God I can’t believe I forgot to click “publish!” I’m only just now posting this, despite the fact that it aired live yesterday at 3:30 P.M. CST. But you can still listen to the recording or download it and listen in later. HERE’S THE WEIRD THING: Several times during the interview, Stacy’s phone battery kept draining. Robert said this is because of Erik’s energy. Also, while listening to the recording, Suzanne and I noticed that at 52:38 right after I was teasing Stacy about something, a voice shouted, “MOM!” I did not hear this during the live interview. Could this have been Erik telling me to keep my day job and stay away from the stand up routines?
First, let me thank each and every one of you from the very bottom of my heart for all of your kind comments and insightful advice. Of course you know I’d never quit the blog. To do so would be to abandon all of you and Erik as well. So, that was never an option. I have learned a great deal while wrestling with this most recent quandary, in part because of your wisdom and in part because of my propensity to delve into questions about my react: Why would I feel this way about those who question my motives? It’s all ego and the fear-driven tantrums it tends to have from time to time. I’ve learned a great lesson here: I must learn to love even those (especially those) who hurt or doubt me. I must learn to love even through darkness, even through pain. In fact, that’s when loving is most important. Got it. Now to apply it.
Today, Robert and I will be interviewed on Stacey Warner’s radio show. I’m pretty sure you’ll be able to call in, but Robert, although a gifted medium, prefers to avoid channeling deceased at this point in his life. Everything else is fair game. The program is free and will last at least two hours so everyone will have a chance to ask about life issues, personal or general. Here’s the link:
We’ll go live at 1:30 PST, 2:30 MST, 3:30 CST, 4:30 EST.
I hope you share via Facebook and other social connect avenues! The show will also be archived if you can’t listen in live.