa. You have seemingly spent many lifetimes together and it’s nice to think you will share at least one more. Hopefully, because of Karma, in that life you will leave first and won’t have to suffer the loss of this precious soul that is Erik.
    It is also pretty obvious to us all that you are a higher soul, here to teach and heal. I am in no doubt of that. Even in the midst of your own grief you show so much love, care and consideration for anyone and everyone who needs it.
    You’re a really special person, Elisa.
    I like how Erik wanted to be sure you gave his dad a physical hug and kiss from him to show him he is still there for him, even though he spends most of his time with his mama. Dad’s need to know they are loved. Rune is probably being stong for his family, as men are, and not really showing his feelings, but having a hug from Erik will be a real healing experience for him.
    Oh, the Robert Plant tale. Seems I got some important details wrong. That is so like me! After talking to life-long Led Zep fan, Neil, he informed me it was Robert’s son, Karac Pendragan that died, his daughter is fine and happily married! And he died of a stomach virus.
    There you go, Elisa. Don’t rely on me if you need important info passing on!!!
    Love to all, Tracy xx

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Aw, Tracy, you give me far too much credit. You know it’s Love that helps me with my grief. It’s the only way out for me. We’re all special cuz we’re all one!! Love you!

  • http://www.conversations-with-my-mind.com/2010/12/where-am-i_25.html Sai0203

    Hi Elisa, it is so eerie you should post this….  About a month ago I wrote on my blog about my similar thoughts about not belonging here (http://www.conversations-with-my-mind.com/2010/12/where-am-i_25.html) …. I can completely relate to what you said. When I had my past life regression reading last year, I asked my guides why I feel like this… And they said that I was frustrated that I could not get through to children when I was their spiritual guide in heaven. Apparently I decided to be born in order to more closely work with counselling them and to help them directly since they respond more when I am here in flesh. The spooky part is that a long time before the past life reading I had started volunteering at the Dallas children’s advocacy center on a whim… I just felt like doing it one fine day as I worked in my little cubicle and it’s completely unrelated to my line of work… Isn’t that strange ?

    Even if I am an engineer and trained to think scientifically I believe in the soul theory now because it’s too many coincidences to ignore… I started writing my blog to get my thoughts out there…. Thank you as always for posting this… Eric is absolutely right and you just reaffirmed word to word what I learnt from my spirit guides… Peace and love!!

    XOXO

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Hey Sal0203, that’s amazing! I’ve had two or three people say the same thing, that they usually are spirit guides but had to incarnate to have more direct influence on the lives of their charges and that they felt out of place on the earthly plane. Let’s visit Sal’s blog, everyone!

  • Paul Conklin

    Dear Pat,

    You are being prompted by the secondary midwayers. They have been here for thirty-seven thousand years and they remember everything that has transpired from that moment until our present day. They have seen it all over those long ages. They have longed for the day that we see forming before our very eyes. That their human cousins would be awakened to the realities of a vast and loving universe. That we actually live in a loving and friendly universe despite the fact that we live on this dark world.

    But the fact remains that we all have the power to change the world. Because inside of us, inside of our minds is a piece of the Eternal Father. This Father fragment whispers to our superconsciousness or our soul-mind. These whispers filter into our biological mind of flesh and blood and we hear the contactual tones of truth, beauty and goodness coming through. It is like the Eternal Father of us all has composed a symphony and we are the audience of one that hears the maestro perform his masterpiece.

    It is these contactual tones of truth, beauty and goodness that we feel at the deepest parts of our soul that will result in this world changing. Because as we respond to the many and varied notes of this masterful symphony and sing our own songs we will witness a renaissance, a spiritual renaissance.

    We are the maestros performing a concert for the whole world and the notes that we sing are the notes of truth, beauty and goodness. It is like we are the light in the darkness shining our music to those that languish in the dark. But what they do not know is that deep inside their own hearts and minds there exists a piece of the Eternal singing to their souls as well.

    When you sing a song of love and beauty you attract others to you. They hover around you and listen hypnotically as you sing out. Our lives are like songs of love and beauty that can attract others to the light in their own dwelling places. That is the reason for these promptings Pat.

    There are many celestial beings that surround you and that want you to know that you are deeply loved. You have a Destiny Guardian pair, two seraphim that watch out for you and guide you in this life. Their efforts of love and attention are augmented by that piece of the Eternal One that dwells in your mind. It is like they perform a balletic dance of such sublime beauty. But the purpose for this balletic dance is to move us to become as one with the Father of us all. You see two partners on the dance floor moving with such beauty and sublime movement that you can no longer tell that there are two persons dancing. It seems that there are two dancing as one on the dance floor. So, that is our chief aim. To become one with the Eternal One and dance as one.

    This world will become a world of truth, beauty and goodness one day. But it will not come as if by magic. It will only come when each one of us awakens to the most precious gift that lives right within us. The Eternal One wants to dance with us on the parquet of this world. But He also desires to see all men and women performing a harmonic symphony of love. An harmonic symphony of truth, beauty and goodness that encompasses the world.

    Love,
    Paul

  • juan

    Hello Elisa;

    I had read on countless occasions this message that Erik say, very often we incarnated not for ourselves, but to help others in their spiritual evolution here on earth,,,, when I tell my friends or relatives this, they tell me always the same: that is imposible, why I will leave the “beautifull heaven” to help anyone here on earth?,,, but people fail to understand that when you’re in heaven, you are not think like a earthly being,,, you are a spiritual being with the development of an enlightened soul, and of course you agree to come back again and egain,,,simple.

    Thanks Erik and Elisa, God bless you for sharing all this information;

    juan

  • Yahaira Florentino

    Elisa how are you. Im glad you are here becuase you are an angel. Have you talk to erik about jesus? I pray and pray to him to show him self in dreams to me but it hasent happend yet.
    XOXO

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      Hey Yahaira, Pretty soon I’m going to ask Erik about Jesus, saints, more about God, Buddha, religion in general, etc. Should be fun!

  • Paul Conklin

    Dear Yahaira and Elisa,

    The Christ Consciousness has been left behind in the Spirit of Truth. The Spirit of Truth is the energy signature of Christ Michael. Some say that Christ Michael’s personality can be discovered in this energy signature that we call the Spirit of Truth. This Spirit is available for all mankind. It is not just there for those that profess Christianity. It is a social spirit available for all.

    Christ promised that he would leave this behind as a helper. This helper would seek out those that were themselves seeking for an answer. When we become cognizant of this spirit we begin to form a closer relationship with Christ Michael. What this spirit does is help us to see that all of us are loved by the Eternal One equally. This spirit helps us to love each other unconditionally because the Father loves each of us equally and unconditionally.

    The love that we feel in our hearts is no accident since we have the spirit of our Eternal Father that dwells in our super consciousness or soul-mind. And we also have the simultaneous workings of the Spirit of Truth. This is Christ Michael’s gift to us.

    In addition to all of that we have the spirit of our Holy Spirit or Mother Spirit. There are seven spirits that we receive from her such as the spirits of counsel, understanding, courage, intuition, knowledge, wisdom and worship.

    These three separate spirits, the Father fragment or spirit of the Eternal One, The Spirit of Truth from Christ Michael and our Mother Spirit’s spirit work internally in our mind. There is perfect synchrony as these three spirits work in concert to encourage us to do the will of the Father.

    Then our Destiny Guardians or Guardian angels or our seraphic pair work externally to help us to become one with the Father. They cannot communicate with these internal spirits, but there is again amazing synchrony and harmonization as the internal workings and the external workings go forth to produce a creature that wants to become one with the Eternal One.

    Love,
    Paul

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