Channeling Erik®

February9th

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I just got back from one of the most powerful Channeling Erik weekends ever. The night before I left for Atlanta, however, I had a terrible dream. I walked into a bar (I know. Sounds like the beginning of a joke, but it wasn’t an alcohol-type bar,) and there was Erik as a 6 year-old boy sitting on a barstool. His hair was very light (almost white) blond. I remember his little face with that typical mischievous grin so fondly. I ran to him and grabbed him up in my arms to lock him into a big warm hug him plastering little mommy kisses all over his sweet little face. I was so happy that he was alive. I missed him so, so much. I asked him where he had been all these years, and he told me that he was stuck. I asked him to explain, and he said that he was stuck in Nothingness where every day was the same as the next. He was so sad. I told him the only way he could pull away from the Nothingness was to go to Heaven, and asked him if that’s what he wanted. He nodded his head solemnly, so uncharacteristic of a small child who should be outside laughing and playing with his friends without a care in the world. I told him that I’d find a way to help him out of that dark Nothingness. I didn’t know how, but I promised him I would. I knew, deep inside, that would mean I’d lose him again. I was in tears when I woke up.

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Now about the weekend. It started out with Jamie trance channeling Erik. Erik ran to me and gave me a big hug. His hug was so strong, much stronger than any that Jamie could have given me. Of course I cried. I knew that this body was my son. It was firm and masculine, not mushy and feminine as Jamie’s body is. He asked me how my trip to Helen, GA was, and I told him Pappa and I enjoyed it very much. The thing is I didn’t tell anyone we had gone there, so I guess he came along for the ride. During the second hug, just before he left Jamie’s body, Erik licked my face. He licked Rune’s ear, too, which was kind of gross. I bet Jamie wondered why she woke up with a nasty taste in her mouth. The rest of the weekend was, well, I just can’t express its power. I can’t. We learned how to see, feel and hear spirits and many other things. One of the lessons was how to do automatic writing. I had tried this before with little if any success, but Erik taught us to listen to the spirit’s voice just behind the ear. When I started writing again, I tried this. I also tried to distinguish my own thoughts from his. Erik and Jamie taught us that when a thought or voice inside your head seems to come out of nowhere, it’s likely to be that of a spirit. Your own thoughts seem crafted. There’s an effort behind them that doesn’t exist with spirit voices. As I began, the handwriting was clearly mine, but soon, it changed to Erik’s hen scratching. Wow. I can’t share all of the powerful moments of that weekend, because there are just so many of them. I’m hoping some of those who attended will share their stories in the comments section. At the close of the weekend, Erik gave me one last hug, equally as powerful as the ones before. He seemed sad though and told me he missed me so much. Then, Rune grabbed him in hug and told him he loved him and missed him. Erik said the same, but he was sobbing. Tears were rolling down Jamie’s cheeks. That moment brought tears to many eyes including mine. So poignant.

When we were about to leave for the airport, I couldn’t stop crying. Here I had been, standing in this amazing Erik energy and love since Friday evening only to be ripped away from it so brutally. I’m still so sad. It’s like coming off a sugar high and diving down into a coma of grief. I’ll keep practicing my writing as a form of communicating with him, but it’ll never be the same as holding him in my arms.

On a lighter note, I got permission from the publisher to change all of the celebrity interview YouTubes to public again, but the comments will be disabled because I can’t take the harsh criticism and mocking. I’ll also eventually do the same to the celebrity interview posts on the blog, then from time to time I’ll post new ones. I have several that have been transcribed but never posted. There are about 400 people on the list, so, with all of the other types of posts, we’re in this for decades!

I hope your weekend was as wonderful as mine.



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  • Radiochick

    I don’t know that Erik has answered this question? I know he says time is NOT linear. And we do reincarnate. So are we able to live more than one lifetime in the same time period? As in, having more than one life where I grow up in the 1980’s?

    • Daniel Lucas

      I think what “time is not linear” means that all moments are exciting as one single moment, “now”, and we just choose to experience them as separate events. I think it wouldn’t be likely that you’d get to have more than one life in 1980, because you are in that body. If you split yourself off, as Erik described souls doing before, that part becomes a different whole. Not two parts of one whole, but to wholes. So I – personally – believe it wouldn’t be possible to live as two different people at the same time. But perhaps you could come back in time – which is the only way I know how to explain it – to influence yourself in that life, or help yourself out as a friendly stranger or something. Please someone correct me if I’m wrong!! :)

    • cristina

      I think you are talking about parallel realities, but in this case is same self living similar realities with different decisions/choices in the same time-frame.
      I understood that it may be possible to incarnate as 2 different persons, in different corners of earth, same time frame, but apparently is no point doing that as long as you can check into any time frame, anytime you want for another incarnation ….

  • Daniel Lucas

    I got quite emotional just hearing about that amazing moment! I can’t imagine how you must feel, Elisa, but I’m so happy that you got that closeness once again! I love that all the celebrity interviews are back! I actually just finished Buddha and Ms. Earhart a moment ago! Onto Moses and JFK haha!
    Thank you again, and I hope there is some footage (audio or video) from the event we can all see :)<3

  • cristina

    aaww <3 So beautiful what you experienced Elisa, made me remember Committee's comment: "You will more easily dispose of Crown Jewels and erase civilizations from Earth than would any of you seek to erase from existence, an experience of Earth"
    I think I understand your dream of Erik <3 Is part of your experience of "letting go" and thousands of people watching you and reading your blog will learn along with you <3 But I think this " amazing Erik energy and love " is with you NOW, and you know you can't feel it while sad <3.
    Is funny, I always see Erik with light blond curly hair and the mischievous grin too :)
    AND i tell you a secret: even if you let go of him, are several thousand people here who will not :)))))))))))))))))

    • http://www.channelingerik.com Elisa Medhus, MD

      :)

  • Finn

    wow, sounds like a powerful weekend. I would love to have been there.

  • Cyndi

    Oh Elisa…That was a beautiful dream!!! You helped him out of a parallel prison…How sweet that he licked your face and your husband’s ear! ( Is Jaime still mortified?) That’s just what a puppy would do to show you gratitude…no wonder he loves you so much!

    • http://www.channelingerik.com Elisa Medhus, MD

      I don’t dare tell her!

    • Kari Silver Lining Mena

      Erik kept playing with Jamie’s hair, calling it his Brad Pitt hair, hee hee.

  • Jen

    Perhaps the dream was another demonstration about how he so needed to escape his earthbound body. I know what that nothingness feels like, and it makes it so that the only light is Home/Heaven.

    And he LICKED you? I hope this doesn’t become a habit where he is going to go around licking people! You’d get some really weird e-mails! LOL

    • http://www.channelingerik.com Elisa Medhus, MD

      I think he learned that from my grand daughter!

  • Amy Cavanaugh

    great weekend-so many great people from the Erik tribe and so much information.

  • Margie

    I’m so happy for you ELISA what a great weekend, I’m sure it was a let down on your way home, missing someone you love do much is never an easy thing.

  • Elizabeth Hughes

    I am so glad that you and Rune had such an incredibly personal experience with Erik. xoxo

  • SoulScribbles

    How wonderful Elisa, that both you and Rune got to hold Erik again. As a mother, I know how precious it was to have him in your arms once more. The way you describe Rune grabbing his son made Erik’s presence there all the more real and obviously, from Jamie’s reaction, this was just as precious to Erik. Had I been there, I would have had shed more than just a tear witnessing that moment.

    I hope you find a way to relive the experiences of this past weekend and that they’ll help to alleviate some of that sadness you feel just now. Perhaps this quote from Dr. Suess might help a little: “Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.”

    And now you can add ‘face-licking’ to his repertoire of making his presence known to you and letting you how much he loves you. 😃

  • Milla

    Oh Elisa! How touching your weekend with Erik! And I imagine your pain when it was over! But you had the opportunity to hug him again. I know it wasn’t enough. It’s never enough :(.. I wish I could be there too:(

  • Jess

    Omg I couldn’t stop laughing at the licking part. that was just so funny. I absolutely love that you share almost everything with us..I really hope you keep things in your heart though. This is so wonderful!

  • Follower

    Dear Elisa

    Thank you for making the celebrity videos public again. I believe this is an enormous service to Erik’s wish to make people understand life goes on.
    The fantastic messages to humanity from key figures are priceless.

  • Melissa Sullivan

    Wish I could have been there!!! What an amazing story! <3 !!!

  • Lorraine (LP)

    luv you Elisa!

  • ron

    Elisa, good for you. Showing your free will to display the interviews. All readers continue to have free will to read…or not. We all gain by this!

  • Jeanette DiPasquale

    Wow, I wish I could have been there. Maybe someday an event such as the one you were at will come to San Antonio.
    I have tried automatic writing but it has been difficult. I have been told different ways to do it. Maybe you can share more at another time as to what is the best way to experience automatic writing. Much love and peace!

  • Nate

    When I had read about your dream, seeing that he was young in it, it seems like maybe it was him saying that he felt stuck “here on Earth”, even back then possibly. I feel like it’d be harder feeling stuck in your body in this very heavy, physical realm than it would be for a soul to “feel stuck” in that purgatorial gray place between this level and higher levels. I had vivid dream yesterday about walking through some place resembling Jerusalem, passing by a store selling crystals under a bridge, and then ending up in a shopping mall watching some kind of performance in an adjacent theater, spotting an old high school flame sitting near me and flashing smiles at each other. I didn’t want to wake up from it!

  • http://www.channelingerik.com Elisa Medhus, MD

    It’s probably pot. LOL

    • Kari Silver Lining Mena

      He sends me packages!! But not pot, yet.

  • http://www.channelingerik.com Elisa Medhus, MD

    Especially when it comes to ear licking! But yeah, I see that the dream might be more about my transformation than mine.

  • Kari Silver Lining Mena

    To say the weekend was intense is an understatement. Elisa, I intend on describIng the weekend in detail, especially Friday night–WOW. WOW. I love that kid of yours so fucking much. So overwhelmed with emotion and love was I. I compare that hug from him to the birth of my 2nd son, which, as a mom yourself, you know is special indeed. Thank you again for the gift of Erik. Much more to come. <3 <3

  • TrulyTrue

    I am still reeling from the great weekend! What a beautiful group of souls gathered to share love, loss and a lot of laughter and fun. It was so great to see you again too – it’s been too long. I loved the session on the EBoard – I’m still trying to convince my sisters to use it with me and that we will not “release the cracken” – LOL!!

    Can’t wait for the next one!

    xoxoxo

  • Maya

    I think nothingness is the representation of your current belief system of where Erik is, which is NOT the case.
    And the ‘let go’ is your current assumption of ‘letting go’ the grief, means letting go of Erik. Which is again, NOT the case.
    You (subsconciously) think the only way to hold on on the memories of Erik is by hold on to the grief. Which is NOT the case.
    If you letting go the grief, the only thing you will lose is the grief, not Erik. Try it, it takes courage to let go of the ‘old engine’ and replace it with a new one. There are other ways to remember Erik positively, and you don’t have to use ‘grief’ as your engine. Find your other ‘engine’ to keep chanelling Erik alive.
    It’t a win win situation.

    • http://www.channelingerik.com Elisa Medhus, MD

      I know he’s not in nothingness. I think the problem is I’m having a hard time letting go of the grief and lack of physical. I don’t have to let him, as a spirit, go.

      • Maya

        Take a chance to let go of the grief. Just try it, give it a day or two. Test the water. If it doesn’t work out, you can always go back to original.
        That’s how I did when I decided to claim the God in me. It was scary, but I decided if I don’t like it, I can always go back. Take a leap of faith, but if it doesn’t work out, you can always go back.

      • Maya

        Hi Elisa,
        This is a cartoon to help you let go. (Of course, only if you wish and/or ready somewhere in the future.)
        It ia only a 10 minutes video, If you don’t have time, just start from minute 8:00.
        It says, “Realize letting go doesn’t mean it truly disapears”.

      • http://www.channelingerik.com Elisa Medhus, MD

        Aww, this is absolutely true. When you lose someone, there are so many pieces you can let go of. I’m learning to let go of the painful memories, guilt, sorrow for the life he had to endure, etc., but I never have to let go of Erik, himself.

  • Kari Silver Lining Mena

    So, here’s my story:

    About 18 months
    ago, I had my 2nd reading with Psychic Alx. Among many other things, he told me I would
    be attending a spiritual convention in February. I assumed it would be the following February
    and when it didn’t happen, I just sort of shrugged it off. Some predictions came true, some did
    not. I wish I had the inclination to
    tell the whole story, about Susan, Kansas Dan, Courtney, & Lilly Belle. For now, I will just mention that my special
    friend, the girl in my FB profile picture making kissy faces with me, sweet
    sweet Courtney died by her own hand last June, which led me to a private
    Facebook page for survivors of suicide. On
    that page, I learned of a blog called Channeling Erik. Erik is a boy who also took his own life at
    the age of 20. Amazingly, he now speaks
    through various mediums and is interviewed daily by his mother.

    Sometimes I feel
    like Erik is the boy version of me, with his fucked up sense of humor,
    sometimes I have a little crush on him, and sometimes I feel like a mother and
    mourn for this boy who was too sad to stay on earth with the family that loved
    him. No matter which way I am feeling
    about him, it is intense and so filled with immense fucking love. I was definitely led to him, and I can honestly
    say that through his blogs, I have come to love both him and his mom.

    I began to devour the archives of his blog,
    learning so much stuff!!! Some topics
    include what it is like to die, what it is like “over there”, suicide, and
    other more fringy things, like aliens (yes, they are here), and Bigfoot, (yes,
    he is too). He channels famous and
    infamous, such as John Lennon, Jon Bennet Ramsey, Ted Bundy, just to name a
    few. The information is fascinating! This past fall, the blog announced a weekend
    workshop called Erik’s Weekend of Fucking Enlightenment, and I knew I had to
    go. Can you guess when it was? That’s right, FEBRUARY. Ding ding! Another point for Alx! I immediately bought my ticket, determined to
    be in Atlanta for the event. In the
    meantime, I began to order the book authored by him and his mom, but changed my
    mind and decided to buy it at the workshop to have as a souvenir. Instead, a signed copy turns up in my fucking
    mail box!!! I burst into tears, not
    understanding how the fuck I got the book.
    I have yet to read it; it is my treasure and I keep it in the envelope
    it arrived in, (which is a story in itself), but one day, I will read it and
    make everyone else I know read it as well.

    Finally finally
    finally, February 7th arrives and I take off to Atlanta. I get my rental car, drive to my hotel, and
    wait in anticipation for the big night. I
    was not sure what to expect, but Alx said I was on an axis of sorts, so I did
    expect something amazing. And got
    it. The group was an intimate one, about
    30 people in all. I felt I was in the
    presence of a celebrity when I saw his mom.
    I gladly gave my seat up so she could sit next to her husband, Erik’s dad. Before Erik came through, a child spirit by
    the name of Maitland entered the Jamie’s body, (it was at her Center for Love
    & Light that this event occurred.)
    Maitland loves animals and was eager to tell us about our pets, those
    still here with us and those that had passed.
    She was so sweet! It is so very
    odd to know, TO KNOW, that it really is a little girl inside of a woman’s
    body. Jamie’s eyes stay closed, but
    Maitland can still see you.

    Then it happened. Maitland said goodbye and it was Erik’s
    turn. The woman next to me gave me her
    package of tissues because I said I was gonna burst into tears any minute. And I did.
    Watching Erik hug his mom, then his dad, was just too much for me! My heart was exploding with amazement and
    love. Erik sat back down, then looked right
    at me (through Jamie’s closed eyes!) and said, “And you…” I jumped out of my seat and threw my arms
    around him and held him so tight, declaring my love for him and I think he
    loved me right back; I will have to listen to the audio recording when I get
    it. Whether or not he said it doesn’t
    matter much, because I felt it. It was a
    hug you give someone you love so fucking much but haven’t seen in a million
    years. Maybe that’s exactly what it was. We then let go and I sat back down and for a
    little comic relief, he sat on my lap and flirted shamelessly with me, playing
    with Jamie’s hair, calling it his Brad Pitt hair, (then referred to the video
    in which Brad yodeled with I think he said Jimmy Falon. He told us to youtube it, heehee.)

    The evening went
    along. Erik spoke about the afterlife,
    and answered specific questions. He is
    such a smart ass little fucker. Lots of laughter that night. As the evening came to an end, Erik said his goodbyes,
    hugging mom and dad again. Jamie’s assistant Amy then came out with a bowl of
    names on paper, declaring it was raffle time!!
    I thought, Hey, I’ll get me some tickets; the prize was the Eboard, much
    like a Ouija, but with Erik’s fucking spin on everything. I was going to buy it anyway, since the book
    was already gifted to me. Turns out I did
    not need to buy a ticket, that it was more of a door prize. Amy reaches her hand into the bowl and I
    think to myself, Holy fuck, I’ve won, and she says Kari Mena? I burst into tears all over again and
    everyone applauds. Many came up to me
    and congratulated me, believing that the spirit board was meant for me. I believe this too.

    I went back to
    my hotel, puffy eyed and elated, and passed out. I still had a whole ‘nother day with this
    group of people! Saturday’s workshop was
    informative, and I did learn some stuff about how to ease body pains, be more
    telepathic, and we all got a shot at the Eboards. My partner got some validating information,
    and once again, my waterworks kicked in, so happy was I for this woman who had
    struggled with something for so many years.

    I have exhausted
    myself again, remembering this most magical time. I look forward to the next opportunity for
    Fucking Enlightenment. In the meantime,
    I will continue to communicate with Courtney, Lilly Belle, & my Gramburger. Cousin Erika, YOU’RE NEXT! <3 <3

  • Kari Silver Lining Mena

    So, here’s my story:

    About 18 months ago, I had my 2nd reading with Psychic Alx. Among many other things, he told me I would be attending a spiritual convention in February. I assumed it would be the following February and when it didn’t happen, I just sort of shrugged it off. Some predictions came true, some did not. I wish I had the inclination to tell the whole story, about Susan, Kansas Dan, Courtney, & Lilly Belle. For now, I will just mention that my special friend, the girl in my FB profile picture making kissy faces with me, sweet sweet Courtney died by her own hand last June, which led me to a private Facebook page for survivors of suicide. On that page, I learned of a blog called Channeling Erik. Erik is a boy who also took his own life at the age of 20. Amazingly, he now speaks through various mediums and is interviewed daily by his mother.
    Sometimes I feel like Erik is the boy version of me, with his fucked up sense of humor, sometimes I have a little crush on him, and sometimes I feel like a mother and mourn for this boy who was too sad to stay on earth with the family that loved him. No matter which way I am feeling about him, it is intense and so filled with immense fucking love. I was definitely led to him, and I can honestly say that through his blogs, I have come to love both him and his mom.
    I began to devour the archives of his blog, learning so much stuff!!! Some topics include what it is like to die, what it is like “over there”, suicide, and other more fringy things, like aliens (yes, they are here), and Bigfoot, (yes, he is too). He channels famous and infamous, such as John Lennon, Jon Bennet Ramsey, Ted Bundy, just to name a few. The information is fascinating! This past fall, the blog announced a weekend workshop called Erik’s Weekend of Fucking Enlightenment, and I knew I had to go. Can you guess when it was? That’s right, FEBRUARY. Ding ding! Another point for Alx! I immediately bought my ticket, determined to be in Atlanta for the event. In the meantime, I began to order the book authored by him and his mom, but changed my mind and decided to buy it at the workshop to have as a souvenir. Instead, a signed copy turns up in my fucking mail box!!! I burst into tears, not understanding how the fuck I got the book. I have yet to read it; it is my treasure and I keep it in the envelope it arrived in, (which is a story in itself), but one day, I will read it and make everyone else I know read it as well.
    Finally finally finally, February 7th arrives and I take off to Atlanta. I get my rental car, drive to my hotel, and wait in anticipation for the big night. I was not sure what to expect, but Alx said I was on an axis of sorts, so I did expect something amazing. And got it. The group was an intimate one, about 30 people in all. I felt I was in the presence of a celebrity when I saw his mom. I gladly gave my seat up so she could sit next to her husband, Erik’s dad. Before Erik came through, a child spirit by the name of Maitland entered Jamie’s body, (it was at her Center for Love & Light that this event occurred.) Maitland loves animals and was eager to tell us about our pets, those still here with us and those that had passed. She was so sweet! It is so very odd to know, TO KNOW, that it really is a little girl inside of a woman’s body. Jamie’s eyes stay closed, but Maitland can still see you.
    Then it happened. Maitland said goodbye and it was Erik’s turn. The woman next to me gave me her package of tissues because I said I was gonna burst into tears any minute. And I did. Watching Erik hug his mom, then his dad, was just too much for me! My heart was exploding with amazement and love. Erik sat back down, then looked right at me (through Jamie’s closed eyes!) and said, “And you…” I jumped out of my seat and threw my arms around him and held him so tight, declaring my love for him and I think he loved me right back; I will have to listen to the audio recording when I get it. Whether or not he said it doesn’t matter much, because I felt it. It was a hug you give someone you love so fucking much but haven’t seen in a million years. Maybe that’s exactly what it was. We then let go and I sat back down and for a little comic relief, he sat on my lap and flirted shamelessly with me, playing with Jamie’s hair, calling it his Brad Pitt hair, (then referred to the video in which Brad yodeled with I think he said Jimmy Falon. He told us to youtube it, heehee.)
    The evening went along. Erik spoke about the afterlife, and answered specific questions. He is such a smart ass little fucker. Lots of laughter that night. As the evening came to an end, Erik said his goodbyes, hugging mom and dad again. Jamie’s assistant Amy then came out with a bowl of names on paper, declaring it was raffle time!! I thought, Hey, I’ll get me some tickets; the prize was the Eboard, much like a Ouija, but with Erik’s fucking spin on everything. I was going to buy it anyway, since the book was already gifted to me. Turns out I did not need to buy a ticket, that it was more of a door prize. Amy reaches her hand into the bowl and I think to myself, Holy fuck, I’ve won, and she says Kari Mena? I burst into tears all over again and everyone applauds. Many came up to me and congratulated me, believing that the spirit board was meant for me. I believe this too.
    I went back to my hotel, puffy eyed and elated, and passed out. I still had a whole ‘nother day with this group of people! Saturday’s workshop was informative, and I did learn some stuff about how to ease body pains, be more telepathic, and we all got a shot at the Eboards. My partner got some validating information, and once again, my waterworks kicked in, so happy was I for this woman who had struggled with something for so many years.
    I have exhausted myself again, remembering this most magical time. I look forward to the next opportunity for Fucking Enlightenment. In the meantime, with my Eboard, I will continue to communicate with Courtney, Lilly Belle, & my Gramburger. Cousin Erika, YOU’RE NEXT!

    • http://www.channelingerik.com Elisa Medhus, MD

      Wow, Kari, you just brought that whole wonderful weekend back to me! It was inexplicably lovely, wasn’t it? And every other CEW we’ve had has been miraculous, life-changing, and the creation of so many long-lasting friendships. It’s really strange (and cool) how Erik sort of gloms onto one person during each of these weekends. The first time it was Amy C. (Remember that, Amy?) The second was Mike F. and I guess this time it was you, Kari. I saw the intense connection you have with Erik. I just wonder what that’s all about. Surely there are past life connections and/or you might be part of the same soul family. It’d be cool to find out. For the sake of your lap, I am glad that Jamie doesn’t weigh 300 lbs! In the end, I was sad to leave all of you guys. It’s like not only leaving a room full of Erik, but of deep friendships. Some of you I’m sure I’lll never see again. As you saw, leaving love is not easy for me. Hope to see you at the next one.

  • Amy N

    I wish I could have been there for this one but things are tight lately. I miss everyone.
    I sooo look forward to reading the celebrity interviews again.
    XXOO

  • http://www.channelingerik.com Elisa Medhus, MD

    He may have already been trying to communicate with you. All spirits can. Why don’t you contact him and ask him yourself through one of Jamie and Erik’s “grievers calls”. Go to withloveandlight.com. They’re very powerful.