Channeling Erik

August14th

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Joseph’s Question

While I know I have plenty of reasons to be happy, and I know people love and care about me, and I haven’t tragically lost anyone close to me, I just feel so incredibly miserable. Like my soul is broken or lost, like I fucked up so bad in my life (and/or possibly others) and that karma or something has me trapped with unbearable loneliness, fear, regret, indecision, and a sense of dissatisfaction with my life and everything I do, there’s just little joy in anything and it never lasts very long. I have no real career or relationship and I’m drowning in massive debt. Sometimes I just feel kind of “over it” and would just assume go home if I can, as long as I don’t have to be the one to end it. However, sometimes I feel like I have unfinished business here, but I have idea what that is and just can’t muster the strength it’s going to take to finish it. So I guess I’m just looking for help in finding out weather or not I’ve still got work to do here, and if so what that is. Or if he can help get me out of here and back home where I belong, where I can find true peace and love.

I also want to say that I completely understand if you can’t get to my question. I also worry about you burdening yourself with the many desperate hopes and pain people have come to you with since you’ve bravely written this blog. Be sure to take care of yourself too okay.

With love,

Joseph

Channeling Transcript

Me: Okay, let’s see. I have a question from Joseph. He’s living in Boulder Creek, California and is around 33 years old. He says he’s just miserable. It’s like his soul is broken or lost. He’s plagued by loneliness, fear, indecision, regret, and he doesn’t get any joy out of life. He’s wondering if he still has work left to do here.

Erik: Yes. Yes, Joseph does. He does have work still to do there. Joseph isn’t depressed, cuz depression is more like a chemical breakdown in the body and the physical body just can’t make those chemicals to find the joy in life anymore. Joseph is spiritually depressed.

Me: Okay.

Erik: Here is a man who, deep inside, knows there’s something greater, but he doesn’t know the steps and the path to travel to get there.

(pause)

Me: Okay. Any advice for him, Erik?

Erik: Yes. I would hope that Joseph would start reading.

Jamie (giggling): He’s laughing.

Erik: Reading a few books would help him understand that he’s not in this alone, you know, with this feeling.

Jamie: He’s showing me three books. One is white and small. It kind of looks like a poem book or a—it’s gotta be something like “Immanuel?” (sp?) It’s channeled work, question and answer style, a poem book. Immanuel, Emmanuel, something like that. It looks kind of older. It doesn’t look brand new.

Erik: This will help him answer some of the emotions he’s having.

Jamie: He’s showing me a dark book. Oh, that guy! Michael something.

Me: Michael Newton?

Jamie: Yeah, he’s showing me that book. It’s got like stars on it, a picture of space?

Me: Journey of the Soul, Journey of Souls?

Jamie: Exactly. He says that’s it.

Me: Okay.

Erik: That one would teach him about the in between phases and might jar his memory about what Joseph can remember. Joseph will get the best success from past life regression..

Me: Because he’s forgotten what blueprint he made for this lifetime?

Erik: You’re right, Mom. That’s why he feels lost and like there’s something right at this fingertips that he doesn’t know how to reach. That’s because he doesn’t know what it is.

Me: What is he meant to do?

(pause)

Erik (chuckling): I’d like to say Joseph is meant to have this incredible job on Earth, like as a famous spiritual leader or something, but his job is very simple. It’s an everyday kind of a job, but it puts him in the path of people that he can affect. Joseph is a powerful catalyst, a spiritual catalyst. He has the power to transform others.

Me: Wow!

Erik: His job is to help people understand that they are greater than the human being they think they are. But first, Joseph has to learn this about himself.

Joseph’s Response

Thanks so much! I’ve been anxiously waiting to hear from you. Your response is fascinating, I can’t wait to see the transcript! I don’t know what book the first one is, but I’ll keep my eye out for it and pick up Journey of the Soul.

I think I know what Erik means about being spiritually depressed and forgetting my plan. But I also kind of suspect I know what my purpose is, it just seems so audacious and crazy, so I’m just not sure. And I don’t believe I have the experience, knowledge, energy and courage to do it right and be successful enough to make a big difference. I also have to decide weather to chase another dream/idea in front of me that I’ve been working on, which could also make a difference in the world, and is much more feasible. Maybe I’m meant to do both, hopefully my guides can help me figure it all out. I have a session with Kim on 9/3, I’m really looking forward to it, but I don’t know if I can wait that long because things seem to be happening right now and quickly; like a very important meeting I have today with someone I randomly met the other day, this person has the capacity to help me and my ideas in a HUGE way. But I guess everything happens for a reason, so maybe I need to wait for some reason or another before my path seems clearer.

Thanks again, I really appreciate what your doing and taking the time to help me. Please let me know when you get that transcript, I’m really curious to see it :)

Joseph

  • Denise

    It seems many people are experiencing spiritual depression. In Hindu philosophy (the Vedas) there are cycles or four ages. These are the Satya Yuga, the Treta Yuga, the Dvapara Yuga and finally the Kali Yuga. We are presently in Kali Yuga. This is the lowest cycle and most negative. I think we are all feeling the negativity. But we are able to make the most progress during the most negative age.
    We need to remember that we can still create bliss in our present circumstances, you just have to work a little harder for it.

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      When is the next age?

  • Skoshi

    I think this is the Emmanuel book Erik is talking about. I’ve heard of it many times but don’t recall ever having read it. It is comparable to the Seth book:

    http://www.amazon.com/Emmanuels-Book-Manual-Living-Comfortably/dp/0553343874/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1281820722&sr=1-1

    • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

      I bet that’s it. I ordered it on Amazon. It’s white, it’s poetry, it’s channeled, so it probably is the one Erik is referring to.

      • http://drmedhus.com Elisa

        Oh, and I don’t think Jamie’s ever heard of it because she stuttered over the name and it was obvious she had no idea about the book’s existence.

  • Lidian

    Hi Denise – As i recall from what little exposure i had to vedic teachings many years ago – this is the heaviest and most material age. But that the next age to come will be the golden age. I remember my teacher suggesting that those who hadn’t yet evolved to be able to vibrate at the higher frequency of the age wouldn’t be able to transition to it. Over the years, i’ve heard the speculation that the end of they mayan calenar could be the time of this transition and that many of us have incarnated here at this time for this reason?

  • Grady

    The first book suggested is “Emmanuel’s Book” by Pat Rodegast. Thank you for all you do. Continued success.

  • Steve

    I’m wondering if Joseph is a soul that is not used to the Earth plane. That he has incarnated elsewhere, but has recently come to Earth and our density and challenges are too much.
    I really really recommend that Joseph find the help to stick it out this time around, because it will only be harder for the next incarnation.
    Just my thoughts – find some spiritual guidance, or even conventional therapy to channel the talents that he does have and to learn to adjust to the dense lower vibrations of this plane.

  • Skoshi

    Remember that song, “It is the Dawning of the Age of Aquarius”? That’s it, and we’re on the cusp according to a lot of people who study calendars, astronomy, astrology and world events. Some people say 2012, others a later date. People in the ’60s started making timeline predictions.

    I get frustrated because I started searching for the way things really work more than 40 years ago and progress has been so slow. You seem to be on a fast track, Elisa! My guides often tell me “it just isn’t time” or something had to happen before this or that could happen. If, like me, you believe in evolution, you can see how far we’ve come in the last 200,000 years.

    I am a very linear thinker. I think: this is the result I want; if I do A, B, C, it will lead to D, so I will take the steps and get what I want. This has worked for me well in many lifetimes, but life doesn’t always proceed in a straight line.

    The mind wants to go from A to B, and my soul says, it won’t serve me and the greater picture as to why I am here. My soul says: you need to go around unexpected corners. There is a split between the soul and brain. There is a conflict that causes existential pain that leads into the physicality, and Reiki helps with that. If I hold onto how it “must be,” the heart and soul isn’t allowed to have its way. I bet other people have the same experience…like Karen Armstrong says in “The Spiral Staircase”! : D

  • mom2bzs

    Skoshi,

    I’m a very linear thinker also. Reiki helps me tremendously with this. I’ve always felt energy very strongly, although I didn’t realize it until being an adult. The stronger the energy, the more I can turn off the linear thinking. Reiki helps me get rid of “time”, or stop thinking in that way.

    Sherry

  • Lidian

    Skoshi – some say that we have already transitioned into the age of aquarius in the last couple of decades i like to think so!
    As for the linear thinking – can i suggest a good dose of delving into quantum mechanics for the layman. Quantum (which isn’t just theory, it is actually the basis for our ability to travel to space) says that time isn’t really linear – more like a fountain that is happening all at once. It’s just these filters we have that are causing it to look like it goes in a line. So in truth, time is a fiction and much more plastic than we percieve it to be. I find this comforting when I get lost in the current drama.

  • Skoshi

    Hi, Lidian. Thanks. I know time isn’t linear. I must not have written clearly. It’s not time I was talking about, but rather planning to accomplish things. I always have figured A, B, C should result in D. That’s how it is in law, for instance when a person acquires property, certain steps have to be taken, and the end result is the transfer of property. If your child brushes his teeth, he should have less tooth decay, so I’ll get him to brush his teeth. But spirituality doesn’t work that way. Sometimes our guides know we planned to learn certain lessons in this lifetime, and a particular route is better at accomplishing that. Did I explain myself better now?

  • guitarlinda

    I would read Emmanuel’s (by Pat Rodergast) book first, then book II and III, they are kind of a reader’s digest of the Seth material and are great and uplifting then the Michael Newton books.

  • Denise

    According to some sources Kali Yga lasts 10,000 and we are in the middle of it. Other sources say we are now into Dwapara Yuga. Like any ancient knowledge the numbers aren’t always exact and easy to pinpoint. Dwapara Yuga is less intense than Kali Yuga, doesn’t feel any different. I first heard of these “ages” about 35 years ago so to me it’s a drop in the bucket or ocean or galaxy or universe. It helps to know that in a couple thousand more lifetimes I’ll be livin’ in bliss.