Channeling Erik
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  • December17th

    How’s that brain doing? Feeling better? Have those neurons stopped have temper tantrums? If so, it’s safe to proceed!

    Channeling Transcript
    Me: So is everything this huge hologram—you know how if you have a big picture of yourself and you zoom in to see each pixel and that pixel is another picture of yourself? Is that like us, and—

    Erik: Yes, that’s like our soul, and that’s just like God. God is a multidimensional being, spreading farther than you can ever imagine.

    Me: Yeah!

    Erik: And what’s fun is you can interact with those other dimensional beings, and some have lives that are simpler than humans are. Everyone imagines that they’re more intelligent, but that’s not always the case. There’s just a certain amount of joy found in every life.

    Me: Um hm.

    Erik: And if people could understand that, there’d be less fear and more living.

    Me: Yeah, that’s true. So the soul is like one of the pixels in the big picture of God, but also the whole of God?

    Erik: Yes. We’re the part and the whole.

    Me: And the same with all our lives and selves? They’re all part of the larger multidimensional self?

    Erik: Yes.

    Me: So you’re saying that the hologram construct can be applied to the universe and other dimensions, to God and individual souls, and to separate selves with the multidimensional self?

    Erik: Yeah, and DNA, Mom. You look inside every cell, and you can see the blueprint for the whole makeup of the entire body.

    Me: Wow. So it’s a multi-level hologram.

    Erik: Yep. Exactly.

    Me: It’s almost like we’re living in that movie, The Matrix. I sometimes feel like everything I’m seeing now is a total illusion. It’s just playing out in our occipital lobes, like we’re creating all this both individually and collectively.

    Erik (to Jamie): That’s my mom! I’m so proud of her!

    Me: Awww!! Now is that true, though, or have I been watching way too many Keanu Reeve movies?

    Erik (chuckling): Well, there’s a lot of truth to it. The way you present it is really simple, but most of what we experience on earth is more illusion than real. I don’t want to direct people away from that. This is WHY we want to come to earth. This is WHY we choose to be there, to be in this illusion and to create it together.

    Me: So we’re creating the props for the play and the scenery and all that?

    Erik: Yes, and that’s what makes it so beautiful. I don’t know why people feel that enlightenment is to pull away from it.

    Me: Yeah.

    Erik: Enlightenment is to understand it exists, but yet to make it better—not to pull away from it.

    Jamie: Touché, Erik! I like that!

    Me: Pretty cool! I like that too! So, Erik, when you’re sitting there in the afterlife, how do you perceive your own past lives? Do you see your own past and future lives?

    Erik: All I have to do is focus inward. By going inward, I can connect to them, see them, and play them out. I can even be in them.

    Jamie (in disbelief): No way, Erik. (pause) Oh, Erik, you’re going to blow my brain up!

    Me (chuckling): I know! I don’t feel like, uh, I know there are more intelligent beings now, because I’m feeling stupider and stupider by the minute!

    Erik: When—let’s take it this way, Mom. I know you’ve had those days when you’ve woken up, and you feel completely connected and completely centered.

    Me: Uh huh.

    Erik: What if I was to tell you that was a day that you merged with yourself while you were sleeping?

    Me: Oh!

    Erik: Right? So yourself in another dimension has come in, maybe for pampering reasons, maybe for a learning experience, maybe just to check in, just to “be.”

    Me: Um hm.

    Erik: Maybe there’s not even a purpose!

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: But that totality, that completeness, that sense of connection that you feel is actually more truthful than you can imagine.

    Me: Amazing. I bet there’s nothing in the human language that can explain everything you’re describing in a completely accurate way, huh?

    Erik: You’re right. Sometimes there just aren’t any words. And that’s why people sometimes want to write it off, because there are no words to explain certain things that I know now. If there are no words, humans can’t imagine it. You think in words, mostly.

    Imagining the 10th Dimension

  • December16th

    First, let me apologize in advance. If you’re anything like me, your brain is still licking its wounds from yesterday’s post. Unfortunately, the following information shared by Erik has reduced mine to a quivering mass of jelly. But take heart, because, out of love and compassion for my readers, I’ve divided this post into two parts. I’m just that kind of gal. Plus, it is the holiday season, after all.

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Okay, so do we have multiple simultaneous lives? If so, we also have multiple selves, right?

    Erik: Yes, but we really are that Self.

    Me: Yeah, so is it like we’re putting out tendrils of our soul that are, uh, of our oversoul—I mean, how does that work? Are there infinite pasts, presents and futures lived by infinite selves?

    Jamie (chuckling): He paused on that one.

    (Really long pause)

    Erik (in frustration): Oooohhhh! Let’s just say yes for now.

    Me: Okay. Fair enough. Can you change the past, present and future?

    Erik: Yep. Everything is malleable.

    (Pause)

    Me: Okay. Do some of our thoughts createyou know how thoughts create realities?well, if you make decisions that create a fork in the road. The fork you choose might be an actuality, but do those other forks create potential realities as well? I mean, does every single thought and consideration, whether we follow the path those thoughts direct us to or not, create other realities? Argh! I mean does every thought we have create probable realities so that we have infinite parallel lives based on every thought and decision?

    Erik: No. Not on every thought and decision. Most of it, yes. There is some of it that, because your character is built the way it is, even though you’re given an option, you would never ever take it.

    Me: Oh, okay.

    Erik: Mom, like if you chose to buy a gun, it’s like you wouldn’t shoot anyone.

    Me: Yeah, I know! Oof!

    Erik: So it’s probably not a possibility for you even if you own a gun. It’s not EVERY choice and decision, because of the strength of our character.

    Me: Okay.

    (Pause)

    Me: So, to sum it up about the multiple simultaneous lives and selves, and the quasi infinite past, future and present—

    Erik: Well put, well put.

    Me: Can you sum that up for me a little bit—how things work?

    Erik: The joy in being human is the capability of just plucking one moment in time. But we tend to ruin it, because we don’t allow ourselves to be IN that moment. We constantly want the joy of planning the future or the next step.

    Me: Yeah, or we look back to the past and feel guilt or whatever.

    Erik: Yes! And regret. And so the simple beauty of being on earth is that capability of plucking out one moment. This is why we’re limited to such a small number of dimensions. We only have access to a small number. Then the grander scheme—when you leave this body, you kinda get that key to the city. You are offered a multi-dimensional, uh, higher dimensional living arrangement.

    Me: Um hm.

    Erik: This is where thought exceeds light speed, and you create what you can create in your head. You create it before you.  You’re still limited by your own perspective, but you have the ability to interact with other dimensional beings. You understand that the lives that are being led by those tentacles of selves—those multiple versions of yourself—are definitely you. You do NOT feel divided; you don’t feel a loss of control.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: If anything, you feel enhanced by the knowledge you received. Sometimes these tentacles die out, uh, return to Source. You might be, you know, living on earth, and you wake up the next day, and you totally know the life and information of some other person in another universe, another world, or another country. You have this because you merge back into yourself.

    Me: Wow, I don’t think that’s ever happened to me. How cool! So that tentacle sort of withdraws, and comes back to—

    Erik: Comes back to be “whole.”

    Me: Oh, okay.

    Erik: And so not everybody has “x” amount of future, past and current lives. It’s by the choice of that being who does it.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: And all beings are connected to a Higher Source, even in—

    Jamie: Oh, wow! I wish I could paint a picture of what he just showed me!

    Erik: Even in other dimensional beings, they are part of the same Source Light, same Source Energy.

    Jamie: The image he showed me was complete darkness, looks like space, but these brilliant colors: purple, violet, almost neon colored shades of purple, and lights that are streaming across, connecting and holding each other.

    Me: Wow!

    Jamie: Like there’s a larger web than what we’re seeing from our universe alone.

    Erik: So, if you want to scare people, Mom, you can say God is an alien!

    Me: I don’t want to do that! I don’t want to scare people, Erik!

    Digest this for awhile and remember, don’t drive while under the influence of mind-bending concepts!!

  • December15th

    This is the moment I’ve been waiting for: Erik’s mind bending explanation of Time. In subsequent sessions, he further elaborates, so this only skims the surface. Please take you “time” (hee hee) and soak it all in. Enjoy!

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Okay, now. I’d like to talk about the concept of time. Erik, how do you perceive time, and how does that dovetail into our concept of time, our construct? How does it reconcile with past and future lives?

    Jamie: He pulls out—to me it looks like a slinky—and he’s stretching it and collapsing it and stretching it and collapsing it.

    Me: Cool!!

    Jamie: Like a big spring!

    (Long pause as Jamie listens)

    Jamie (giggling): He’s just rattling off all kinds of things! Now Erik, slooooow down! Talk really slowly for this, because it boggles my mind.

    Erik: All right. When—

    (Pause)

    Jamie: Simple Erik! More simple!

    (Pause)

    Jamie (chuckling): He’s just laughing at me! No, no, no, Erik. Simpler will be easier to write about, and then you can get more complicated as we go.

    Me: Yes, please. Dumb it down for us.

    Erik: Within each dimension, there are different measurements of time.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: Let’s start there.

    (Pause)

    Erik: When we’re human, time for us is taught in a linear pattern. Let’s take language. It’s through the very linear human language that sequences are possible. It allows us to arrange events and actions sequentially. Um, with that sequential language, present moments become surrounded by past moments and future moments. So it’s a human fabrication. Think about all the tenses we use: past, present and future.

    Me: Wow!

    Jamie: What is that, Erik? He’s saying “A to B, tick, tock, tick, tock,” and he does his hand like a clock.

    Erik: You—humans—don’t go backwards. You only go forward and only at a certain speed. Okay. (pause) Now in this dimension, this dimension we reside in as humans, there is a measurement that’s not applied, and it happens to all of us—where time speeds up and slows down. It’s like a breath. You can breathe in deep and hold it and slow down your heart rate, or you can breathe quickly and bring up your heart rate. This happens, say, when we get in a car, and we know we’re running late, but we don’t speed, but we still get there on time, maybe even a little early. And then we wonder how that happened!

    Me: Ah!

    Erik: Because you hit the red lights like you always do; you stop at the traffic signs; you let people in front of you, and you still made it on time.

    Me: Um hm. That’s happened to me many times.

    Erik: And there are those that think they have plenty of time. They gather their items together, which should take just a minute, but ten minutes is gone. Time speeds up.

    Me: Or like when you’re working on a project and you’re really “in the zone,” completely immersed in it, then you look at the clock, and what seemed like an hour ends up being three.

    Erik: Yes, In the zone. That’s what we’re going to talk about, because that’s an emotional state of being.

    Jamie: And he’s pointing his finger like, “I’m talking about a point.”

    Me: Oh, so we better pay attention!

    Jamie (giggling): His finger is just going to town.

    Erik: It’s an emotional state of being. With joy—not happiness—joy, what do you think time does—speed up or slow down?

    Me: Slows down? (pause) Oh, heck, I don’t know. It probably depends on what side of the clock, uh, of time, you’re on. It depends on your point of reference. I’m so confused!

    Erik: That’s true. Most of the time, with joy, there’s expansion. And in that expansion, time feels elusive, but it speeds up.

    Me: Oh, it speeds up! Once you get out of it, you see that it has sped up. While you’re in it, it seems to be—

    Erik: Expansive, huge.

    Me: And then after it’s over, then it seems like, “Wow, where did the time go?”

    Erik: Yeah, think of your wedding, Mom. You’re getting married, your walking down the aisle, everything just seems larger than life. And then when the night’s over, you feel like you only had thirty minutes.

    Me: Yeah. Okay.

    Erik: Now think about grief. The grief state-of-mind.

    Me: Oh, boy. Time goes on forever.

    Erik: Forever. It’s really narrow-minded. It’s like looking straight down, only at your feet.

    Me: Ah!

    Erik: And time moves very slowly.

    Me: So is this the slinky?

    Erik: Yes! That’s our emotional state of being affecting time—the human construct of time. So language sort of frames it, and emotions can expand or contract it.

    Me: Fascinating.

    Erik: Mom, don’t you notice how when people grieve or they have hardships or challenges how they age so fast?

    Me: Yes, because I’ve aged ten years in the past year. And look at all the presidents and how they get so gray so quickly.

    Erik: But when people are joyful, their bodies stay youthful.

    Me: Yeah.

    Erik: That’s a time. That’s a measurement of time.

    Me: Wow, interesting!

    Erik: So on the earthly dimension, time is a function of language, motion, and emotion. Motion and language create your perception of time, and emotion expands or contracts it. Time exists only in consciousness. Outside of consciousness, it doesn’t.

    Me: Whoa. That’s a mind-bender, Erik!

    Erik: Now, when you go beyond the dimension you live in—uh, okay on earth, you find that time can have different measurements. It can have—bear with me—a front side and a back side. The front side can be what you’re focused on. You focus on it, you create it. You focus on expansion, you can do that. The back side is when there’s no focus, where there’s no measurement. Time can be as it is. This is when everything happens at once?

    Jamie: Oh, he didn’t say it like a question. I said it like a question, looking at him like, “What?”

    (Long pause)

    Jamie: Ohhhh! I’m arguing with him just a little bit, because he says that in the truth of realities that we can understand, time is all happening at once. There’s no future, there’s no past. There just “is,” and that’s basically how time is for them over there in Erik’s dimension.

    Me: Okay.

    Jamie: So my question to him was, “Are you really trying to tell me that looking at something grander like the cycle of Earth, is being created, lived on, and destroyed all at the same time?

    (Pause)

    Jamie: He looks at me and laughs and goes, “Yep.”

    Me: So we are living our past and future lives at the same time we do our present lives, I suppose?”

    Erik: Yes, yes!

    Me: Okay. So when people over there reincarnate, are they still there in heaven and that new life?

    Erik: Yes, yes, Mom. Exactly.

    Me: This is so interesting. So what is time shaped like over there? Is it just a point? Is it a web, a loop? I’m talking about the whole grand scale of past, present and future.

    Erik: I get what you’re saying. If you need a visual, take the web, but some waves in it, and make every line intersect. So, you can travel to any location you want: any dimension or any future or past or present point. It’s all a moment point. It’s all happening at once.

    Me: Okay. And what are those intersections?

    Erik: Of lives. Intersections of lives. We have to speak in terms of past lives, because as humans, time is linear, and you don’t believe in the future until you’ve walked in it. So we don’t even talk about future lives; that sounds like science fiction. But soon, the term “future life” will be just as common as the term, “past life.” What do you think Leonardo Di Vinci was tapping into?

    Me: Oh, yeah!

    Erik: You look at his sketches and designs, and you can see how he was clearly traveling across time and dimensions, then logging what he was experiencing.

    Jamie (in mock frustration, like a strict school teacher fussing at an unruly student): Erik!! ERIK! Slow down!

    Erik: Also, you have to realize that we’re not the only intelligent beings.

    Me: Hm, that’s true.

    Erik: We have interactions with other dimensional beings—you can call them aliens, but people don’t really like that word, cuz it scares them or it makes them laugh. So, why not say, “other dimensional beings?”

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: Cuz then I think they’ll read it with curiosity, and they won’t, like, put a block up.

    Me: Okay.

    Jamie (laughing): People—Aw! The way he says this, he’s got his elbows on his knees, you know, and he just kind of drops his head after he says it. He goes, “People are so programmable!” He drops his head like he doesn’t know what he’s going to do with us!

    Me (laughing): Aw!

    Erik: I was such a victim of that!

    Me: Oh, God we all are. And I can just see him. He used to drop his head that way when he was frustrated, like “Argghhh!”

    Jamie (giggling): That needs to be a t-shirt, “People are so programmable.” I’ve so often wanted to use those catch phrases and then sell the t-shirts, because it’s so funny some of the things they say. They make such a good point in three words.

    Me: Exactly.

    Jamie: Well okay, four words. Thank you, Erik.

    Me (chuckling): But who’s counting?

    Poor Jamie probably had to take the rest of the day off after this session! I hope she treated herself to a nice long bubble bath or a walk out in nature. Tomorrow, Erik will explain a bit about our multidimensional multiple selves. Take an Advil for the headache you’re sure to get!

  • December14th

    God I hope I don’t get into trouble with this! (grin)

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Okay, now a have a couple of questions here, uh, this is one I already know the answer to, but I guess I’d like it to be phrased for the book. Is there a hell, and what happens to very religious people when they pass?

    Erik (teasingly): “Very” religious people, Mom?

    Me (laughing): Yes.

    Jamie: He’s laughing and says he wants to deal with the “very religious” people first.

    Erik: I think they have more shock and awe than the atheists!

    Me: Oh, really?

    Erik; Well, think about it, Mom. Atheists, they don’t have any rules, they just pretend they don’t believe.

    Me: Ah! I see.

    Erik: It’s just an absence. All right, so in that absence, there’s actually not—

    Jamie (giggling): Wait a second. Say it again, Erik.

    Jamie continues to giggle for several seconds.

    Jamie: My lord, he talks so fast sometimes!

    Me: I know! He’s a real chatterbox!

    Erik: In that absence, there aren’t a lot of boundaries. It’s wide open. So anything that occurs, they’ll access it cuz they’re not putting their own conception on it.

    Me: Yeah, I guess they don’t have any preconceived notions aside from after death nothingness, then.

    Erik: Right. Okay, so get this. The hard core believers, they have these rules and these expectations and these lineups, and they get here and all of a sudden they can’t see half of what’s being presented to them, because they have a certain strict belief system.

    Me: Um hm.

    Erik: So they actually have more difficulty adjusting.

    Jamie (chuckling): If that’s published—Holy cow! You know, I’ve never heard that question asked before. I think it’s brilliant, me, personally.

    Me: I guess that’s going to rattle some chains.

    Jamie: Oh, yeah, it’s going to REALLY rattle some chains.

    Me: Good. Maybe some chains need to get rattled. Shake all the rust and dust off.

    Erik: The people who require and enjoy the intense belief system, that’s the same as a baby needing to be swaddled.

    Me: Erik! You’re going to get me into big trouble here!

    Erik: Yeah, but if you swaddle that child for three years, four years, five years, what are you doing to that child, Mom?

    Me: Yeah.

    Erik: Totally smothering him. You’re not going to teach him how to walk. You’re keeping them bound. And that is what very strict religious beliefs can do.

    Me: Yeah, I guess if someone hands us their own version of a map of some spiritual journey, we never create our own path to enlightenment and self-discovery. It’s like the Cliff Notes or GPS version. Spiritual evolution for Dummies. Not good.

    Erik: I think it’s really smart for people to venture out on their own. They can still stay within their beliefs or in their religion—

    Me: But they have to be accountable for their lives and their journey. It’s not always “God’s will.”

    Erik: Yes, that’s right. You’re not gonna get a free pass. Free will comes with responsibility.

    Me: Okay. And I know there’s no “Hell,” Right? I guess people can create their own hell, you know? Okay, I’m sorry, I shouldn’t be answering my own questions. Go for it, Erik.

    Erik: That just goes back to what’s the definition of God. If God is in everything—and the definition of hell, people say, is to be away from God—

    Me: Um hm.

    Erik: Well, no can do! You can only believe in one or the other. So they’re already contradicting themselves. If God is All There Is, there can be no hell.

    Tomorrow is all about TIME!

  • December13th

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: When our soul group was in the “between lives” phase just before this life, Erik, what did we want to accomplish? How were we to help each other? What were our individual and collective destinies? I know what your destiny was, but what other key elements were involved in creating that spiritual blueprint for the group?

    Erik: Well, it wasn’t just between the two of us, Mom. It had to be the whole family or nothing, because even though you were the one who “let me in”—

    Jamie (laughing): He’s showing me this image of opening the gates, like “come on in here!”

    Me (laughing): That’s funny!

    Erik: As a family, we all work together, even if that “together” is a push and a pull sometimes. It has to happen in unison for it to occur.

    Me: Yeah, yeah.

    Erik: I knew that I was coming into a family that would support me—

    Jamie: He puts his hands out—

    Erik:—Losing my marbles!

    Me (with sadness): Awwww. Yeah.

    Erik: I couldn’t go into a family that wouldn’t support it, because then my work wouldn’t have been achieved. In our family, I was accepted for who I was. I needed that from a family unit so that I could complete that, um, not be the perfect person and still be loved. So often, people come in, they’re not what they consider “perfect,” and they feel the pain from other people rejecting them, judging them—constant rejection.

    Me (tearfully): Yeah, I know, Baby. I wish I could have protected you from all the pain people outside of the family caused you.

    Erik: And it’s hard to get back on your feet with that. But with us, in our family, you taught us, Pappa taught us, that we all hold hands through anything.

    Me: Yes, always. Always.

    Erik: You know, that’s part of why people need a belief or a faith.

    Me: Um hm, exactly.

    Erik: I don’t care if people say they’re atheists, that is still a belief.

    Me: Oh, yeah. Sure.

    Erik: They believe. They think they’re being all witty and getting around it, but in that system of believing—even if that belief is that there is no Higher Power—you find community. We’re not meant to be on our own.

    Me: No, we’re all connected.

    (Long pause)

    Me: Okay, now what are you trying to say with the goosebumps, Erik?  I never had these intense localized goosebumps until after you died. What’s the message you’re trying to send? “Yes go with it,” or “No don’t think or do that?”

    Erik: Uh uh. I’m saying, “Yes. Yes, go with it.”

    Me: Okay, glad to get that cleared up.

    Erik: I’m making you stop and realize that this is where you need to be.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: That’s what more people need: to stop and totally be aware of where the hell they are in life. So many people say yes and go forward, and it’s total shit. They need to stop and get centered before leaping forward.

    Me: Oh, yeah! But I do get the feeling that you are telling me, “Yep, go for it,” or “Yes, you’re right.” Sort of an affirmation. That’s what it feels like to me.

    Erik: Exactly.

    I think you’ll all find the next few entries fascinating in that they deal with complex and controversial subjects. Tomorrow, we’ll scratch the surface on religion, then Wednesday, we’ll delve head first into the mind-bending subject of Time.

    And now, I’d also like to share a bit about Jamie today, so I’ve attached her brag sheet and qualifications below! Please get to know her and her long lists of talents and accolades. She truly is a gem.

    Jamie Butler

    I have retained the ability to see and hear spirits (clairvoyance and clairaudience, respectively) since birth. From the age of eighteen I have given readings publicly. I also am able to see energetic fields (what some people term “auras”), and I have the skill to channel spirit, where a spirit relays messages by borrowing my voice and body during a reading.

    Now thirty-five, I have built a client base solely by personal referrals, working with people in over forty states across the U.S. and internationally in fifteen countries. I have been a guest speaker at the University of Florida, a frequent presenter for several spiritual groups in Georgia and Florida, and I have been a guest on Atlanta radio: Steve and Vicki in the Morning, and television: Peachtree in the Morning.

    1991-1998: Studied psychic awareness under Marguerite Romeis in Gainesville, Fla.

    1993-1996: Received Reiki Master degree

    1998: Completed course of study at Florida School of Massage and became a Licensed Massage Therapist and Hydrotherapist

    1998-present: Teach a six-week intensive spiritual exploration course of various modalities (dowsing, meditation techniques, the chakra system, how to see energy, healing techniques, and my favorite—games to increase telepathic skills)

    2000: Received Master Hypnotherapist degree from The New York Institute

    2001-present: Doctoral candidate of Albert University, working towards a degree in Alternative Healing

    2001: Completed Dr. Brian Weiss’s intensive class on past life regression and hypnotherapy at the Omega Institute.

    2002-present: Serve as president of Love and Light LLC, an organization designed to support, create, and inspire spiritual growth of all ages through classes and readings for all ages.

    2006-present: Opened Love and Light center in Atlanta, teaching youth and adult classes, helping raise awareness and teach techniques in communication to the beyond and spirituality.

    2007-present: Author of With Love and Light, Mommy, What is Deaf, Smell-a-therapy, Reiki for Small Hands

  • December12th

    Here’s a great introduction on EFT. The first 8 minute long video explains the science behind it, and the second one is an introduction to the tapping technique. A mere 18 minutes long, you all can try it for yourselves. For me, the results were no less than stunning. The memory I worked on was the sense of despondency over Erik’s death. Let me know how it works on you!

  • December10th

    Dang, it’s so hard to come up with a suitable title when the entry is about all sorts of random stuff, but hopefully the following will offset the sucky title.

    A couple of days ago, I was talking (through Jamie) to Erik about one of my daughter’s grief and anger issues. Like I mentioned in an earlier post, she’s now struggling with what she considers to be a selfish act on Erik’s part. Her anger seeps out as road rage, anti-political rants, etc. It’s hard to lambaste a dead brother, especially when you adore him so deeply, so any other target is fair game.

    Anyway, Erik recommended EFT. Jamie had to ask for clarification: “What Erik? EF? What’s EF? I don’t understand what you’re trying to tell me. (pause) Body tapping? I don’t know what that is.” After the session, I shared this information with my daughter who, after a quick google search, finds all sorts of information about EFT: Emotional Freedom Techniques. Although I hadn’t had enough time to research the subject as well, within 20 minutes, Michelle not only devoured all the online information she could about it, she also found a provider and booked a session. The EFT provider, Helen Racz, thought it was very interesting that the referral came from her deceased brother! So Michelle, Robert (of Channeling Erik fame) and I all decided to attend one of the free sessions that she holds every Thursday night.

    We decided to catch a bite to eat before the session, and as we were waiting for our dinner to be served, Michelle’s husband, Shane, calls us all excited. He’s never been big believer in spiritual phenomena, but, after what he had just witnessed, that may no longer be the case. He said that Arley (their two and a half year-old daughter) had opened the pantry door, looked in, then slammed it shut, squealing in delight. Shane asked her if someone was in the pantry, and she said, “Yes,” still giggling away. So he asked, “Who’s in there?” She responded, “Erik,” and continued to share how she and Erik were playing together. I have a feeling that wasn’t all Erik was doing. Knowing him, he was probably looking for Cocoa Krispies and Marshmallow Creme.

    Arley and Smoky

    So, after a wonderful and eventful dinner, we drove to the EFT meeting just a few blocks away. Michelle was the first guinea pig for the evening, so, of course, anger and grief were the topics. At this point, I still knew nothing about the techniques or the theory behind EFT. The first thing Helen had us do is recall a memory that was painful for us, and, without knowing it, Michelle, Robert and I all chose the same scene: Erik, sitting dead in chair in a pool of his own blood. As you can imagine, every time that horrible graphic assaults me, my heart sinks. I’m filled with a sense of despair and dread and emptiness all at once. I suppose I could have chosen other memories, but this is one I needed to confront and heal. Then, we follow along, mimicking Helen as she taps various points on Michelle’s body. We also repeat various statements she says about anger such as, “I’m angry. I’m afraid if I let go of this, I’ll have nothing left.” Eventually, these statements are replaced by affirmations like, “I can do without this anger. I am still whole without this pain.” I can’t remember the script word for word, but their was a great deal of variety in what Helen said.

    After about 15 or 20 minutes, Helen asked us to revisit the memory and analyze the feelings it evoked. Upon reflection, what I discovered truly floored me. The heavy emotional charge was gone. No dread, no pain, no sadness, no emptiness, no nothing. Poof, just peace. Weird, isn’t it? And for the first time in months, I slept like a log that night. This morning, I purposely recalled that memory, and still, there was no more emotional charge associated with it. I don’t know exactly what happened, what energy channels were unblocked, but wow, such a simple technique with such powerful results! If anyone has their own EFT stories to share, please do!

    I’d like to close now with a captivating video demonstrating the power of intent. In this case, a woman’s bladder cancer, viewed in real time on ultrasound, disappears within three minutes of being subjected to the healing powers of three Chinese energy workers. I found this on Victor and Wendy Zammit’s website. If you haven’t registered for their weekly “Friday Afterlife Report” series, I suggest you do! Oh, and don’t forget to “share the love” through Facebook and other social networking venues!

    Gregg Braden on Spiritual Healing

  • December9th

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Okay, let’s talk about children. You know, some of them die so early, so young, that they don’t really have time to be indoctrinated with a specific belief system. So, what is their death experience like? Oh, and what is the afterlife like for them too?

    Erik: Well, Mom, everyone has a different experience, even children.

    Me: Yes, I know, but aren’t there some general differences comparing children’s experience with those of adults who have developed all these fears about death or have rigid religious beliefs?

    Kim: May I answer that question, Elisa?

    Me: Oh, yeah, sure!

    Kim: I’ve channeled with many, many children who are to depart soon, and it’s often children who are ill or terribly injured who are reassuring their older siblings or parents or grandparents that everything’s going to be okay. They have a much easier ability to see their guardian angels, to sense, to intuit very plainly, clearly what’s happening and why, that it’s going to be okay, that they’re going to end up back in heaven, they’re going to be with their angels, they’re going to be with God, they’re going to be with other loved ones who are still in heaven. And so they have a very different experience in that if they have an injury or an ailment, they’re able to pass very often—not in every single case, but often—very calmly with the soul passing out of the body. It can be a very pleasant experience even if they’re suffering pain.

    Me: Good. That makes perfect since.

    Kim: Now, children who are murdered or who are being horribly abused, their passing is not as pleasant. In other words, if children feel like they’re having more control over their passing like with an injury or ailment, they have people around them to take care of them generally, but if they have an adult who is abusing them, they suffer until their soul pops out of the body, and then they’re like everybody else. The soul joyously returns to heaven and resumes it’s life there.

    Me: Gosh, I can’t bear the thought of a child suffering like that. Can’t they get out of the body before it gets too awful?

    Erik: Yes, of course. And they do. It’s just not as pain-free a death as when kids die after a period of time with injuries or diseases. If the death is sudden like with a car accident or something, there’s not much time to feel any pain.

    Me: Well, I guess that makes me feel a little bit better. Okay, here’s another question from a reader: “Is Erik aware of people who are asleep on the earthly plane just sort of popping into the afterlife for a visit?”

    Erik: Oh, that happens all the time! Out of body experiences, that happens all the time! And what’s cool about that is that you can’t tell the difference between them and a soul that lives in heaven.

    Me: Oh, wow!

    Erik: We’re all the same; we all have the same characteristics when the soul is out of the body. It’s only when the soul goes into a physical body that it takes on different characteristic, physical, of course, but nonphysical too.

    Me: Exactly. Now, are there souls in a sort of “rest period” or in suspended animation while their physical body is asleep at which time their guides are looking after them?

    Erik: The only resting period I know of, Mom, is when human beings choose not ot move forward or when guardian angels set up a resting period for a person if they need time to weigh, think, analyze or just heal and recover before they move forward.

    (Now that I transcribe this, I wish I had clarified what he means by rest period. He’s speaking about a rest period for the incarnate soul. How is that rest period characterized? Does he mean that there will be a period of time when the shit won’t hit the fan 24/7? I know in the next session, I ask some of these same questions, but I can’t remember the answers. Hopefully, they’ll be some clarification.Sorry guys. Maybe some of you can clarify this point for me.)

    Me: Okay. Here’s another question from a blog member: “Are lucid dreams periods of time when we actually ‘wake up’ while we’re asleep in our dimension?”

    Erik: Oh yeah. And lucid dreams can include trips to the afterlife while you’re sleeping, places you can visit on a soul level on the earthly plane—maybe something’s going on, something’s taking place, and you want to be witness to it—and lucid dreams might be when your deceased loved ones and guides visit you so you can spend time with them—

    Me: So what’s the difference between a lucid dream and a regular dream? In both, we project our consciousness, but in a lucid dream does it project in a different way or a further distance?

    Kim: A lucid dream is when we are in the dream, but we know we’re dreaming, and we still have conscious thought processes going on. “Oh my God, I’m in this dream, and look, there’s Aunt Bertha!”

    Me: Oh, I see!

    Kim: And we have total recall of lucid dreams.

    Me: Is there more of a connection with the brain—the physical brain? Is that why? Is it recorded in the brain more reliably or in a different way so it can all be remembered?

    Kim: It has more to do with the soul. The soul will project itself where it wants to go to help it learn, grow and evolve.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: Or sometimes a soul just wants to play and have fun and rest and enjoy itself.

    Me: I’m hearing Cindi Lauper in my head singing, “Souls just wanna have fun!”

    Kim: I know this is on a frivolous level, but one time I had Dean Martin come and sing with me and dance with me,and it was a BLAST!

    Me: That’s so cool, Kim! And do we ever project our consciousness to help souls on the earthly plane or in the afterlife?

    Erik: Yes to both. It can be conscious, uh, like before you go to sleep, you can ask your soul, “Can I do this, can I do that,” and the soul will do that when it feels like it’s the best time and if it’s a good thing for you to do. Of course you ARE your soul, but I word it this way to help explain things. You humans like to separate things and make barriers and borders, so it’s easier for you to imagine asking the soul as if it’s a separate entity.

    Me: So you’re saying you have to dumb things down for us peons in the remedial class?

    Erik: You said it Mom, not me!

    (Erik and I laugh.)

    Me: Well, why are we sometimes more aware of some of our dreams like we’re totally asleep wandering around in the afterlife or whatever, and we don’t remember what we’ve done when we wake up?

    Erik: Some dreams are meant to help you record activities and thoughts that you’ve done or had in the soul’s memory bank, just recording like you’re hitting the “save” button. Then you might revisit places you’ve been and some of the things you’ve done as a way of, you know replaying what the soul recorded. Also, there are some awarenesses that the soul will direct you toward that you don’t need to remember when you wake up.

    Me: Okay.

    Erik: And of course other times you remember things with total recall. It’s a perfect design. Your Higher Self knows exactly what needs to be sorted into the subconscious like on a soul level and what needs to go to the conscious level to best help growth and progress. So the things the soul wants you to remember on a conscious level, you remember.

    Me: I see. That makes total sense.

    Erik: If it’s just recording what you’ve already done or said, and you’ve pretty much healed from it, uh, if it’s something nonessential, you’re probably not going to have recall.

    Me: Okay, here’s the last thing I’d like you to comment on, Erik. One member writes: “This actually puts a totally different spin on which is the true reality: here or the afterlife. Do we wake up our soul to be in the afterlife, or do we wake up our body to be in the physical life? Maybe death is actually our soul waking up from bad dream.” In some cases, I’d call it more of a nightmare, but—

    Erik: There is no differentiation, Mom. You’re alive on earth; you’re alive in the afterlife. Anywhere the soul travels, anywhere it is, it’s alive and well. The soul can travel to different planets. It doesn’t just have to travel to earth. Hell, we can travel around the Universe with aliens if we want.

    Me: So, the “true reality” is—

    Erik: Wherever the soul happens to be at the time.

    Me: Okay, good. Interesting.

    Erik: Yeah, and when a soul is over here in the afterlife, that doesn’t mean the earthly plane doesn’t exist. It’s still a reality of another dimension. It’s just a perspective thing. Our “true reality” is wherever we happen to be at the time.

    Me: But where’s our true home, then?

    Erik: Heaven. Heaven. We go to the earthly plane when we go on vacation.

    Me: Damn, Erik. Some vacation! I want my money back! I need a new travel agent!

    (Kim and Erik laugh.)

    Kim: Guess what, Baby, YOU are your own travel agent! We are our own travel agents. WE decide what we’re going to experience!

    Me: Well, that’s it, then. I’m fired!

    Kim (laughing): So no gifts on Boss’s Day?

    Me: No, not for me!

    Kim (still laughing): I think many other people would feel that way too!

    Me: Well, I guess that’s it for this session. I want to say thank you, Kim for your wonderful mediumship skills, and Erik, I miss you and love you Baby. I’m so proud of you and how far you’ve come. You’re helping so many people, and you’re just getting wiser and wiser by the minute.

    Erik (blushing): It’s really fun, Mom. I like what I’m doing. I’m still learning, though, getting my training as a spiritual guide. Oh, and I love you too, Mom. I know things are kinda rough this time of year—

    Me: As long as I know my boy is happy and fulfilled, I can bear any amount of pain.

  • December8th

    So many of us are concerned about animal welfare, that I decided to ask Erik for more details about our relationship with them.

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Okay, here’s another one I’ve asked you through a different medium, Erik. How do you talk to animals? How are spirits able to do this? Uh, how does that work?

    Erik: Just like guardian angels can, through electrical energy. Mom, animals can see discarnate souls, guides and stuff, and they see three dimensionally just like the way they see us.

    Me: Oh, okay!

    Erik: And because animals are so open, they don’t have a brain that works the way ours does. They don’t have that part of the brain that can be negative, pessimistic or analytical. They can’t be self-critical.

    Me: Yeah, sucks to be human sometimes.

    Erik: They don’t get worried, depressed, and—

    Me: Because they’re not here to endure the human experience, to evolve spiritually like we do?

    Erik: Right. They’re not here to work through issues. So the part of the brain that derails humans so much—they don’t have.

    Kim: Lucky for them! They’re brain isn’t going, “This is not hap-pen-ing.”

    Erik: And they’re not raised in religions that dismiss or criticize spiritual stuff.

    Kim: Just like small children! They haven’t had a rigid belief system indoctrinated into them yet. Same thing with them.

    Erik: Yeah, little kids can communicate with animals and spiritual beings telepathically.

    Me: Wow, very interesting. So, how exactly does the communication process work? Do you send, uh, and I’m talking about animals in the spirit realm as well as those on the earthly plane—

    Erik: Yeah. Animal souls can communicate the same way human souls can—telepathically. They move their electrical energy into our head.

    Me: Like those thought bubbles you mentioned!

    Erik: Yeah, those are like bubbles or waves of energy.

    Kim: They can move their electrical energy through matter too. Sometimes, I can be lying in bed and my kitty, Una, who’s in spirit comes to me. I can feel her jump on the bed, because she was a big heavy girl, and then run across the bed and throw herself into me.

    Me: Aw!

    Kim: And I can feel her electrical energy. It’s real tangible.

    Erik: And they can visit you in dreams while you’re asleep in the very same way, by merging or moving their electrical energy into your field of consciousness. Sometimes you get more visual input from spiritual beings at night when you’re sleeping than when you’re awake.

    Kim: Oh, Elisa, you’re going to capture Erik on camera. Now I know you’ve photographed him as balls or beams of light, but you’re going to capture an image of him, well, not in complete, 3-D human form, but pretty damn close.

    Me: Oh, good! I’ll have to be a little paparazzi!

    Kim: And you’ll post it on the blog, and it’ll be publicized far and wide, because it’s going to help people understand that, indeed, our spiritual beings stay pretty close to us most of the time—not all of the time, but most of the time.

    Me: Well, should I go around the house randomly snapping pictures?

    Kim: He’s shaking his head no. He says he’s going to give you a head’s up first.

    Erik: And Mom, it needs to be you. Not Michelle, you.

    Me: Really? Because Michelle was the one who captured you in orb form.

    Erik: I want it to be you, because I want to prove to you that I’m really here. I know you’ve been upset that you’ve not been able to pick up on me the way you want to or the way you think you should be.

    Me: Well, that’d be cream on the top, because I do derive pleasure vicariously when you visit other people like members of the blog. Some of them are really receptive and can pick up on you so tangibly.

    Kim: Wow!

    Me: Anyway, back to animals. A lot of people want to know why there is such horrendous animal suffering and cruelty—being skinned alive for fur, abused for lab tests, boiled alive in China, ugh. What’s the purpose of this? Why do they have to endure such pain?

    Erik: Well, there are various reasons for animals to return to the earthly plane, Mom. First of all, those that go there to be our family members—

    Kim: I hate the word, “pet.”

    Me: Yeah, I like “family member” or “animal companion.”

    Kim: Yeah, I like that. Animal companion.

    Erik (in mock irritation): Ahem.

    Kim and I laugh.

    Erik: Those chosen to be with us as animal companions are assigned to us; their souls are assigned to us just like guardian angel souls are.

    Me: How cool!

    Erik: So they will sometimes come to us two, three, four times in one lifetime in different animal bodies. They die, come here to heaven, and wait and wait and wait for us to adopt the body of another animal, and then their soul goes into that body. A lot of the animals we interact with on the earthly plane we’ve known in many, many past lifetimes. Sometimes they’re a falcon or a horse, or maybe an alligator or a big snake or a dog or cat. They can come as any form of any animal. A dolphin.

    Me: That’s so amazing, Erik!

    Erik: They’re trusting that we are going to treat them well, and they understand that that may not happen. Oh, and sometimes animal spirits come to people who they know are going to be abusive to them just like we choose to have relationships with human beings who we know might be abusive to us—to learn from that.

    Me: Why? Why do animals choose that?

    Erik: Well, the animal doesn’t make that kinda choice to learn anything. Humans make these choices to either learn, teach or both. Animals choose to be with humans who abuse them to teach, to nurture, to love, to support, to encourage, or just to make us laugh.

    Me: What about the ones we kill so inhumanely?

    Erik: It’s understood on the earthly plane that animals will be worn and eaten.

    Kim: So, Erik, what about those souls? We know about animal companion souls, but what about animals who are going to be butchered for food or made into fur coats or whatever? What about animals who live in the wild?

    Erik: The animals who live in the wild choose to come back to the earthly plane to purely enjoy their time there. Nothing to learn, nothing to teach each other, just to enjoy.

    Kim: Now, what about the animals who come down to be slaughtered? What about that, Erik? I’ve never had anyone ask that questions in all of my 23 years of channeling! Let me see what he has to say. Just a second, Elisa. I’m just going to listen to him.

    (Pause)

    Kim: Wow! Wow! (pause as she continues to listen to Mr. Blabbermouth) Wow! Okay.

    Erik: Those particular souls will go to the earthly plane, and before they’re slaughtered, their souls pop out of the body and they come back to the heavenly plane. They leave their bodies really easily, cuz they don’t design their deaths as something to experience. Sometimes we want to experience a painful death, but they never do that.

    Me: Oh, that’s a relief.

    Erik: It’s believed by most over here in heaven that human beings enjoy the most vitality eating animal flesh.

    Me: Okay. Hmm, the vegans won’t like hearing that.

    Kim: But in heaven, isn’t it considered almost cannibalistic, Erik? (pause) He thinks what I’ve asked is funny. He’s smiling real big, so he’s obviously amused.

    (Kim and I giggle.)

    Erik: No. No.

    Kim (laughing): Oh, okay. I thought you’d have more of a longwinded answer!

    Erik: No, animal souls will migrate to the earthly plane to be of service to human beings.

    Me: By some sort of mutual agreement?

    Erik: Yes.

    Me: But why don’t we treat them with more respect? Is it because we’re just not evolved enough yet?

    Erik: Yes, Mom. Still on the earthly plane, some people are abusing their own children! On the earthly plane, you’re always going to have people who are numb nuts.

    (Kim and I laugh)

    Kim: That paints a different picture.

    Erik: Well, I thought you’d like a refreshing change from “asshole.”

    (Kim and I laugh)

    Erik: A lot of humans are very arrogant. They see human life as superior to other forms of life. But you’re also always gonna have people who respect life, whether it’s an animal or a plant or a bug or another human being. They respect life. Now when people encroach on an animal’s property, they might hurt the human; a wasp might sting you, and alligator might bite or eat you, but it’s not a disrespect thing, it’s a survival thing.

    Me: Okay, that’s fascinating. (pause) So let me ask you some things about children—

    Erik: Wait, one more thing. When there are animal abuses beyond the simple slaughtering of them for their meat or their fur, like using them in cruel lab testing or other acts that cause mass suffering?

    Me: Yeah?

    Erik: That’s almost always for raising conscious awareness, to teach humankind about mutual respect, humility, and unconditional love. This is usually a joint effort between human and animal spirits. They work together to mainfest these atrocities as learning experiences for the collective consciousness.

    Me (teasingly): Atrocities? Pretty big word for a little boy!

    Erik: Hey, my vocabulary is getting better. Once I cut out most of the curse words, I had to find something else to fill the void.

    Me: Wow, you must have a huge grasp of the English language then!

    (Erik and I both laugh.)

    Here’s a sad example of the atrocities committed by human hands. Sigh.

  • December7th

    Before we begin, I’d like to update everyone on the state of grief in the family. Erik’s siblings are finally allowing themselves to feel anger and sorrow. For the last year, most of them have taken comfort in the attitude, “He’s in a better place and no longer suffering. I’m happy for him,” but now, the anger that had been boiling just under the surface has begun to overflow into consciousness. They can’t understand how their brother could leave their lives and those of other family members in total ruin. They feel a resentment at what they consider to be an act of cowardice: Life is tough sometimes. Why did you bail, Erik? Why couldn’t you stay and tough it out like the rest of us? In their minds, he  had everything a kid could possibly ask for, so his suicide, to them, was the act of a spoiled child.

    The resentment is one thing, but their anger also walks hand in hand with a dark sorrow, a feeling of emptiness and confusion. The stigma of being the kid with the dead brother only adds salt to a festering wound. I suppose these are necessary torments, though. My children understand that there is no “correct” way to grieve such a tragic loss. It is a process that is unique to each individual both in manner and pace. Perhaps leaning into the grief is one of the best way to get through it, but this is painful. Very, very painful. They know I’m there for them. I wish they’d all read the blog to find some comfort and to help them renew their relationship with Erik, but I guess some of them are just not ready yet.

    As for me, my struggle still comes in huge waves. Each one pounds against me like a rogue wave crashing against a rocky shoreline, chipping away piece by piece. I’m hoping that when it’s all said and done, they’ll still be something left of me. God, how I hope this is all worth the torture.

    That’s my venting for the day. And now for some comic relief. I’ve had to keep these entries shorter than normal, because I’m like a one-armed paper hanger trying to deal with my duties as executrix for my deceased friend’s estate. Lots and lots of busy work.

    In this section of the channeling session, I again revisit some of the same questions I asked him through Jamie in order to get more details and confirmation. Enjoy the melange of topics.

    Channeling Transcript

    Me: Okay, so I know there are boyfriend/girlfriend relationships over there, but—

    Kim: Yes, absolutely. And we can get married, have children—

    Me: But if souls are genderless, how do they choose who’s the boyfriend and who’s the girlfriend?

    Kim: If they’re what, Elisa?

    Me: If they’re genderless.

    Erik: We can, uh, usually a soul will have an affinity for one gender over another. Not always, but usually. Those who don’t have a preference will choose either gender to react with while they’re over here.

    Me: Oh, okay!

    Erik: Yeah, most often, we have a gender we’re a little more partial to. I like being a guy.

    Me: Yeah, I can see that! Here’s another questions from a blog member: “If they have TVs over there, what kind of programming do they watch?”

    Kim (chuckling): He’s smiling really big and mischievously.

    Erik: Whatever we damn well please!

    Erik laughs hysterically at his own retort.

    Erik: Mom, it’s so great, because like I said before, we can watch whatever programs we want whenever we want.

    Me: Celestial on-demand TV, yay!

    Erik (laughing): Exactly. While I sit and eat my pizza.

    Kim and I laugh hard.

    Kim: I’m seeing a cool leather couch with a recliner section to it, black, and this HUGE TV.

    Erik: Yeah, I like to kick back, eat, hang out with friends and stuff. And you know like I’ve said before, Mom, since time doesn’t here, we can watch programs from the earthly plane from the past, present or future.

    Me: Yeah, I remember you saying that through Jamie.

    Erik: Yep, and we’re not just limited to earthly programming. We can watch programs from different dimensions, planets, galaxies—

    Me: Wow, talk about a huge TV Guide!

    Erik laughs.

    Me: Okay, so remember when I asked you about the City of Lights through Jamie?

    Erik: Uh huh.

    Kim: Is this something on the earthly plane, Elisa?

    Me: Oh, no, it’s supposed to be in the afterlife. I read about it somewhere. They also call it a human species consciousness pool or something like that. Erik says it’s like a hippie commune.

    Kim laughs.

    Me: I’m hoping you’ve found out a little more about it since we last talked. Any more details, Erik?  Is it like a region of some sort? You know how here we have The Heights, Piney Point, River Oaks, The Fifth Ward, etc.?

    Erik: All the energy exists layered, Mom. And so, on the earthly plane, there is no differentiation between layers of souls like there is over here.

    Me: Okay.

    Kim: So, what are you saying, exactly, Erik?

    (Pause)

    Kim: He’s thinking about how he can explain it.

    Me: Well is it layered by densities like water and oil?

    Erik: Like that, yeah. Not exactly, but—

    Me: So, your ability to move from one layer to the next, Erik, is that based on your vibrational density?

    Erik: Right. And as my vibrational density lessens with my spiritual evolution, I can enter the vibrational frequency layer that matches mine. It allows my energy to move through other energies. At my current density, I can move through energy layers that are at the same or greater density, but only when my vibrations get higher can I move up to the lighter, less dense layers. The City of Lights is just one of those layers. It has it’s own vibrational frequency or density. It’s not a hierarchy in the superior/inferior sense, though. It just is what it is.

    Me: Very interesting stuff, Erik.